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4th Autumn 521 AV
"Speech"
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.4th Autumn 521 AV
"Speech"
“Oh, Rhysol, hear my prayer.”
It was early morning. Dark enough for the shore of the lake to be a grey, smoky shadow, light enough to watch a couple of bats swooping low over the edges of the city, gathering their tiny prey from the surface of the inky water that housed Ravok. Ssanya’s eyes followed them as they spiralled upwards and away. She was sat on the floor, midway through a delivery for her owner, taking a small break in the pre-dawn. It was starting to become somewhat of a habit for her, to attempt this prayer to Rhysol. She cleared her throat and continued her prayer, her voice rough and terse from under use. “Please hear my request for salvation, my plea for your understanding. Would you grant me my freedom? What would you request from me in return?” She murmured, though there was little sincere feeling held within her rote prayer.
She reached down so that her fingertips graced the surface of the cool lake. As she’d done many times previously, she used the water to trace vague, circular patterns on the floor with her dampened finger. As she did so, she let her mind become unshackled from the daily reality of her enslavement. Her eyes fluttered closed. She breathed deep the fresh, damp air of the city. With her sense of vision extinguished, her other senses sharpened a notch. She listened to the gurgling water of the lake, and the distant hubbub of early morning city life. The smell of lake water, and somewhere, breakfast cooking intermingled and made her stomach pang.
She sat like that for a few moments, quietly contemplative but thinking of nothing in particular, then gathered her focus inwards. One by one, she began trying to quench her thoughts. She directed her concentration towards Rhysol, in a manner she thought suitably penitent. Hear my prayer, lord Rhysol. Tell me the cost of freedom. Let me decide. Ssanya listened intently, but as with the many, many times she’d tried previously, heard nothing in return but the whisper of a gentle breeze. As if it would be that easy.
She rubbed the sleep from her eyes, and released her concentration, allowing her mind to wander and relax after the inevitable failure of her prayers. As usual, she began thinking of the past. Life was comfortable in the past. Thinking of the past had always been a favourite hobby of hers, and it had been something she had clung to during the dark days of her mental submission. She recalled Alvadas, and the strange but beautiful woman named Madeira Craven she’d met and fallen in love with there. She remembered the ghosts that had been drawn to the woman, and Allister, the freakish Kelvic, and the winding and unwinding city itself that had so enthralled her. Sometimes it hurt to think of the budding family she had lost. Her thoughts turned to the mundane. That place in Alvadas she’d stayed at. What was its name? She racked her brain, but couldn’t remember.
Slowly, she ground her knuckles into the floor, feeling grit embed into her fist, feeling Ravok’s dirt under her fingernails. Ssanya had been in Ravok for about three years now, give or take. In the span of her already long life, it was a drop in the ocean. But nevertheless, it felt like an eternity. She gazed down at the pattern she’d drawn on the floor, then smudged her finger through the inane scrawling, suddenly irritated. The slave's mark on the back of her hand glared at her, reminding her of reality. Standing, she scuffed her foot through the pattern, obliterating it completely. Her life in Alvadas was over; there was no use dwelling on the past. That cosy, comforting past had gradually come to feel like the very chains that held her as a slave. Reminiscing and nostalgia were the bars on her mental cage, stopping her from truly putting effort into escape.
WC: 661
.It was early morning. Dark enough for the shore of the lake to be a grey, smoky shadow, light enough to watch a couple of bats swooping low over the edges of the city, gathering their tiny prey from the surface of the inky water that housed Ravok. Ssanya’s eyes followed them as they spiralled upwards and away. She was sat on the floor, midway through a delivery for her owner, taking a small break in the pre-dawn. It was starting to become somewhat of a habit for her, to attempt this prayer to Rhysol. She cleared her throat and continued her prayer, her voice rough and terse from under use. “Please hear my request for salvation, my plea for your understanding. Would you grant me my freedom? What would you request from me in return?” She murmured, though there was little sincere feeling held within her rote prayer.
She reached down so that her fingertips graced the surface of the cool lake. As she’d done many times previously, she used the water to trace vague, circular patterns on the floor with her dampened finger. As she did so, she let her mind become unshackled from the daily reality of her enslavement. Her eyes fluttered closed. She breathed deep the fresh, damp air of the city. With her sense of vision extinguished, her other senses sharpened a notch. She listened to the gurgling water of the lake, and the distant hubbub of early morning city life. The smell of lake water, and somewhere, breakfast cooking intermingled and made her stomach pang.
She sat like that for a few moments, quietly contemplative but thinking of nothing in particular, then gathered her focus inwards. One by one, she began trying to quench her thoughts. She directed her concentration towards Rhysol, in a manner she thought suitably penitent. Hear my prayer, lord Rhysol. Tell me the cost of freedom. Let me decide. Ssanya listened intently, but as with the many, many times she’d tried previously, heard nothing in return but the whisper of a gentle breeze. As if it would be that easy.
She rubbed the sleep from her eyes, and released her concentration, allowing her mind to wander and relax after the inevitable failure of her prayers. As usual, she began thinking of the past. Life was comfortable in the past. Thinking of the past had always been a favourite hobby of hers, and it had been something she had clung to during the dark days of her mental submission. She recalled Alvadas, and the strange but beautiful woman named Madeira Craven she’d met and fallen in love with there. She remembered the ghosts that had been drawn to the woman, and Allister, the freakish Kelvic, and the winding and unwinding city itself that had so enthralled her. Sometimes it hurt to think of the budding family she had lost. Her thoughts turned to the mundane. That place in Alvadas she’d stayed at. What was its name? She racked her brain, but couldn’t remember.
Slowly, she ground her knuckles into the floor, feeling grit embed into her fist, feeling Ravok’s dirt under her fingernails. Ssanya had been in Ravok for about three years now, give or take. In the span of her already long life, it was a drop in the ocean. But nevertheless, it felt like an eternity. She gazed down at the pattern she’d drawn on the floor, then smudged her finger through the inane scrawling, suddenly irritated. The slave's mark on the back of her hand glared at her, reminding her of reality. Standing, she scuffed her foot through the pattern, obliterating it completely. Her life in Alvadas was over; there was no use dwelling on the past. That cosy, comforting past had gradually come to feel like the very chains that held her as a slave. Reminiscing and nostalgia were the bars on her mental cage, stopping her from truly putting effort into escape.
WC: 661
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