Timestamp: Summer 3, 516
The city made her anxious. Granted, supposed the deer, it seemed that most things made her anxious; it was a large portion of her personality. And as exciting as it was to be surrounded by all manner of life, and hustle and bustle and noise, it did so terribly point out the utter isolation that she was feeling. Clad in her single, simple cotton shift dress and roaming the castle grounds like a shadow had exposed her to a thriving economy (not so different from Endrykas, really) but more importantly the variety. Where her homeland had been horses and man, all manner of creatures persevered in Syliras; Duenna had kept her senses wary for a sign of her own kind but had found nothing.
Maybe there aren’t any others, thought the doe as a single dark limb parted the brush before her. The tasty summer foliage interrupted her thoughts momentarily, her slender head darting to the ground betwixt the trees. [i]But there must be. Wiser men than I had said it was so.[i] Nevertheless, there was no one Duenna could ask about it now. Without properly knowing why, Duenna had informed none she had come across of her true heritage. Her mother’s shame had made her hold it furtively, a secret she couldn’t share—not that she had anyone to talk to. The doe kept her eyes downcast, her soft voice nearly inaudible as she had arranged for her quarters in Syliras. And what a horrid home it was! The darkness, the claustrophobic bricks that caged her in—she missed the grasses! With the door latched shut it was the only time she could shed her gown and let her fur be free, but even then, what to do? Pace back and forth across the tiles, worried someone might question the echo of hooves in a castle?
It was why Duenna hadn’t been able to resist when she heard about the Hotspring. “Safe enough for the children,” had appealed to her danger-avoidance, and the presence of the water meant that surely no one would question a single cotton garment hanging on a branch… She had followed some guards as they made their rounds, her own boring appearance setting off little attention. Though a full grown woman, she often appeared a teenager, and her shyness did little to offset the impression. After the men had gone, she had spent a few minutes admiring the Hotsprings. After all, there was a certain beauty to them, and they did appear quite comfortable—but her true goal was a pressing need in her mind. Thus the clothes had been shed, her nude body sheltered by the trees. A thrilling burst of light, and the girl was gone, replaced by the deer. Buoyed by the sheer joy of a free animal, she had kicked her appendages wildly, racing through the woods like a mad woman. But such exuberance was soon tempered by fear, and then her pace was slowed. After all, safety as a woman meant danger for the doe. Skinny, straggling thing though she was as a lass, a fallow deer was many pounds of meat for both beast and man.
Thus she walked the line of danger carefully, eager to fill her belly on the free foods of the forest without attracting attention. After all, who knew what else could be lurking in the shadows borne by the afternoon sun?