31st Winter 521 – Alric & Tazrae’s Apartments It had only been ten days since their last meeting, yet so much had happened he felt like almost a different person. That was a strange thought, but there was no other way of putting it – in the space of those days he had broken back into his old habit of drinking away the darkness, recalling lost memories through it, sincerely prayed to a goddess for the first time in his life and been visited by said goddess and taught much, in such a short time that he was still trying to piece it all together in his mind, and try to figure out how he felt about everything. That wasn’t even going into the magical items that he had found and tried to discern, or the gift of Lykata he had been left by Eyris. In his estimation the hunting for thieves he had partaken in was the smallest of his ordeals, which said enough in and of itself. She had told him that he already had answers to the questions he wanted answered. He had no reason to doubt her, though quite how she meant it and how he was supposed to unlock those answers she had left unsaid in some way, riddles and enigmas - much like their word games. Perhaps he did already know and that, somehow, learning for himself would bring the wisdom to use whatever was revealed in the correct way? It sounded like something the goddess of knowledge and wisdom might set in motion but he had no hard conclusions. Something she had said, though, was something he had already known - deep down - and was good advice from a goddess who was more powerful than she might seem, at first glance. Shehad told him to trust his friends, embrace their advice, and there was only one friend that that could really apply to given the circumstances. He had spent many days wrestling with that, even under the direction of a goddess it proved difficult to set aside years of assumed knowledge. Sleepless nights and brooding into the fire had revealed that there were noe asy answers. He might never feel fully at peace with being a mage but he had come to a sort of agreement deep inside - he would no longer seek to tear himself apart over something he couldn't change. He was magical, even if he enver used it he would be, given his blood. So an uneasy truce had been forged within and he felt slightly more at ease for it - for now. Regardless, he hoped that Taz would be approving of the strides he had made, on both divine and personal magics, despite the slight setback that had ultimately led him down the path of such discovery. He had brought the items he had found with him, he was wearing a few of them and had even managed to forge a tentative link between his Lykata and Auristics, wading into the world of knowledge discovery, blending them together into a crude tool that he hoped to refine in time. Auristics and Shielding had progress quite steadily, though he had probably pushed himself a bit further than he should have. Still, necessity knocked at his door and eventually he'd have to answer another door altogether, and he'd rather be tired and prepared than dead. No, he was the same man physically, but he felt…different…slightly possessed of more purpose and meaning, carrying himself slightly differently as he hauled the things he had brought towards their shared home. Sweat stained his brow and his muscles ached slightly, but the effort was worth it as he unlocked the door between juggling items and then spent a while placing them down carefully where he wanted. The chest of extra magical items went before the cushions she seemed to favour last time she had visited – he felt sure she would be curious about them, she had her own magical trove before but now he had his own and no doubt she wouldn’t mind looking them over. The baking soda went onto the table, there to sit beside a jar of assorted nuts and some flour he had procured also. He wasn’t sure how much was needed, he wasn’t a cook as she was, and so he had managed four pounds of each. He had been lucky to get that, truth be told, given the food shortages in Sunberth. Luckily he had managed to call in a few favours owed, and also pick up an investigation or two that he had promised to fulfil in exchange. Looking around he found the place much the same as he had left it last, and settling into the chair, he started to thumb some tobacco into his special pipe before getting a candle stub to flame so he could light it. The last item he had procured went by the fire that he would make sure was lit for when they arrived – it was for Taz’s companion the gift was for. He wasn’t sure what Ixam ate but he figured that as a peace offering – in case it was needed – that a decent amount of meat wouldn’t be turned away. As such he had made a visit to the butchers and got a reasonably sized shoulder of lamb, complete with bone to crunch. The door was locked – she had her own key after all – and he settled into his chair to puff away and fill the room with the scent of apples and cinnamon. That would be how they would find him, one leg hooked over the arm of the chair and quite relaxed. He had removed his weapon harness with the broadsword and hung it over the top of the chair, but the dagger was still in his boot. Grey bodysuit worn underneath the clothes she had gifted him – grey trousers and green shirt – with his newly found boots, matching his new belt, and red gloves. He had hung his new jacket across the back of the chair too, he didn’t need it with the weather and the flickering beginnings of the fire in the hearth. |