The Carving [Flashback] Summer 501 AV, Day 50 Age 13 Skyglow Nivex the Vantha sat in her room, staring at a wet, unfinished piece of canvas painting in front of her. Granted, the girl wanted to keep that piece unfinished. She had been sitting there for hours, trying to copy the likeness of the fruit basket near her, but the lack of motivation and care didn’t help her much. To be honest, painting wasn’t in Nivex’s interest. She never understood the point of trying to make something that’s real and turn it into a lifeless 2-dimential decoration. However, her mother willed it, saying the young girl “needed direction in her life.” Where the direction was going in this, Nivex didn’t know. Truth was, her mother just wanted Nivex to be her, in a way. Nivex was nothing like either of her parents. She didn’t like sitting there all day, wasting oils to create something no one was going to appreciate or buy. A knock came at Nivex’s door, and her mother, black long hair and purple eyes, popped her head in. At first, the young woman smiled. Then, upon looking at the girl, she frowned, and walked in the room, shutting the door behind her. “You’re still working?” The mother asked. Though it the answer was obvious. Nivex answered anyway, in a small squeak of a voice. “Yes.” “You’ve been in here for a while. You didn’t get much done.” Nivex didn’t say a word back. Instead, she looked down, not in shame but of annoyance. Her mother sighed. She knew of her daughter’s lack of motivation. For a while, the mother shrugged it off, all artists lack motivation, some longer than others. However, her daughter never even had motivation. It was like she didn’t care. The mother sat down on the bed beside her daughter, and put an arm around her. “Are you feeling well, Nivex?” “I’m fine,” The young girl said softly. She paused a moment, thinking of what to say. Usually, she wouldn’t say a word. She couldn’t take sitting her for the rest of her life, though. If she didn’t say anything, she might waste away here. “I just don’t know if I like this…” “You don’t like it?” Her mother chuckled, “Nonsense, you have great talent. Look at this painting. It’s unfinished but it’s well going somewhere. You still have learning to do, but you’ll get through it-“ “No, no, that’s not what I meant…I just…don’t know if I like painting itself.” Her mother cleared her throat. That was like a stab in her heart. “Shame. You have great talent in it.” “And so does a lot of others in Skyglow,” Nivex looked at her mother, “I don’t want to be like them.” “You mean like me?” “N.. no, that’s not what I meant…” Her mother smiled weakly. She sighed again. “Well, maybe…you just need some new things to do. I’ll make a deal with you.” Nivex looked up at her mother, and her mother continued. “If you finished this painting by tomorrow, I’ll ask your father to take you with him at his work. Perhaps you can partake on his profession.” “You mean glassblowing?” “Yes,” Her mother smiled,” You always liked figurines. Maybe you’ll like making your own glass ones.” Nivex smiled at her mother weakly. He mother smiled back, and got up to leave the room. As her mother departed, Nivex sighed. She was unsure if that is what she wanted to do. It was like her parents wanted to be like every other citizen in this hold. Nivex looked at her unfinished painting once more. If it gets me out of painting for another day, I’ll do whatever. |