12th Day, Winter 510 An average day looked over the Great Bazaar, it's normality catching. People moved, back and forth, to and fro, gathering their daily bread, their daily needs, their daily things. They crowded in the streets of this entirely average day, far to close for Jacoba's comfort, as she involuntarily was pushed and herded into the centre of the mass. It made her skin crawl to be among the press of bodies, even though the spacing was loose enough to only afford her occasional brushes of contact. Still. Her eyes darted back and forth, frantic under a furrowed brow, her movements equally fevered. Gods, how she hated crowds. It was her next question to ponder why on earth she would ever desire to take up the dance of torches when it required such an audience. Secondary questioning of her thought brought her realization that it was because no one was going to stand close to you if you twirled swords or other objects aflame around your head or belched fire. Still. Tracking had no such crap to deal with. You were on your own. It was especially good when you had the bully boys to clear your area side to side while you're own sharp eyes scanned ahead for the tell tale whisper of parting among people as they jumped from your quarry with irritation. She slapped her thoughts away from the memory of the thrill of the hunt. She'd relieve it soon if she could find work to suit her skills. Lost in her thoughts, she ducked and wove through the sights and smells of the Bazaar. Her eyes were not shut off, however. The colour, the experience, the yells of wear-bearers, it was remarkable, though not uncommon to market places. She jumped, nigh out of her very skin, from the press of bare, exposed flesh against her neck, the offender she turned to face even as she moved away to swear and curse an individual who could go sleeveless on such a day. She didn't need to yell as to why their arms were at her neck. Anyone of decent height could as elbow distance from the ground give her a blow to the ear without much trouble. It was as she exploded backwards, perhaps with a little too much vigour, that she went head over heels as she fell backwards over a crouched individual, she assumed from his business at his feet to be tying his shoe. On the other side of him she found slush to fall in, rolling as she did so in a fluid movement to come to standing again, much wetter and far colder then when she had begun her descent. That who'd had drawn out such reaction had moved on, probably not even realizing they'd offended her, so she resorted to a small fit, the whole affair looking rather manic, not to mention the half shushed gibber of anger. Coba, get real. Don't act like some unhinged child. They touched you, so what? She drew a breath as her little voice of reason, a man's voice, Leo's voice, chimed in the back of her head. You know exactly what, so shut up! Snarled the rest of her existence. The remote, detached bit of her that ruled cool, calm and collected thoughts sighed and sent thanks up to whatever god was listening that she didn't have these conversations out loud. Her idiocy through, she continued on, steadily crossing out her list of places seeking part time help. No one thought a woman suited to labour, and they defiantly didn't want to utilize her other skills. No, they had the Knights for that. Last option down with a shake of a head, her lungs heaved a sigh, heavy and tinged with defeat. And then she found that flicked of defiance inside her, and breathed softly upon it. Stoking the flame until it burned a little brighter, she pushed away thoughts of giving up on everything and heading to the Rearing Stallion to observe the bar going demographics of Syliras, some part of her curious to see what kind of drinkers a goody two shoes city as this could produce. Time to find her soap box. She had to put herself out there somehow, though on later thought this was far from the best way. On later thought she would also question why she was so impatient that she didn't just go to the Employment Office. To which she would later answer that to go to the employment office, she'd probably find an incredible yawn of a job. Finding her way to the edge of the street, she grabbed an abandoned produce crate from behind one of the stalls and stood on it, giving her maybe a head above the average people of the place. She pulled in a breath and shouted: "I will work for coin, or food if you're really that cheap. To be honest, I have no people skills and will break all your good china if you let me touch it." She rubbed her hand across her opposite forearm, trying to quell the unease that having even these few heads turn her way. " But my skills are far more," she paused, searching for the correct word. "Worldly suited. I can track, anyone, anywhere. I can act as a competent body guard, dress basic wounds and basic medicine, and uh. . . what else. . . " She trailed off, her public speaking skills pretty much spent. She quessed the ability to light pretty much anything on fire was also a bad hiring point. ". . . dunno. Stuff." Even if she had more to add to her diatribe, Fates would have nothing of it, probably fed up with her foolishness. Her platform had been discarded for a reason, and as it creaked, then collapsed into splinters beneath her, proved it's timber rather rotten and nails rusted. Removed by the crunch from her interval above the heads of the crowded, she abandoned the platform and sulked back into the crowd. People watching at the Rearing Stallion it was, then. |