16 Summer 519
“Because you’re my sister,” Caspian intones as precisely and succinctly as he can.
Taalviel leans back against the higher reaches of the wall from her perch atop his dresser, simultaneously crossing her arms and legs and not at all appearing to register what by all accounts is a definitive response.
“I’m not sure what that’s got to do with anything.”
Not for the first time, Caspian wonders if her ignorance is organic or willful, and if willful, just her roundabout way of displaying a connivingly sadistic sense of humor.
“The objective is to endure the duration of this party while presenting overarching grounds as to why I cannot sleep with Alann Taire’s niece. If I’ve brought my sister along, that’s hardly the necessary grounds, is it?”
“Suppose you just don’t say I’m your sister,” she replies, as if it’s that easy.
“Asking for the act of the century, then. Imagine if the situation calls for -“ He mimics an exaggerated expectoration. “ - putting my arm about you - or worse, taking your hand into mine -?”
Mirthlessly, she cocks her head to the side and waits.
“I’ve deduced two reasons as to your suddenly deciding you ought to be heavily involved. First, you don’t trust me to carry it off, and are giving in to your interminable predilections to hover - and second, on the tails of the first, you’ve been assuming I haven’t been planning ahead,” he resorts to declaring when all accessible insult fails him. “I’ve the perfect person in mind.”
“Oh?” She raises an eyebrow. “Those criteria being...?”
“One - she’s divine. Two - she isn’t you.”
Open and shut case.
Taalviel hasn’t the decency to look the least bit perturbed or even vaguely miffed. In fact, she’s so unruffled that he might begin to suspect she already -
Caspian groans. “Please tell me you haven’t been stalking her.”
From the wry little smile that twists up the corner of Taalviel’s mouth -
The answer, he’s afraid, might be for days.
Smugness radiating, Taalviel hops down spryly from his dresser, crossing the room and pausing by his side long enough to say -
“She isn’t me. I’ll give you that.”’
—
The need to prove Taalviel wrong is, historically, a force of compulsion that has driven Caspian to accomplish many a thing that might have otherwise gone interminably unaddressed. The range of those things, to date, is wide - from her snippily remarking that one of his tells when he’s feigning knowledge of something he certainly doesn’t have is a biting of his lip paired with a momentary but palpable expression of consternation, to a hyperbolic comparison of his footfall to an Olidosapux, or a particularly corpulent dog - to personal points that frankly shouldn’t matter to anyone, such as whether he really does fiddle with his cuticles as a matter of habitual absentmindedness. In response to all of her observations, his course of action begins with a cutting remark in return, if not bewildered aghastness, followed by covert and often unconscious remedial action. To her credit - or is it because she’s getting precisely what she’s after? - she doesn’t point out the subsequent rectification, no matter how directly demonstrable and comically conspicuous.
Unfortunately, at times more potent than being belligerently indignant is a juvenile reckoning of one’s self esteem.
At one point, during one of his nightly walks, he finds himself a stone’s throw from the fortune teller’s shop. Though he’s only been there just the once, and on top of that by accident, he knows it’s just round a certain bend as marked by a memorable cluster of cerulean wind chimes glinting against a kitchen window. The idea of it suddenly pulling into view and he into view of it and possibly then her, the proprietess-in-training, becomes something horrible and nerve racking, and the causeways something he dare not circumnavigate. It was only by accident again that his feet had brought him here; this is what he tells himself, at least, as he prowls back and away, eyes cast downwards and face burning as he retraces his steps towards whence he came.
The problem above all is that he’s not quite ruled out helping his stepfather remove his antagonist Moyran from existence; the issue at hand is that coming a step closer to achieving it means attending a nearing party hosted by shipping merchants of wares, proclivities, and fiscal booms considered categorically Lark-adjacent, and for said nearing party it would just carry itself off much smoother if he had an accomplice on hand - that is, to say, a date; the matter on his mind, however, is that contrary to Taalviel’s insistence, a certain sybil he’d met very recently named Rohka is rather ideal for the role, because he and Rohka had hit it off fairly well and immediately the first and last time they’d met, except in the act of his leaving he’d decided to take an ill-calculated leap of faith and invited her for a drink to the tavern beneath his apartment, the sentiments of which she had not, to his perception, really reciprocated.
So he just feels, in short, like a fool is all.
