17th of Winter, 518 AV
Restlessness. Anxiety. Helplessness.
The feelings arose and melded into one another as Savis Maren processed the fact that she was no longer alone in the world. The Nuit left her apartment and with it, her solitude when at last she committed to stay within walking distance of Madeira Craven, accepting the Spiritist's hospitality. For the first time in her unlife, Savis Maren willingly accepted an invitation to relinquish her solitude, to allow other people (or even a single person) in. The high walls layered with venom and hatred wilted in the presence of a determined Madeira. The specter of a captor lurked in Madeira Craven's shadow, the past arisen to pierce through the veil of Savis Maren's composure. She fled from the Spiritist when she tried to initiate contact, she hid herself from the remaining denizens of the estate in her effort for solitude. And when it was obtained there was only emptiness to greet her. The Nuit kept her solitude for bells until the living denizens of the Manor surrendered their consciousness to the veil of sleep, a realm that the Nuit no longer understood. In the silence of night, the Nuit was truly alone.
But solitude did nothing to assuage her concerns. Savis allowed her silver gaze to hover over the unnecessary bed that lingered within the room she stayed in for the time being, those eyes narrowed in distaste. For her, beds took too much space, disallowed her from roaming the entirety of a room as she often chose to in the depths of her musings. She saw the bed as an obstacle, stopping her from forging the circular path she'd take in her room at the Solar Wind Apartments and it irked her. Not since the near end of her wretched existence in the Summer had Savis Maren felt such trepidation, such fear overwhelm. Madeira Craven saw insights into the fragility within Savis. She saw a personality that the Nuit often sought to hide. Always it was so much easier to be feared than appreciated. Always it was so much easier to be hated than be understood. Savis allowed djed to permeate within the depths of her soul. Rather than beginning at her spine and travelling thorughout, she felt the djed rise from the lengths of her arms. She willed it to slide between the layers of her soul, and felt the rush of exhiliration that accompanied such manipulation. However, she also felt an ease to the process that caused her to momentarily forget herself. Savis Maren plunged into that ease and slid her astral limbs out of their place, the arms of her shell falling to her sides as the astral limbs rose in unison.
Then, Savis Maren willed them forward. The Nuit felt her astral body respond much faster, much steadier than it ever had before. She felt a strength in her astral limbs as they sprung forth. Savis watched as the limbs stretched and she wrapped her spectral hands around the satchel that housed so many of her possessions. She lifted it from its place on the floor and was astonished to find the task possible. She allowed her left astral arm to slide from the satchel, and her right lifted the bag up before pulling it back towards her. The Nuit's other arm withdrew, fleeing back to her shell and sliding back into place. The Nuit re-connected the astral limb to its corresponding arm as her right arm remained with the satchel in tow. Troubles were forgotten in the moment as realization dawned within Savis Maren that her mastery of personal djed had truly grown in her time in Lhavit. She'd known about the burgeoning prowess of Auristics and how auras not only became bolder, more visible, but also revealed more information to her... But her astral body strengthened in a manner similar to that? The Nuit considered the new potential as she placed the satchel on her desk before sliding the remaining astral limb back into place.
WC: 669
The feelings arose and melded into one another as Savis Maren processed the fact that she was no longer alone in the world. The Nuit left her apartment and with it, her solitude when at last she committed to stay within walking distance of Madeira Craven, accepting the Spiritist's hospitality. For the first time in her unlife, Savis Maren willingly accepted an invitation to relinquish her solitude, to allow other people (or even a single person) in. The high walls layered with venom and hatred wilted in the presence of a determined Madeira. The specter of a captor lurked in Madeira Craven's shadow, the past arisen to pierce through the veil of Savis Maren's composure. She fled from the Spiritist when she tried to initiate contact, she hid herself from the remaining denizens of the estate in her effort for solitude. And when it was obtained there was only emptiness to greet her. The Nuit kept her solitude for bells until the living denizens of the Manor surrendered their consciousness to the veil of sleep, a realm that the Nuit no longer understood. In the silence of night, the Nuit was truly alone.
But solitude did nothing to assuage her concerns. Savis allowed her silver gaze to hover over the unnecessary bed that lingered within the room she stayed in for the time being, those eyes narrowed in distaste. For her, beds took too much space, disallowed her from roaming the entirety of a room as she often chose to in the depths of her musings. She saw the bed as an obstacle, stopping her from forging the circular path she'd take in her room at the Solar Wind Apartments and it irked her. Not since the near end of her wretched existence in the Summer had Savis Maren felt such trepidation, such fear overwhelm. Madeira Craven saw insights into the fragility within Savis. She saw a personality that the Nuit often sought to hide. Always it was so much easier to be feared than appreciated. Always it was so much easier to be hated than be understood. Savis allowed djed to permeate within the depths of her soul. Rather than beginning at her spine and travelling thorughout, she felt the djed rise from the lengths of her arms. She willed it to slide between the layers of her soul, and felt the rush of exhiliration that accompanied such manipulation. However, she also felt an ease to the process that caused her to momentarily forget herself. Savis Maren plunged into that ease and slid her astral limbs out of their place, the arms of her shell falling to her sides as the astral limbs rose in unison.
Then, Savis Maren willed them forward. The Nuit felt her astral body respond much faster, much steadier than it ever had before. She felt a strength in her astral limbs as they sprung forth. Savis watched as the limbs stretched and she wrapped her spectral hands around the satchel that housed so many of her possessions. She lifted it from its place on the floor and was astonished to find the task possible. She allowed her left astral arm to slide from the satchel, and her right lifted the bag up before pulling it back towards her. The Nuit's other arm withdrew, fleeing back to her shell and sliding back into place. The Nuit re-connected the astral limb to its corresponding arm as her right arm remained with the satchel in tow. Troubles were forgotten in the moment as realization dawned within Savis Maren that her mastery of personal djed had truly grown in her time in Lhavit. She'd known about the burgeoning prowess of Auristics and how auras not only became bolder, more visible, but also revealed more information to her... But her astral body strengthened in a manner similar to that? The Nuit considered the new potential as she placed the satchel on her desk before sliding the remaining astral limb back into place.
WC: 669