Do You Hear That? 13 of Winter, 521 AV Naadiya’s room at the Protea Inn was, in fact, the first room she had ever had. She’d lived in tents draped in fabrics with pillows strewn about, camped in the empty city of Wadrass and even lived aboard a ship for a short while but was never stationary for very long. Now she had four walls, the biggest bed she’d ever slept in, and furniture that was certainly not designed for mobility. Her hand ran up the wooden post of her canopy bed. Hard, cool and permanent it felt much more real than anything her life had ever given her. This whole town felt more real than anything she had ever known. Did it feel real, though? Or did it feel right? Was there even a distinction between the two at this point? And what, if anything, did that feeling even mean? She liked the canopy bed. The hanging fabrics reminded her of home more than anything on the Svefra ship ever had. Picking up a small cloth she’d borrowed from the innkeeper, Naadiya dabbed at the sweat on her neck. She had gone to bed in her clothes, having nothing else, and awoke in the middle of the night feeling as though she’d been in the ocean. Wait. That had been her dream as well. On the ship’s rail she walked, one foot in front of the other. Heel, toe. Heel, toe. Her arms stretched out to either side of her. One arm felt cool and wet as the waters beneath it. Rain fell but it only seemed to wet the one arm, her finger tips starting to prune. The other limb felt warm, hot even, sometimes even as if it was burning, the tiny hairs on her forearm singeing off and flying in the breeze. She could smell the scent of hair on fire. The same smell she’d smelled that night in Wadrass. Her younger sister had stumbled while trying to out-do the other kids as they competed on who could jump the furthest. Sandreya had won the competition, but her jump did not land soundly. She had twisted an ankle in the sand and tumbling down, she rolled a few feet in the wrong direction and her headscarf had gotten too close to the campfire. The flames licked up the fabric too fast for Naadiya to stop it and even as she jerked the fabric off, she could smell the new smell. Not the lighter smell of the burning linen, almost clean in comparison. This odor was heavy and bitter, nauseating even. This was the smell of hair aflame. It filled her nostrils even as she stood in the little room in Syka so many years after the fact. Why was that coming back to her now after staying dormant for so long? Naadiya pushed her hair back from her face and behind her ears, then wrapped a towel around herself, having stripped herself bare of the oppressive heat of her clothing. She hung her garments over the foot of the bed, not looking forward to donning them back on.
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