There is plenty to lament as he embarks, two nights later, for the party in question. The purposes of this have been clearly delineated for him by Taalviel, who holds still that he’ll fall to excessive aimlessness without an adequate amount of direction in the form of imperatives and what essentially amounts to hand-holding. First on the agenda is finding out when flesh-peddling magnate Alann Taire’s next inbound ship sails back from Zeltiva, or wherever they stop off before unloading souls onto Ravokian shores. Next and conjunctively is determining whether Moyran, a sailor in Taire’s employ and the target in question, is on it - and how long he’ll be staying once they land. Then there’s the where, and when, and will he be alone for any part of it and if so will it be long enough for Caspian to creep into whatever dingy room and board he’s taken up with in order to bring a knife and -
That part isn’t quite clear. Well - it is, but it also isn’t, because when he considers that part which Taalviel has described very plainly as a means to an end and what daggers are for, it’s cut and dry until it comes to him and his own involvement, and the idea of an ordeal clouds over in his mind until it rifts and it’s no longer really about him and his hand wielding the means to the very specifically requested end for Moyran.
Except it is about him, and always will be.
On the mode of lamenting, then - there’s plenty of grievance to be found in this situation, in which his stepfather Taaldros needs something done and through Taalviel has decided he’s the one to do it, and despite the great mass of horrors he’d endured as a result of his stepfather, not least of which includes being violently torn away from one continent to another, he hasn’t outright said no. Taalviel had been the one to ask, had posited it as something that would make her happy, never mind it likely subsequently making Taaldros happy in the process. And of that first reason -
Isn’t it enough?
So he laments himself, for discovering himself in a mire, one that he hasn’t done much to extricate himself from, which alone is telling - that, and it’s worth a sigh to note that this sanguine expedition will have to be performed alone. And not just alone, but bereft - because when he thinks back to Rohka and how she might have come along had he only bitten past his doubts, it isn’t a choice merely of convenience. In matters of the covert it helps to have someone as sharp as she clearly is onboard - someone who can hold a conversation and sink deep, seek nuance and parse through affectation to essence. It helps, too, in situations like these, if one’s partner is attractive enough to present a form of distraction if needed. And more than attractive, she’d been luminous - that’s one way of putting it, because the other way is that Caspian’s not quite shaken the image of her leaning back against her desk in the dimming light, limbs languid and crossed and that dark, glossy tail rising and falling above her hips with every -
Not so lost in his thoughts, at least, that he can’t smile and hand over his curlicued RSVP to the attendant waiting on the gangplank when prompted. According to the invitation, his name tonight is not Caspian but Taalim Rasi, of no particular consequence to anyone, and might be suspected as all the rest here to be fortunate enough to have inherited a wealth made on the backs of others, for his own amusement and disposal. Thancerell had gotten him the invitation here, just as he’d done for him for the last party on the Lark’s grand barge, and though this fete isn’t on the same palatial scale of entertainment - well, quite intentionally, nothing in the city really is - it’s a summer soirée in sumptuous swing, the kind that people like Caspian need to lie to gain attendance to.
What’s not worth sorrowing over, at least, is that his magical suit’s done more than right by him, and he’s come dressed in a blue jacket so far past midnight it’s black, until he passes beneath candlelight, sending the raised stitches of obsidian brocade glimmering, revealing subtle patterns of serpents over blooms. His pants are cut tightly, in the same consuming, shifting hues, and his shoes are of black, pointed leather, mottled over with the ridges and bends of reptilian scales. Lining his eyes are gold and kohl flicked out towards his temples in feline form, more gold shimmer streaked across his lids and the high points of his cheeks. With the sound of each of his own steps over the ship’s wooden floors, he stands a little straighter, smiles a little brighter, floats more seamlessly, as if he were born and bred to it like all the rest surrounding him. But as he ascends the stairs to the second of the recreational luxury ship’s three floors, the weight of his Obfuscate dagger tucked beneath the left fold of his jacket presses back against his chest in steely reminder and reprobation.
He’s allowed to have at least a little fun tonight, isn’t he?
Glumly, he leans against the nearest railing, idly picking at the prettily configured trifle he’s just accepted from someone with a tray passing by.
If he’d brought a date, he’d at least have someone to complain with. And even if the result of his complaining - he muses as he ascends to the third and highest level of the ship - was that said date would scoff and roll her eyes at him -
Better than mulling about in silence, isn’t it, no matter how handsome one’s reflection may be.
At this point, he’s finished his first trifle, as well as his second, and is absentmindedly devouring a third. In casting his eyes downwards to the lovely mass of suits and frocks on the next level -
That’s when he spots her, sending his jaw dropping, along with the trifle from his grasp.
Boxcode credit: Rohka!