Happy new year, Mizahar!
I haven't really been around lately. I got busy with holiday stuff, family stuff, work stuff, and now school stuff starts back up on Monday.
And I'm not really sure what to do now! The truth is, I really don't know if I can give the kind of time and attention to Mizahar that it requires. I don't know if it's just not the right time, or if I just don't have it in me. I have some mental health stuff, it's a long story.
So yeah, that's why I haven't really been around much, and why I probably won't really be around much for the foreseeable future. I assure you that I feel horribly guilty about this. Maybe I'll get over myself and find a way to balance Mizahar into my various stuff-related things and other hobbies. Maybe I'll wake up tomorrow and I'll have found my spark again and just delete this entire post.
Either way it seemed wrong to not put some words down. Circumstances just ain't right for me to do the diehard thing proper Mizahar-ing requires right now, and I'm sorry.
I haven't really been around lately. I got busy with holiday stuff, family stuff, work stuff, and now school stuff starts back up on Monday.
And I'm not really sure what to do now! The truth is, I really don't know if I can give the kind of time and attention to Mizahar that it requires. I don't know if it's just not the right time, or if I just don't have it in me. I have some mental health stuff, it's a long story.
So yeah, that's why I haven't really been around much, and why I probably won't really be around much for the foreseeable future. I assure you that I feel horribly guilty about this. Maybe I'll get over myself and find a way to balance Mizahar into my various stuff-related things and other hobbies. Maybe I'll wake up tomorrow and I'll have found my spark again and just delete this entire post.
Either way it seemed wrong to not put some words down. Circumstances just ain't right for me to do the diehard thing proper Mizahar-ing requires right now, and I'm sorry.