“Will o' the 'Whisps”
55th of Fall, 516 AV
Three-Quarters past the Ninth Bell
55th of Fall, 516 AV
Three-Quarters past the Ninth Bell
There were many things Aislyn could have been doing. She could have been drawing, working on something productive to produce mizas to be exchanged for goods at the market. She could have been practicing her painting, utilizing the paints she’d spent so much time and money obtaining. She could be and probably should have been- sleeping, chasing after the bells she’d lost to the restless night. But she was not doing any such thing, instead sitting atop the roof of the Sheathewhisps, looking down at the passing crowds with a small cigar between her fingers.
She was early.
She almost always was.
Meetings every five days, at the tenth bell, on the dot. She went to most of them, though whether or not her mind was with her during said meetings varied. Oftentimes she found herself going through the motions more than anything else, for reasons she herself couldn’t discern. Patrols were better days than training. Patrols were not unlike her usual day; lots of walking, minimal interaction. All that changed was that she wore a different face and occasionally brandished a sword. Training, on the other hand, complicated matters. Training pitted her against someone else, if not with someone else, and it was more often than not that she lost. The faux battles weren’t like the real ones; she wasn’t forced to think outside the box or fight for her life, she wasn’t put in a position where her illusions were the best thing she had as a defense. Training was nowhere near a good enough excuse to out herself, and so she didn’t.
That left her down a secret weapon, and secret weapons were valuable treasures that came few and far between. So most days, she lost her battles.
Nearly all days, actually.
Aislyn was no good with a sword. That much she was well aware of. She didn’t pay nearly enough attention to what she was told during the sessions, and that cost her. Her training with Dexius had been just about the most she had cared about an instruction, and that was mostly due to the fact that she hated the Symenestra man. Him besting her in any way was a blow to her pride, and Thief had never taken well to wounded pride.
That was one thing Anjani held over her darker counterpart; she accepted her losses much more kindly. In the end, victory was an endgame not of defeating the opponent, but of surviving, and surviving was something Aislyn did well.
It was as Anjani that Aislyn lived now, waiting for her day to begin. Anjani, with the bright red hair and the golden skin, with the freckles that Aislyn took great pleasure in arranging every time the illusion was called upon. Anjani with the widow’s peak and the rounded face, who spoke with an accent more Alvad than even Aislyn herself. Anjani, who was so new she didn’t carry the same burdens as Maya or Thief, who didn’t have the same feeling of despair hanging from her shoulders, tied in ropes around her neck. Anjani, who gave Aislyn a chance to be less herself than ever before.
The end of the cigar glowed a dull gold, the smoke trailing off into the wind. Her hair followed a similar pattern, moving with the breeze and blowing wispy curls into her face. Long hair was hard to create, now that Aislyn’s own fell only to her shoulders and nothing more, but it created a distance from any of her other illusions that the illusionist felt was necessary. She still remembered the feeling of weight on her back and the annoyance of strands covering her line of sight, and with her second gnosis mark as long as she knew something well that something could easily come to life. It was the curls of the hair that were the hardest to create. Sometimes they fell flat, much more like Aislyn’s dead straight style than what she wanted Anjani to be, but no one ever noticed. No one ever noticed a lot of things about Anjani. Like how her hair didn’t move as much as it really should in the wind when she was concentrating on something else, or how the marks across her face and neck and arms never stayed in the same place from day to day. How she never spoke of a family to protect or a reason for fighting like the other members did. She knew the names of all the members as they came and went, but had never provided as much as a vague notice of a history in regard to herself.
She’d been thinking about a history, recently. It would help deflect questions more routinely, and it wasn’t as if she was entirely spared from the curiosity of others.
There had been an inquisitive man with a head full of dreams and brown ringlets of hair that had asked her questions she couldn’t answer one day they had been on patrol. She’d answered his questions in a manner discreet enough to ward him off without enticing more, and she hadn’t seen him since. Such an interaction had begged the question of who, exactly, the strange red-haired woman that was occasionally found on easily accessible rooftops was. Anjani was an infant in the terms of Aislyn’s life, three seasons old and thus lacking the memories the other illusions had. With no memories she had no background, and with no background she had no personality. She was entirely forged of her surroundings, and her surroundings happened to most often be the vigilante types of the Sheathewhisps.
