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"Do ghosts possess people often?" Madeira reiterated. "Well, they all can but not all of them do. In the same way that every person is capable of throwing a punch, but most don't have a reason to, and some hit harder than others." A sparkling glove trailed in the air as if to wave off the analogy.
The pair finally managed to introduce themselves. But when Ayosel said her name Madeira's whole body suddenly shivered in a way that was both familiar and distant and dangerous.
She stared at Ayosel for a long tick. She knew that sibilant hiss. She recognized the way it bled through a word, making a meal out of the consonants in a way that seemed to imply you were next. She had heard her name drawn out by that speech pattern hundreds, maybe thousands, of times. My-dear-ahhhh.
"You're not human." A little bubble of astonished laughter burst in her throat before she could stop it.
The fear that the evolutionary part of her human brain shot down her spine got confused on the way down, turning into a thrill she recognized from feeling sheathed fangs pressed against her throat. She swallowed hard, hating herself for it. Lhavit might think a women attracted to other women was an interesting little quirk, but what would they think if they knew her appetites didn't run with gender or appearance at all? She lost her first kiss to a boy with venomous fangs, the love of her life was ten feet long and scaly, and the father of her children was a mad beast. Nobody knew that prim little Madeira Dusk had a taste for monsters.
And isn't it a funny coincidence that the first one she had seen in years she met on they day she married her Human wife. There must be a deity out there right now laughing at its little joke.
All at once she decided it was time to leave.
"I should get back to the party. It was lovely to meet you, Ayosel." Madeira stood in a hurry, fussing with her dress and making a concerted effort not to look the Dhani in the eye. "Thank you for the dance. It was..." She cleared her throat and retraced. "If you ever run into more problems with the dead, I hope you'll come to me. I'm a much better Spiritist than a dancer."
Go, she was telling herself, her mind demanding she leave, embarrassed by her body's betrayal, and ashamed of the way her thoughts were lingering on the empty space bellow her collarbone, and the memory of hard coils slithering beneath her hands. But she lingered. The confident socialite swayed from foot to foot uncertainly, hoping the blood in her cheeks couldn't be seen in the ruddy glow of the lanterns.
"...I hope you enjoy the festival", she finally managed. Her eyes flicked up to the woman again and away before turning on her heel. Madeira pushed into the crowd and back into her role of host and heir: the normal human woman with her normal, safe, lovely human wife.
The pair finally managed to introduce themselves. But when Ayosel said her name Madeira's whole body suddenly shivered in a way that was both familiar and distant and dangerous.
She stared at Ayosel for a long tick. She knew that sibilant hiss. She recognized the way it bled through a word, making a meal out of the consonants in a way that seemed to imply you were next. She had heard her name drawn out by that speech pattern hundreds, maybe thousands, of times. My-dear-ahhhh.
"You're not human." A little bubble of astonished laughter burst in her throat before she could stop it.
The fear that the evolutionary part of her human brain shot down her spine got confused on the way down, turning into a thrill she recognized from feeling sheathed fangs pressed against her throat. She swallowed hard, hating herself for it. Lhavit might think a women attracted to other women was an interesting little quirk, but what would they think if they knew her appetites didn't run with gender or appearance at all? She lost her first kiss to a boy with venomous fangs, the love of her life was ten feet long and scaly, and the father of her children was a mad beast. Nobody knew that prim little Madeira Dusk had a taste for monsters.
And isn't it a funny coincidence that the first one she had seen in years she met on they day she married her Human wife. There must be a deity out there right now laughing at its little joke.
All at once she decided it was time to leave.
"I should get back to the party. It was lovely to meet you, Ayosel." Madeira stood in a hurry, fussing with her dress and making a concerted effort not to look the Dhani in the eye. "Thank you for the dance. It was..." She cleared her throat and retraced. "If you ever run into more problems with the dead, I hope you'll come to me. I'm a much better Spiritist than a dancer."
Go, she was telling herself, her mind demanding she leave, embarrassed by her body's betrayal, and ashamed of the way her thoughts were lingering on the empty space bellow her collarbone, and the memory of hard coils slithering beneath her hands. But she lingered. The confident socialite swayed from foot to foot uncertainly, hoping the blood in her cheeks couldn't be seen in the ruddy glow of the lanterns.
"...I hope you enjoy the festival", she finally managed. Her eyes flicked up to the woman again and away before turning on her heel. Madeira pushed into the crowd and back into her role of host and heir: the normal human woman with her normal, safe, lovely human wife.
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