85th Winter 517 AV
"Speech"
"Speech"
The people of Sunberth were restless like the waves of a foreign, muddy shore. She pictured them sometimes, when she couldn't sleep or when her mind drifted to amuse itself. They strived to break down the great, towering cliff of life with all their might... and at the same time stroked the beach hoping it would give some respite from their bleak lives. It was a mental image that, once she'd thought of it, she'd been unable to get out of her mind. And although Meriann was a strong swimmer, even she struggled in the muddy, broiling waves. The city had seen a lot of turmoil and hardship whilst the sailor had been holed up during the Winter's pause, and there was only so much treading water she could do before she was dragged under. Each day felt as blank as the next. She stayed on the Sunrise as often as she could until, agitatedly, she had to leave and find company.
Fishing was a familiar exercise and each successful day was a prideful finger-up at her imagined opponent. But no matter what she did, the woman remained a restless soul. The company of her family was a balm, but they could only relieve the itch for a short while before the Svefra had to spring off and find someone or something to stop her from growing bored. She didn't see the concern on her sister's face as she left. Maybe she refused to see it. After all, she didn't really understand why she couldn't keep still. She was driven by curiosity and a fear of something that she didn't want to look at. Some nights on her quest to find relief she struck lucky, and her nighttime conversation could make her forget about the shykehole she found herself in. Other times, Meriann was forced to listen to some lecherous man preach about the size of his cock, or hear the exploits of a rookie gangster. She listened with amusement until the story repeated over and over and the eyes of her companion became desperate or angry or despondent. Then she had to leave before something terrible happened. It almost did, several times, each time making her more ashamed of her own inadequacies.
She couldn't sit still that night, either. The moon hung without strings in the sky and bathed the quiet waters with shining blackness. Her sister and brother had spent the afternoon elsewhere and had returned in the evening without much fanfare. Meriann, who was already in a funny mood, didn't go over to their ship but instead sought solace in mending a small hole in a fishing net. There was little to ease her mind there though, as she squinted ineffectually in the dim light. The work was nigh impossible and Meriann deliberately didn't light a lantern, which would have made the task a little easier. The pier was still. A light wind tinkered with the riggings, and the usual, soft clink, clink of ropes and metal accompanied the few distant, stray shouts of enjoyment or gods-knew what else that drifted from the Drunken Fish across the unusually still evening.
The Svefra dropped the net onto the deck. Motherpetch them all, she thought at no-one in particular. She stood quickly and dragged the crumpled grey cloak up from where she'd been sitting on it and draped it over her shoulders. She looked around, looking for watchers, but the boats were empty and the pier boards clear of stragglers. She ducked down into the hatch and rummaged about in the dark until she found her coin purse, and pushed a handful of gold mizas into her pocket. Her cutlass came next as it always did now. She was foolhardy, but she wasn't entirely stupid. She carefully tied the sword and scabbard around her waist, trying not to think about where she would end up that night. It seemed like a night of endless potential and not all of it good, but she didn't care about any of that. Her heart fluttered with excitement, and she climbed the short stairs to breach the deck and jump recklessly onto the solid wood of the pier.
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Meriann licked her lips as she walked past the Drunken Fish. It was a favourite place of hers, indeed it was a comfortable place, but tonight she felt like something a little different. She paced the streets with her customary speed, heading along the coast towards an establishment that she'd heard about in passing from a evening's drinking partner once. 'Tall Johnny's'. Where fortunes were made, was what she heard. Meriann didn't want to make money through gambling. She knew she had a terrible poker face, and found card games an enjoyment, not a form of employment. No, she was seeking the people who played a different kind of game and sold a different kind of amusement. There were rumours of drugs that made one experience emotions and feelings that no other human ever had. The thought of the incredible dangers of the subject of her interest never passed her mind as she pushed open the doors of Tall Johnny's and stepped into the sinful hole within.