Day 71st of Winter, AV 510 - Night |
The fire burned steadily over the fire pit of wood and stone. The golden red glow radiated the area in the vicinity of the fire's core. Eldon himself took on a more sinister, demonic appearance with that fiery hue blanketing over his sunkissed-tan complexion. His dark brown eyes were morphed into that of solid black in the encroaching darkness of the hastily approaching night. The smell of smoke, that of wood burning, filled the young man's nostrils and left naught but a pleasurable incense that Eldon would never grow tired of. Eldon's lips lifted into a content smile as the warmth of the fire continued to eat away at the chill that was inevitable. Eldon didn't want to sleep for that would snatch away the beautiful moment he was happily drowning in. The fire, so warm, so inviting, so bright. The Sea of Grass was a dark place at that time, and if it wasn't for the cloudless sky and the bright deep blue ocean that floated over his head with countless glittering stars to snatch his attention, he may have never looked away from the fire itself. 'This...' Eldon thought to himself, 'this is what it is like to be child again. No worries about whether or not we have food stored for the next day. No worries over water or webbing or fearing those ever present monsters that lurk and stalk without fear or remorse. If I was to die tonight, I couldn't imagine in any life to come, could I be happier than this.' Eldon smiled softly as his eyes, darkened by the red glow and dark night, wandered without destination into the fire. "You look happy Eldon." Eldon looked past the fire to the shadowed figure beyond. It was his father. The old man, Eldon could have sworn, retired to slumber long ago. Apparently he was mistaken. Eldon nodded lightly, he didn't know what to say, he didn't know why anything had to be said. His father was right, he was happy. "You know that's all I ever wanted for you and your siblings. To be happy. I'd be thrilled to have grandchildren, and I would give almost anything for a chance to save your brothers or find a cure for your sister. I can't though. I would even let myself die if it meant I could bring my children happiness." Eldon spoke up, cutting his father's speech short. "Don't talk like that. I'd be lost without you." A heavy silence engulfed the night, only breaking to the soft crackling of the fire. Eldon was again drawn into it, yet the fire now couldn't comfort him from the lingering images his father put in his head. Death, his father's death. How was Eldon supposed to allow his father to die? He still needed him for so much. Eldon was a man now, has been for years now, yet he still felt dependent on those old strong hands. There was so much he needed to learn from his father before he could die. Eldon looked back across the fire to the lounging shadowed body on the other side. He was settling down for sleep again. "What about mother?" Eldon scarcely realized it was he himself that spoke when he heard the question. Twenty-four years and never once had he asked about his deceased mother, yet there was something on that night that was nagging at him, he had to know. "I killed her, didn't I?" Eldon listened for a long moment, a moment that felt as long as a full day. He listened, waited, fearing more and more as his father pondered the words before speaking. "Of course you didn't. She was sick, but she wanted another child. She was obsessed with you even before we were trying to bring you to life. 'Eldon' she said, 'I want my son to be named Eldon.' It was her brother's name, her baby brother. She lost him when he was nineteen, and she always felt that you were the only acceptable replacement he deserved. You were her favorite, and she never even got to lay eyes on you." The old Drykas's voice was quivering faintly as he told about his deceased wife, his only wife he ever took or loved. Eldon lowered his head, guilty that he brought cruel memories about his father's head, yet he couldn't apologize, he needed to know, and he was glad now that he did. |