20th Bell - 17th Day of Spring, 516AV - Twenty-Three Days East of Kenash
"Stop yer fuckin' mewlin' an' take 'em."
He'd barely got the last word out before the armful of blankets was snatched clear out of his grip and the cartload of scrambling, spitting figures was ripping them apart to get them. Which Hastus thought was pretty stupid, really. After all, with the snow still flecking the air like paint and ice shards flying along with the wind, you'd think they'd take better care of their protection.
Slaves, he thought with a sneer. No fucking sense. But if they had any of that...
He chuckled as he finished the old slaver adage, content to watch the ragged fragments of humanity fighting over the blankets. The other carts watched jealously by the firelight, trembling from behind the sacks and tarpaulin covering their wagons, some even under their own blankets. Normally they would be enough but tonight...
"Fuckin' Winter ain't done yet, is he?"
Konrad chose not to dignify that. He just watched the show along with Three Eyes, huddled over their fire, bodies bent so close that they were practically hugging the flames licking pitifully low in the pit. There was no carousing that night from the sellswords or the carters; the three-dozen or so men that they called "comrade" on this journey.
There was only the cold, the wind, and the darkness beyond their fires.
He's right. Not done yet.
"Got any a' that meat left?"
Konrad couldn't stop the smug little smile grace his mutilated lips as he dug around in his backpack for a few strips of the rabbit he'd trapped a few days before. The Drykas' lessons were paying off: every time they stopped, he set his snares, and as the days went on, he caught more. He knew that was likely because animals - or "game", as he was told they were called - was more plentiful here, but preferred to think he was just that good.
Either way, it's feeding you.
Three Eyes nodded his thanks as he snatched one of the strips, nearly ripping his own brown teeth out as he struggled with the tough, stiff meat. Konrad took his time, learning his lesson from a few days ago. He gnawed and nibbled until a decent chunk came off and then savored it, soaking it in his mouth, until it was saturated enough to properly chew.
Judging by the sounds he was making, Three Eyes was not so patient.
"S'not bad, this. Rabbit, aye?"
"Aye, fuckin' field rat. C-Woman cooked it up."
He didn't look up to see if Three Eyes saw his slip. Didn't need to. There was a slight pause in the chewing and that told Konrad enough. He reminded himself for the fiftieth time that she was a slave, she was property, she was petching chattel. At best, she was an asset to be used, not someone to be lauded. Thinking otherwise was just...
Well. He knew Three Eyes. Little bastard was loyal to the biggest noise in his vicinity. Konrad was only still alive because he'd consistently been that. And the nastiest.
"C'mon, c'mon, hurry the fuck up before we lose more of 'em!"
Both men peered out from under the blankets draped over their heads and saw Fangor striding through the icy wind like a giant come to life. His boots tramped and stomped through the frozen ground, beefy arms swinging out like his torso was flailing with tree trunks at all and sundry. Crayden and a couple of other sellswords were practically throwing blankets at the slaves, forests of eager hands reaching out to snag them and drag them back into the gloom of the wagons.
Konrad chewed contemplatively. The same thoughts and quandary that had been occupying his mind for days. He gnawed away at his jerked rabbit and watched the caravan boss march around and asked himself, yet again:
How the fuck am I going to kill this bastard?
Well, the literal "how" wasn't the problem; he'd always had a talent for that. It was the "getting away with it" that was vexing him. Konrad couldn't just walk up to Fangor and put his sword through his back then cut his throat. He could count on two, maybe three men to back him up if that happened. That left fourteen other sellswords. Bad odds, no matter who you were.
Has to be an accident. Something that won't lead back to me. Petch it, I was never good at making things look-
"Youse gonna go feed 'er, then?"
Instantly Konrad snapped to attention and he cursed himself again; gods, was he really so trans-bloody-parent? He didn't even need a name, that time. Just "her". So he shrugged it off and rooted around until he had some more rabbit jerky in his hand, along with a loaf you could have pounded nails with. He handed them over to Konrad and jerked his chin at the one-(wo)man tent next to theirs... the one with the chain snaking out from under the tarp, attached to the back of the nearest wagon.
The other end was attached to a rather shapely ankle, and staying there. She was better treated, because she would fetch what six, seven of the wretches in those wagons would put together. But that didn't mean she was trusted.
"Nah. Youse handle 'er. 'm goin' t'bed 'til watch."
"Three bells."
"Aye, aye..."
Three Eyes bobbed his head and seemed satisfied. Konrad watched him go and silently hated him all over again, even if he was the one that set him to waddling over to the girl.
Why? Because he gets to see her? Give her food? Be her friend? Grow the fuck up, you child. That mage cunt is getting to you again.
Mage. Yes. Fifty times and fifty times again, until he understood: she had wyrd in her bones. Konrad didn't understand it yet, but he took some solace from the fact that whatever she was stirring in the muddy bottom of his soul, it was all just... trickery. Illusion. Lies.
He didn't sleep. He listened carefully to the wind and the bedded-down animals; his own horse by the wagon, huddling almost under the thing. He wiped down his face for the tenth time in as many chimes, feeling every crag and crevice as he did. He listened to Fangor and watched him move, thinking and plotting and every one fell apart. He chewed his rabbit and he didn't think about the girl.
The wind screeched and Konrad frowned minutely.
Wind howls. It doesn't screech.