Timestamp: 29th of Winter, AV 510 |
Malanos was here. Her cousins were here. They haven't seen each other in several seasons. Maliken had been away for so long, only returning to Sultros after her injury, then the infection, then the amputation. It had been a rough experience, just surviving these past many days of life. The Isur as a people strove for excellence, no. Not Excellence. Excellence was not adequate. Perfection, and nothing but, was the only thing they accepted. Perfection, some may say, was subjective to the eyes and opinions of the beholder, but that's not how the Isur saw things. Geometric beauty, perfect lines, accurate angles, captivating realism, emotional statues, breathtaking temples, the best of weapons anywhere. Everything they believed was mastered into a very strict science. Symmetry was only one of these beauties that the loved. It was why Maliken was given cruel, judgmental stares once she was made inferior, it was why she was inferior at all, it was why she could not accept her fate for what it was. Maliken had lost her left arm, and though it was not the trademark Isur arm she was blessed with, it was still one strong muscular arm less than she should have. She was off balance, she was different, she was ugly, maimed, mutilated, destroyed, cast from Izurdin's loving gaze, and she could not live like this. No, suicide was not the first thought in her mind, though there were already subconscious preparations for such action should her dedication and tenacity prove to be too little to restore herself back to the way she once was. No, it was something more honorable and self-respectful that she had in mind. It was something that few could understand, but to her, it was necessity. She had found herself in Alvadas, and though the only people she had met was some hooded man that was busy trying to master the art of walking up the side of a building (who managed to squeeze a moment in to point her towards the Sanity Center), and the lone woman in said Sanity Center, she found the place obnoxiously flawed. Nothing made sense here, and when something didn't make sense, her Isur blood screamed mentally towards every flaw. Each inch of imperfection was obviously not Isur created, which meant she was no longer amongst her beloved people. Maliken, after leaving the Sanity Center, went off into town once again to try and make north and south of the place, though the streets themselves proved difficult to read. It must have been an hour that Maliken had been walking down the same path, not a turn either left nor right, not a look back, but not an inch farther towards her destination. The feet she possessed seemed to fail her in actually blessing with movement. No, she moved, but the street itself seemed to pull away from her, as if it was actually some tunnel that only expanded with each step, thus lengthening both the distance she came from, and to which she was moving towards. It was an unnerving feeling, walking without progress, as if digging a hole only put you on top of a mound of dirt, and further attempts on a hill, and further still a mountain. Still she moved, convinced that she could not, logically, walk one path for eternity. At some point, she had to reach something. |