by Dimitri on April 15th, 2011, 4:51 am
Dimitri left his dorm to head to dinner with his other roommates. He made sure to knock on the doors in the rest of his suite as well. As his group left, he saw how all of them simply enjoyed the life of a squire. But... They lacked a certain passion for it, it seemed. Some of the older ones like himself still acted childishly more often than not. He knew he himself used to be carefree and completely enjoyed every breath he took as a squire. But, now, it seemed as if... As if the child inside of him was no more. He was nearing Knighthood, but had no clue as to what kind of Knight he wished to be. Honorable, of course. Chivalrous, definitely. Orderly and righteous, a given. But what did he want to do with his life as a Knight? He would do whatever duty he was assigned, but he had no desire to be a gate guard or a town patrolman. He wanted to get out of the walls and see the world, while growing as a Knight, and somehow helping his city out.
He pondered on the things he loved about the world he barely knew. He loved revelry in combat, and as a Knight there would be plenty a fair share of that. He loved women, though, he hated himself for being attracted to more than a single woman. He needed to find that one woman who could reign him in and live with him being a Knight. He loved his city but he also loved escaping it's massive walls. He knew of many other towns out there, and wanted to visit them all. He loved the camaraderie of his fellow squires and even the Knights.
He then turned to the things he wanted to change. While Dimitri wasn't too familiar with the Black Sun or with Ravok, he despised them as slave keepers. Humans needed to have a choice to be free, then choose to follow the light, the dark, or the line in-between. He hoped his skills could be put to use not only in Ravok but among all of Mizahar to end slavery. He also hated the idea of people starving. The world had many methods of food making, but places like Zeltiva still had food shortages. But there was his one hate as well. Could he be hatefilled knight? He needed to find away to purge these feelings.
Dimitri saw Jaelyn seated at the dining table. He smiled at her and hoped he looked presentable. His sandy blonde hair was swept behind his ears. He was at least somewhat clean today. He wore his white shirt, the upper buttons opened some showing off hints of his toned chest. It was tucked in tightly into his loose leather breeches. His shirt allowed one to see th musculature on his young adult frame. His booted were always an interesting point for him. He preferred the soft floppy learnfare boots when not in training. The tonge of the boots were flopped forward. He smiled at Jaelyn and walked over and sat on her right. "Hey there Jae, another fine time to bump into each other eh?" He knew that being in separate suite they rarely had th opportunity to dine together.