83rd of Winter, 515 AV
Morning
Morning
An artist in the apocalypse was of no use at all.
Or, at least, that was what Aislyn had been telling herself.
Other professions had purposes, had things to do and places to be. Sellswords had monsters to chop. Blacksmiths had swords to sell to the sellswords. Nurses had sellswords to patch up when they got mauled by the monsters they chopped up with their blacksmith’s swords. Chefs had food to make and anyone that could hold a bow was sent out onto the field. Aislyn had been one of such people, of course. Except now she had a fair few more cuts on her various body parts and an ache that extended further than her bones, and all she really wanted to do was draw.
But what use was an artist in the apocalypse?
She had pondered it whilst she had lay on uneven ground under an uneven tent next to a hundred other Alvads that were sleeping just as well as she was. She’d poked a hole in the roof of her tent to stare at the sky, just because there was nothing else to do. The moans and groans of dying and pained soldiers around her was the only lullaby to listen to, and the smell of people absolutely everywhere was almost too much to bear. Not to mention the fact that the battlefield never seemed to be far enough away. The clang of bladed steel and twang of strung up bows was never a fair distance from the Southern Bastion, leaving Aislyn to hear the faint sound of death and destruction as the night grew on. She’d managed perhaps four bells- maybe less- of sleep the first night, if only due to her paranoia that someone would happen into her tent while she lay, unillusioned, in the night.
That night, she couldn’t remember sleep ever actually reaching her mind.
The sky had been empty; devoid of all signs of Zintilla, Leth, or any other celestial body, for that matter. It certainly hadn’t looked cloudy, however; it had just looked empty.
What level of Hai had Alvadas fallen into?
The next morning, the 83rd, Aislyn had felt the exhaustion wearing on her. For the first time since she had ventured through the Door, she changed clothing. She had brought a spare set, of course, but she hadn’t planned on being in a complete other dimension for an extended amount of time. Thus, she only had one.
Nonetheless, it felt good to not be weighed down by the dust and sweat and blood of the days prior. She even managed to drag a brush through her hair before pulling it back into Maya’s ever present ribbon. A ribbon that was aging just as quickly as everything else in the never-ending war for Alvadas. Frayed at the edges with a patience that was long past its prime.
Aislyn felt a certain sort of empathy for the piece of cloth.
After folding her tattered clothing into her bag and setting off into the battlefield once again, Aislyn had tried to tackle the question of what good an artist could be when the end was upon them. She had yet to find an answer. So she walked. Away from the painful cries of the Alvad’s homebase, into the dangerous unknown.
Like anything was all that unknown anymore. If they didn’t know anything, nothing could really be called ‘unknown’, could it? Everything was the same level of ‘known’. From the dusty streets to the abandoned houses. Everything was in someway, familiar, and in others, completely foreign.
It was Alvadas, alright, just not the Alvadas they all knew.
Or, at least, that was what Aislyn had been telling herself.
Other professions had purposes, had things to do and places to be. Sellswords had monsters to chop. Blacksmiths had swords to sell to the sellswords. Nurses had sellswords to patch up when they got mauled by the monsters they chopped up with their blacksmith’s swords. Chefs had food to make and anyone that could hold a bow was sent out onto the field. Aislyn had been one of such people, of course. Except now she had a fair few more cuts on her various body parts and an ache that extended further than her bones, and all she really wanted to do was draw.
But what use was an artist in the apocalypse?
She had pondered it whilst she had lay on uneven ground under an uneven tent next to a hundred other Alvads that were sleeping just as well as she was. She’d poked a hole in the roof of her tent to stare at the sky, just because there was nothing else to do. The moans and groans of dying and pained soldiers around her was the only lullaby to listen to, and the smell of people absolutely everywhere was almost too much to bear. Not to mention the fact that the battlefield never seemed to be far enough away. The clang of bladed steel and twang of strung up bows was never a fair distance from the Southern Bastion, leaving Aislyn to hear the faint sound of death and destruction as the night grew on. She’d managed perhaps four bells- maybe less- of sleep the first night, if only due to her paranoia that someone would happen into her tent while she lay, unillusioned, in the night.
That night, she couldn’t remember sleep ever actually reaching her mind.
The sky had been empty; devoid of all signs of Zintilla, Leth, or any other celestial body, for that matter. It certainly hadn’t looked cloudy, however; it had just looked empty.
What level of Hai had Alvadas fallen into?
The next morning, the 83rd, Aislyn had felt the exhaustion wearing on her. For the first time since she had ventured through the Door, she changed clothing. She had brought a spare set, of course, but she hadn’t planned on being in a complete other dimension for an extended amount of time. Thus, she only had one.
Nonetheless, it felt good to not be weighed down by the dust and sweat and blood of the days prior. She even managed to drag a brush through her hair before pulling it back into Maya’s ever present ribbon. A ribbon that was aging just as quickly as everything else in the never-ending war for Alvadas. Frayed at the edges with a patience that was long past its prime.
Aislyn felt a certain sort of empathy for the piece of cloth.
After folding her tattered clothing into her bag and setting off into the battlefield once again, Aislyn had tried to tackle the question of what good an artist could be when the end was upon them. She had yet to find an answer. So she walked. Away from the painful cries of the Alvad’s homebase, into the dangerous unknown.
Like anything was all that unknown anymore. If they didn’t know anything, nothing could really be called ‘unknown’, could it? Everything was the same level of ‘known’. From the dusty streets to the abandoned houses. Everything was in someway, familiar, and in others, completely foreign.
It was Alvadas, alright, just not the Alvadas they all knew.