Date: 56th of Summer
Time: Late-Morning
Continued From
HereTrevor's saw remained unmoving for another moment, as he contemplated just as to why his mind had seemingly randomly drawn a correlation between the color of wood chips and the concept of amputation -- two, at least on the surface, totally
unrelated things.
After all, wood chips were a physical thing and amputation was a medical procedure -- one that was no more than a concept to Trevor, no less, as he had not the skill to perform an amputation himself nor had he ever yet seen one performed on, or by, another. And yet, there was a strong enough feeling of an idea brewing on the metaphorical tip of his tongue regarding a connection between the two things that urged Trevor to think further on what such a connection might just be.
Trevor's blue eyes squinted in a gaze filled with curiosity at his wood-chip covered forearm. He noticed that the wood chips were almost the color of his flesh once more -- again, they were just more yellow in color tone.
Trying to keep his train of thought consistent, he shifted his focus back to thinking on how amputation might be correlated to the sight of the woods chips on his arm; and yet all that he could come up with was that amputations were carried out on flesh that was very much like that of his own skin that the wood chips sat upon.
As he shifted his train of thought between the two observations, however, his mind did finally make the connection that he'd felt was brimming just under the surface of his consciousness -- like a fire that had been deprived of life by merely the absence of a single spark but that had then been granted said spark, Trevor's mind came ablaze with the realization that he had ceased his sawing of the tree before him in an attempt to come to.
With the curiosity in his eyes intensifying, but his squint lessening somewhat, Trevor began to saw into the flesh of the tree limb once more. As he sawed, he observed for the first time that he was not actually sawing straight into something, but rather that he was actually finely pulverising the flesh of the tree into tiny pieces and then removing said pieces with the movement of his saw --
just as, he realized, one would tear away pieces of flesh during an amputation or when one's tissue was otherwise cut.
Trevor, of course, had realized for most of his life that trees were alive, but his mind relating the wood chips so closely in nature to skin so suddenly really intensified his understanding and drove a number of ideas and questions into his mind.
The young man glanced over to Randal. Upon seeing that the carpenter was paying him no mind, Trevor ceased sawing the limb that he'd been working on and focused his attentions down to his own forearm. The young man breathed into his nose very deeply. Just as food was incorporated into one's own being, so too in a way was air -- and as the oxygen of his breath entered and refreshed his body, Trevor directed his consciousness to the djed inherent in the body parts that the wave of fresh relief, brought on by his deep inhalation, touched and spread to.
Even after the sensation of having his breath flow through his lungs and limbs had passed, Trevor held onto the feeling of his djed. He held on to the almost etheral feeling, the pulsating and lightweight touch that was so easy to miss, of his astral body and djed pathways. All across his nervous system he attempted to feel the djed that attached to, flowed within,
was, and manipulated every nerve and tendon as if it was an ethereal skeleton -- for truly one's astral body was the skeleton behind even the physical skeleton, as it was the former that allowed the latter to move at all, for the astral body was a soul's will translated into a force that could manipulate the physical body that it was tied to.
The feeling and awareness of his astral body and djed pathways was not so much science to Trevor as it was art, nor were the things that he felt really something that he understood in the context of words or theory, but rather it was something that he
felt. Perhaps he would one day learn that what he
felt was, in reality, his nervous system's djed pathways and his astral body's touch on his flesh, but as for now he merely felt these things as something inherent within his physical form -- something that he could feel but not name or truly articulate.
The more and more he practiced his magic, the more that he could feel the connection between his astral body, or at least what he could perceive of it, and his physical shell -- and the more that he could instinctively understand that it was the djed that the latter manipulated within his physical body that truly decided what he
was and not the default nature of the flesh and bones that his soul had dwelt within since his birth.
When Trevor's mind had touched all the energy that it could within his body, the man directed his attention more closely to the djed that flowed through, and
was, his forearm. What he did next was neither the reshaping of his astral form -- for he had no awareness that such things could actually be done -- nor the redistributing of the flow of djed within his physical body, but rather it was something different. The man felt deeply what he was, what the djed of the physical flesh that his astral body controlled declared him to be, and then he
let it all go. He did not simply cease focusing on his djed and he did not just forget what his flesh did on an intellectual level, but rather he allowed himself on a deeper and more primordial level to forget what he was -- for a split second in time he willed the djed of his forearm to forget its own shape and he allowed himself to
forget his own forearm's shape.
In the next second, he was instructing his djed as to what it should instead become by his will. Focusing on the texture and feeling of the wood chips that lay atop his arm, Trevor funneled this information of the wood's feeling and consistency into the djed that was intertwined with his own flesh and that declared what said flesh's inherent nature was. Slowly but surely, the skin of his forearm -- not his hand and not his triceps or above -- began to change color; his forearm's skin grew at first yellow and then all together gnarled, thicker, and ruggedly rough.
The burning and irritated sensation that the wood chips on Trevor's forearms had caused dissipated and disappeared entirely from his flesh, as his flesh became like the very wood that had irritated it in the first place. Trevor couldn't help but smile -- he had never even considered turning his flesh to bark,
before now.
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