14th
winter
515av
3rd bell, sunny showers
3rd bell, sunny showers
Louka Wildmane paced restlessly just outside of the pavilion tent. His wild, unruly mane frazzled than usual. Syna's pale, Wintry light filtered between broken clouds, raindrops clinging to grasses glittering brilliantly.
His square mouth was set in an anxious line, worry seeped into his round, brown eyes, tenseness lay across his shoulders. His large hands entwined into his hair again as he held his head, creating chaos in his locks. Thoughts raced in his mind, furrowing his brow. He felt torn.
"Louka, promise me something—"
Rufio and Louka had sat by the Wildmane fire, sharing a fur blanket wrapped around their shoulders. The flames licked at the hunk of fat-soaked peat Louka rolled into the pit, and crackled noisily. The rest of the Wildmanes had retired to their beds, it was just he and his cousin.
—"Promise me that you'll always stay the same loyal, gentle Louka you are now?"
Louka chuckled quietly and shook his mop of curls, gripping his half-spear lighlty in his grasp as it lay across his folded legs.
"What are you talking about?" Amused, curious.
"Just—"
Rufio gazed into the fire, the red-hot glow danced in her cocoa-orbs and threw shadows to shift across her soft freckled features.
"—I don't know. Just don't let anyone beat the softness out of you, ay. You have something that the rest of us don't, Lo-lo, you've got soul. It's going to forge you—" Great, Drykas, Strong.
There was a chime's silence, Louka was taken-aback by his cousin's mysterious words. Then he smiled, and threw an arm around his little, older cousin.
"Rufio have you been at Alar'ck's smoking pipe again?" Teasing, concern.
Rufio grinned impishly and shoved Louka's abdomen.
"I mean it, Louka. You've got something rare. You're like the reed, you bend with the wind." Admiration, praise, meaningful.
"I'd rather be like a spear—swift, strong, true." He puffed up his chest in mock-pride, and laughed.
Rufio laughed too, and then admitted quietly—
"I wish, sometimes...I was Drykas...like you."
He frowned lightly, and regarded her with intense gaze.
"You are Drykas, Rufio."
—But she cocked her head lightly. "I am half. No Strider has chosen me. I'm not sure-..." Belonging.
Her deep, maculine-yet-feminine voice trailed with self-doubt, and Louka huffed out a breath, knowingly.
"You are Drykas. You will bond. A Strider will come. You'll see."
Rufio considered his affirmations a chime, chewing them over, mulling, and then bobbed her head noncommittally, before returning to the light-hearted, unabashed Rufio that others than Louka knew better.
"Tell anyone about this and I'll tell everyone about your secret nickname—Lou-lou." Playful, threat, confidante, secret.
Louka laughed and grumbled—
"Gods Al would have a day with it, don't dare!" Plea.
They laughed together then, and finished drinking warm goat's milk, watching the fire burn low together for a while.
I should never have let her go alone.
The young Wildmane chastised himself. He had let his cousin wander into the wilderness, by herself, and she hadn't returned for a few days now.
The responsibility rested heavily on him, and his stomach churned as he thought about what the Wildmane Ankal would say, what the older members would say, what they would think of him.
Louka Wildmane—the eternal zibri-head.
The thought spurred him to action—he made his way through the tented city in search of The Watch training grounds. As he neared, he hung back a little, watching the skilled men and women with an intimidated awe.
His spirits skittered nervously, hesitant—who to talk to? Until his gaze fell on Azmere Stormblood. He had heard a little of the Stormblood—and the fiery scars that laid across his flesh. In Louka's state of anxiety, that small sense of familiarity drew the Wildmane to the Watchman and he approached slowly, mouthing the words he would say.
"Hiy!"—Louka called for Azmere's attention—"Can you help?" Need, urgent, plea. He gripped a half-spear in his hands, as if to find his strength in its sturdy wood.
His square mouth was set in an anxious line, worry seeped into his round, brown eyes, tenseness lay across his shoulders. His large hands entwined into his hair again as he held his head, creating chaos in his locks. Thoughts raced in his mind, furrowing his brow. He felt torn.
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"Louka, promise me something—"
Rufio and Louka had sat by the Wildmane fire, sharing a fur blanket wrapped around their shoulders. The flames licked at the hunk of fat-soaked peat Louka rolled into the pit, and crackled noisily. The rest of the Wildmanes had retired to their beds, it was just he and his cousin.
—"Promise me that you'll always stay the same loyal, gentle Louka you are now?"
Louka chuckled quietly and shook his mop of curls, gripping his half-spear lighlty in his grasp as it lay across his folded legs.
"What are you talking about?" Amused, curious.
"Just—"
Rufio gazed into the fire, the red-hot glow danced in her cocoa-orbs and threw shadows to shift across her soft freckled features.
"—I don't know. Just don't let anyone beat the softness out of you, ay. You have something that the rest of us don't, Lo-lo, you've got soul. It's going to forge you—" Great, Drykas, Strong.
There was a chime's silence, Louka was taken-aback by his cousin's mysterious words. Then he smiled, and threw an arm around his little, older cousin.
"Rufio have you been at Alar'ck's smoking pipe again?" Teasing, concern.
Rufio grinned impishly and shoved Louka's abdomen.
"I mean it, Louka. You've got something rare. You're like the reed, you bend with the wind." Admiration, praise, meaningful.
"I'd rather be like a spear—swift, strong, true." He puffed up his chest in mock-pride, and laughed.
Rufio laughed too, and then admitted quietly—
"I wish, sometimes...I was Drykas...like you."
He frowned lightly, and regarded her with intense gaze.
"You are Drykas, Rufio."
—But she cocked her head lightly. "I am half. No Strider has chosen me. I'm not sure-..." Belonging.
Her deep, maculine-yet-feminine voice trailed with self-doubt, and Louka huffed out a breath, knowingly.
"You are Drykas. You will bond. A Strider will come. You'll see."
Rufio considered his affirmations a chime, chewing them over, mulling, and then bobbed her head noncommittally, before returning to the light-hearted, unabashed Rufio that others than Louka knew better.
"Tell anyone about this and I'll tell everyone about your secret nickname—Lou-lou." Playful, threat, confidante, secret.
Louka laughed and grumbled—
"Gods Al would have a day with it, don't dare!" Plea.
They laughed together then, and finished drinking warm goat's milk, watching the fire burn low together for a while.
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I should never have let her go alone.
The young Wildmane chastised himself. He had let his cousin wander into the wilderness, by herself, and she hadn't returned for a few days now.
The responsibility rested heavily on him, and his stomach churned as he thought about what the Wildmane Ankal would say, what the older members would say, what they would think of him.
Louka Wildmane—the eternal zibri-head.
The thought spurred him to action—he made his way through the tented city in search of The Watch training grounds. As he neared, he hung back a little, watching the skilled men and women with an intimidated awe.
His spirits skittered nervously, hesitant—who to talk to? Until his gaze fell on Azmere Stormblood. He had heard a little of the Stormblood—and the fiery scars that laid across his flesh. In Louka's state of anxiety, that small sense of familiarity drew the Wildmane to the Watchman and he approached slowly, mouthing the words he would say.
"Hiy!"—Louka called for Azmere's attention—"Can you help?" Need, urgent, plea. He gripped a half-spear in his hands, as if to find his strength in its sturdy wood.