Autumn had grown lonely. Usually, she had Gweneveh to keep her company, but her friend and roommate had been keeping others company, others being the clients of the Red Lantern. Loneliness had pervaded the soul of Lhavit lately. Autumn wasn’t the only one. Gweneveh had a knack for making people feel unlonely, and she had been nonstop busy. When she wasn’t with lovers, she was sleeping. There was not enough time for the living, so Gweneveh definitely didn’t have the time for Autumn.
It was rare that Gweneveh would take multiple lovers at once as she ployed her craft best when she only had to lavish a single person with her attentions, but this was a special circumstance. In the general sense of loneliness that lay on the city, more of Gweneveh’s clients sought her out, even if they had spouses or lovers at home. Two such people were husband and wife, and both had come to Gweneveh at the same time on the same day, seeking a private triste. Instead, they had run into each other, and a fight had threatened to ensue. It didn’t though, because Gweneveh was there.
Gweneveh didn’t believe in love. She knew it wasn’t real, but she knew how to convince others to believe it was. Most days, she used this art to make a profit, but today, she had used it to repair whatever had been broken between the two. Whatever faith had been lost between the two was regained, and Gweneveh had still managed to benefit from it. This though had meant that Autumn was still alone, and so she had made her way to the Infinity Manor.
There was someone she knew there or at least she used to know. Maro lived there now under Madeira’s protection, but he was not the Maro Autumn remembered. He was physically the same, but he remembered nothing of the life he had once lived, nothing of Autumn. He was the empty husk of Maro with no memories and no soul. He had given no indication of a recollection of the life before.
But hope was what it was. Cruel and stubborn.
It told Autumn that he was there, still present, just buried beneath layers of life and death and the forgetfulness of whatever lay between. Somehow, it promised with lies so beautiful they had to be true, he could be reached. Autumn would just have to dig through mysteries she’d never heard of before to fund him, and Autumn, fool that she was, was going to try.
When she arrived at Maro’s new home, House barely even registered she was there. Autumn could tell Madeira’s sentient manor was focused on something else, waiting for it with eager anticipation. Being ignored by House was one thing Autumn didn’t mind, not in this situation. She and House hadn’t started out on the best foot, and life’s circumstances had not served to smooth over their differences. If anything, it seemed to keep setting the two of them more at odds. Recent times had been quiet, but neither liked the other. Not wanting to disturb House and earn its ire, she didn’t bother asking where Maro was. House wasn’t enormous, and it wouldn’t take Autumn long to find her friend.
She was in the main room which was thankfully empty. Emma was often about, and right now, hers was not the company Autumn wanted. Silent as the grave, she waited and listened and smiled at the phrase as it passed through her mind. For those who understood, truly comprehended, they knew graves were hardly ever silent. They cried out for more time which was never given, lamented deeds left undone. Few things spoke louder than a life wasted and unspent time. One just had to know the language to understand.
Her disembodied ears heard what she was searching for. Noise came from the kitchen, and she went to investigate. Maro, still younger than when she had been separated from him in his previous life, was there, diligently doing his duty to earn his keep at the Infinity Manor. The dishes that were piled up waiting to be dried said he’d already been at this some time. He was machine-like in his dedication to his chores. He didn’t need as much sleep as most did, and while he was awake, he always stayed steadily busy.
One thing Maro had always enjoyed in his previous life was Autumn’s materialization from nothing. He had called it her dawning and had thought the sun’s arrival each day paled in comparison. It was a slow manifestation, details slowly arriving, a shimmer of air falling away into her figure, her blues eyes always emphasized.
Hope told her to start with his, that somehow someway this would reach past the things that clouded his memory. Autumn dawned into existence, partly posed sitting within the stack of dishes. Maro barely batted an eye, but he did acknowledge her existence by pausing in the middle of washing one dish to look and make sure she hadn’t disturbed any of the clean dishes.
She smiled at him. “Good morning, Maro.”
He went back to the dish he had been washing. “Hello, Autumn.”
“Did you sleep well?”
He shrugged. “About the same as always.” There was a pause, then, “Did y-”
Maro stopped when he realized who he was talking to and considered what he had been about to ask her in return. His head didn’t tilt to the side like it used to. “Do ghost actually sleep?”
Autumn froze for just a moment as hope toyed with her. Maro had asked the same thing once before, back in his previous life, but it wasn’t an unreasonable question for anyone to ask. She smothered the growing flame of hope with reason and shook her head.
“No. We don’t. Instead, we dream. We dream of what will come to be when those we love awaken.”
The two went silent for several chimes, but Autumn could feel House’s anticipation build until finally it lunged at whatever it was waiting for. A small gust of pity went out from her to whoever House was addressing with its mischief, but she went back to watching Maro work. Some parts of him, the way he moved and the way he breathed, were exactly the way they had been before. So many things, though, were changed, were new.
She was so lost in her watching that she didn’t hear the other person approach. He was a young boy, similar in age to Maro, at least in appearance, but his face was new to her.
Autumn smiled and said as much. “Your face is one I don’t recognize. Are you another of Luthisa’s children?” The ghost couldn’t imagine Madeira wasting her money on another empty child. “I’m Autumn.”
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