After all, Anjani didn’t exactly exist anywhere else
[955]
She was early.
She almost always was.
Meetings every five days, at the tenth bell, on the dot. She went to most of them, though whether or not her mind was with her during said meetings varied. Oftentimes she found herself going through the motions more than anything else, for reasons she herself couldn’t discern. Patrols were better days than training. Patrols were not unlike her usual day; lots of walking, minimal interaction. All that changed was that she wore a different face and occasionally brandished a sword. Training, on the other hand, complicated matters. Training pitted her against someone else, if not with someone else, and it was more often than not that she lost. The faux battles weren’t like the real ones; she wasn’t forced to think outside the box or fight for her life, she wasn’t put in a position where her illusions were the best thing she had as a defense. Training was nowhere near a good enough excuse to out herself, and so she didn’t.
That left her down a secret weapon, and secret weapons were valuable treasures that came few and far between. So most days, she lost her battles.
Nearly all days, actually.
Aislyn was no good with a sword. That much she was well aware of. She didn’t pay nearly enough attention to what she was told during the sessions, and that cost her. Her training with Dexius had been just about the most she had cared about an instruction, and that was mostly due to the fact that she hated the Symenestra man. Him besting her in any way was a blow to her pride, and Thief had never taken well to wounded pride.
That was one thing Anjani held over her darker counterpart; she accepted her losses much more kindly. In the end, victory was an endgame not of defeating the opponent, but of surviving, and surviving was something Aislyn did well.
It was as Anjani that Aislyn lived now, waiting for her day to begin. Anjani, with the bright red hair and the golden skin, with the freckles that Aislyn took great pleasure in arranging every time the illusion was called upon. Anjani with the widow’s peak and the rounded face, who spoke with an accent more Alvad than even Aislyn herself. Anjani, who was so new she didn’t carry the same burdens as Maya or Thief, who didn’t have the same feeling of despair hanging from her shoulders, tied in ropes around her neck. Anjani, who gave Aislyn a chance to be less herself than ever before.
The end of the cigar glowed a dull gold, the smoke trailing off into the wind. Her hair followed a similar pattern, moving with the breeze and blowing wispy curls into her face. Long hair was hard to create, now that Aislyn’s own fell only to her shoulders and nothing more, but it created a distance from any of her other illusions that the illusionist felt was necessary. She still remembered the feeling of weight on her back and the annoyance of strands covering her line of sight, and with her second gnosis mark as long as she knew something well that something could easily come to life. It was the curls of the hair that were the hardest to create. Sometimes they fell flat, much more like Aislyn’s dead straight style than what she wanted Anjani to be, but no one ever noticed. No one ever noticed a lot of things about Anjani. Like how her hair didn’t move as much as it really should in the wind when she was concentrating on something else, or how the marks across her face and neck and arms never stayed in the same place from day to day. How she never spoke of a family to protect or a reason for fighting like the other members did. She knew the names of all the members as they came and went, but had never provided as much as a vague notice of a history in regard to herself.
She’d been thinking about a history, recently. It would help deflect questions more routinely, and it wasn’t as if she was entirely spared from the curiosity of others.
There had been an inquisitive man with a head full of dreams and brown ringlets of hair that had asked her questions she couldn’t answer one day they had been on patrol. She’d answered his questions in a manner discreet enough to ward him off without enticing more, and she hadn’t seen him since. Such an interaction had begged the question of who, exactly, the strange red-haired woman that was occasionally found on easily accessible rooftops was. Anjani was an infant in the terms of Aislyn’s life, three seasons old and thus lacking the memories the other illusions had. With no memories she had no background, and with no background she had no personality. She was entirely forged of her surroundings, and her surroundings happened to most often be the vigilante types of the Sheathewhisps.
After all, Anjani didn’t exactly exist anywhere else
[955]
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