Im Out. (Please Read!)

by **Ivan** on March 1st, 2011, 8:02 am

I was gone for a while not too long ago. I was in the hospital for health problems and what not. Well, the spesific problem is that due to electrical trama when i was younger i have a weak heart, and i had a heart attack. Nearly died again. While i was stuck in the hospital a lot of test were done and a lot of things happened, and the doctor said that i likely won't make it to 2012. I guess i believe him, because that was the worst pain i'd ever had, and i was too weak to move well for a good two or three days afterwards. I have lost pretty much all my motivation to do stuff like this, and i think i'd make an ass of myself to just keep going and just dissapear again. I thank all of you for your time, and say sorry to the mercs. I guess i sort of left yall hanging. If anyone wants this account i'll log in at some point, i think. just leave a message. Or kill me off, what ever works. It'd be cool if you mercs out there kept that thing going though, i thought it was a pretty neat idea to play with. I guess this is good bye. Have fun yall.

by **Kuujin** on March 1st, 2011, 7:55 pm

Ivan,
I'm sorry I've been so incredibly inactive and held things up myself. I've been busy with somewhat petty things - but meh. I'm really sending you this to say - Shit. That sounds terrible. All I can really say is to try to do the best you can with whatever you have left. I hope that that doctor is wrong and I hope you live as long and as healthy and happy of a life that you can.
Best regards
Eri

by **Kendall Saarinen** on March 1st, 2011, 8:03 pm

I'm sorry to hear that Ivan

I have a friend who has issues with his heart so I have seen what it does to a person. I hope you stay strong and keep persevering. I cannot wait to see the day you come back and say you are all better

I will hope for you and I really hope everything gets better. I know you will be in everyone's minds. I hope you have a comfortable and speedy recovery.

<3's
Sarah

by **Aidara** on March 1st, 2011, 8:52 pm

That is a terrible burden to have to carry, and I am sorry that you have to go through this. I didn't know you well, Ivan, but I will be sending well wishes in your direction. I hope you get to come back and play with us soon, and that your doctor is very wrong!

<3 Jules

by **Ophelia** on March 1st, 2011, 9:02 pm

Atlas baby <3

I am so so so sorry. I will miss your cheerful and teasing chatter on Chat, and sadface we didn't get to rp in Ravok! I hope one day you come back. We'll keep in touch on Skype, though, yeah? Lots and lots of love and prayers. Stay strong. I believe in you. <3

Lots of love,

Nicky.

by **Iris Dove** on March 1st, 2011, 10:50 pm

Be well Ivan, you shall be missed.

Iris/Blythe/Ariel/Aello/Ari

by **Thunder** on March 13th, 2011, 4:50 pm

Wow, I had no idea, it was this bad. I'm so sorry for you, hope you feel better, I'll be praying for you. Godpseed on your recovery and I hope you have a long and fruitful life. You can beat this, I know you can