by Alstroemeria on July 21st, 2011, 2:57 am
Character Concept Imagine, a rather beautiful girl although she presents herself in the most uncomfortable manner. This red-haired beauty was known for better as a Yasi, rather talkative and at least one lest care in the world. Until now she has found herself in utter turmoil. In terms of life, dreams, reality, etc. She wants the better for herself but can't step out of her boundary alone. The lonesome life has been enough for her nowadays and she honestly can't bare another moment. Living in an asylum just left her awe struck, she needed to let her colors burst somehow. In a nut shell, she wanted the better for herself and couldn't help but struggle due to her major challenges.
Coming to know herself she was always laughing and smiling half of the time. Ever since the dramatic incident, she has been creeping into a hole little by little. As time progresses she craves something different, a mate to bond with half of the time. The other half of her heart was somewhere, but she couldn't find him. There was Luke but he needed to do work before she came which made her feel stupid for holding a grudge over him. In terms of love, everything came before it. But of course making a living was important and she had to do what she had to do. The Avora, suffered with extreme paranoia throughout the years. Debating to herself whether or not to do something. Decision making was awfully hard, so she just did things. Instead of thinking because all the outcomes left her mind spinning. Completely.
After all, Meria was a rather sweet girl growing up. Now she is quiet but wants to break out. Something chooses to hold her back for some strange reason. Maybe it was to prevent her from some sort of danger or to keep her in her boundaries. Instead of stepping out the box and being so spontaneous, she chose to be so stuttering and so nervous half of the time. If only this was like work because there she was bold and always on target. It was like a game, play the cards right or else you fall immediately. She followed that when it came to work. But out of it, she was someone completely different. What could possibly define her? Different? NOTHING. She couldn't define herself because she didn't know herself. So many sides to her that can't exactly fit into one, causing mental pain.
Strange as ever, she had to live up to her expectations one way or another. Working, the prize was in her mind. The feeling of exhilaration in her mind, adrenaline running through her veins. In the heat of the moment, she's bold and brave, nothing can stop her completely. In fact, whenever she was alone she was a stranger in her own crowd. She was quiet and lonesome. So wherever in this entire city did she fit? Was there some sort of grouping system other than the casting system? Or what? Nothing made sense to her anymore, and she just left herself like that. Dragging on the floor with nothing to spare from. Crawling her way along the steps, making her way through life. But what she is beginning to realize that this tactic is getting her no where. |
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Alstroemeria on October 2nd, 2011, 9:01 pm, edited 10 times in total.