3, Fall 519 AV
Baelin ran his hand along the blunt edge of his wooden practice sword. Divots―both small and large―scoured the wood's flesh; marks left behind from the last time he'd come here to practice. Truthfully, Baelin hadn't thought he'd ever use this wooden shortsword again. He hadn't even thought he'd ever be back here.
But the fact of the matter hadn't changed: he needed to be able to fight. There were no Omens here to protect you. No Syliran Knights. Not even the skullcap-helmeted Ravokians. It was just you. On your own. Trying to get by.
And Baelin was just so bad at fighting. Charge at people in an enraged fury? Yeah, he could do that. Hold his own against someone who knew what they were doing? Nope. Not a chance.
Which was what brought him back here, to the Sun's Birth version of public outreach. The last time he'd come, he'd been ill-prepared. He hadn't had a wooden practice weapon, almost had trouble from the Dragoons checking him at the entrance, and then had hung too far back to actually hear the instructor's lesson.
But today he was better prepared. He'd brought with him his wooden shortsword that he'd bought last time. He showed his unbranded and mostly tattoo-free skin to the guards before they could even ask, and even held up Dira's mark so they could see it was not some gang symbol.
And now he was going to walk to the front of the training yard. Because that was where he'd be able to hear.
Any tick now.
He just had to walk past all these young Dragoons―some of the brands on their hands still looking awfully fresh―and take a spot at the front. Just...go past people who arguably had far more right to be there.
It wasn't like he wasn't going to pay for the privilege of being here. Sooner or later someone from the Sun's Birth will come around to collect a handsome fee from anyone not scarred with the gang's brand, and Baelin had brought the mizas to pay up. So, really, he had every right to go up front.
But he didn't. Habituated to trying to stay out of sight and out of mind, Baelin didn't venture far into the proving grounds. He got about as far as the edge of the assembled group of people, milling about as they waited for the instructor. No further. Even just the very thought of walking past the fresh Dragoons―to where Baelin suspected Iztel would approach―was enough to put him on edge.
No matter. He could always just watch her. Even if Baelin’s hearing was eroded from the exposure to years of hammering steel, his eyes worked just fine.
Speaking of which... Baelin scanned the crowd of people, trying to pick out someone he could partner with for the training. Last time, a young hellion had snagged him under the assumption that―since he was bigger and older―he must be good. Her frustration with his inaptitude had to be pretty high up there on Baelin's list of things he found infuriatingly annoying, and he had little desire to repeat it.
Most people already looked paired off, chatting with their chosen sparring partner as they waited. Baelin didn't spot the young Dragoon he had practiced with last time, and for that he supposed he should be grateful. But the complete and total lack of any familiar face was unsettling. Surely there had to be someone he could partner with.
What if there was an odd number of people? What if he couldn't find someone? Baelin grimaced. What a waste of mizas that would be. At least the girl from before had been a good partner. Infuriating, but good.
The instructor still hadn't appeared yet; there was still time to fix his problem. Baelin did a full circle where he stood this time, trying to see if he could spot anyone else that looked out of place.
Baelin ran his hand along the blunt edge of his wooden practice sword. Divots―both small and large―scoured the wood's flesh; marks left behind from the last time he'd come here to practice. Truthfully, Baelin hadn't thought he'd ever use this wooden shortsword again. He hadn't even thought he'd ever be back here.
But the fact of the matter hadn't changed: he needed to be able to fight. There were no Omens here to protect you. No Syliran Knights. Not even the skullcap-helmeted Ravokians. It was just you. On your own. Trying to get by.
And Baelin was just so bad at fighting. Charge at people in an enraged fury? Yeah, he could do that. Hold his own against someone who knew what they were doing? Nope. Not a chance.
Which was what brought him back here, to the Sun's Birth version of public outreach. The last time he'd come, he'd been ill-prepared. He hadn't had a wooden practice weapon, almost had trouble from the Dragoons checking him at the entrance, and then had hung too far back to actually hear the instructor's lesson.
But today he was better prepared. He'd brought with him his wooden shortsword that he'd bought last time. He showed his unbranded and mostly tattoo-free skin to the guards before they could even ask, and even held up Dira's mark so they could see it was not some gang symbol.
And now he was going to walk to the front of the training yard. Because that was where he'd be able to hear.
Any tick now.
He just had to walk past all these young Dragoons―some of the brands on their hands still looking awfully fresh―and take a spot at the front. Just...go past people who arguably had far more right to be there.
It wasn't like he wasn't going to pay for the privilege of being here. Sooner or later someone from the Sun's Birth will come around to collect a handsome fee from anyone not scarred with the gang's brand, and Baelin had brought the mizas to pay up. So, really, he had every right to go up front.
But he didn't. Habituated to trying to stay out of sight and out of mind, Baelin didn't venture far into the proving grounds. He got about as far as the edge of the assembled group of people, milling about as they waited for the instructor. No further. Even just the very thought of walking past the fresh Dragoons―to where Baelin suspected Iztel would approach―was enough to put him on edge.
No matter. He could always just watch her. Even if Baelin’s hearing was eroded from the exposure to years of hammering steel, his eyes worked just fine.
Speaking of which... Baelin scanned the crowd of people, trying to pick out someone he could partner with for the training. Last time, a young hellion had snagged him under the assumption that―since he was bigger and older―he must be good. Her frustration with his inaptitude had to be pretty high up there on Baelin's list of things he found infuriatingly annoying, and he had little desire to repeat it.
Most people already looked paired off, chatting with their chosen sparring partner as they waited. Baelin didn't spot the young Dragoon he had practiced with last time, and for that he supposed he should be grateful. But the complete and total lack of any familiar face was unsettling. Surely there had to be someone he could partner with.
What if there was an odd number of people? What if he couldn't find someone? Baelin grimaced. What a waste of mizas that would be. At least the girl from before had been a good partner. Infuriating, but good.
The instructor still hadn't appeared yet; there was still time to fix his problem. Baelin did a full circle where he stood this time, trying to see if he could spot anyone else that looked out of place.
WC: 656