1. Get a job
2. Make some friends
3. Visit my family
4. Find my birth parents
5. Find out who that man was
Although those were the only five things she could think of at the time.. How bored she was, never having anything to do. She looked down to her scar on the left side of her chest. She remembered the man, she couldn't see his face but by his body structure he definitely was a man. She hoped he wasn't an inarta because it's forbidden to hurt the eagles. She allowed a tear to drop down her cheek thinking of the memory.. How she wished that her curious mind didn't lead her to this. She cared for all animals, and what that man did was forbidden. But how could she find him, was he related to her in some way. Was that the reason he spared her life? There are so many questions... Like a big puzzle piece, you only have a few places figured out. But you can't make the whole picture, she groaned aggravated by how confused she was.
"I wish someone could help me with this shit.." She said with a low tone hoping on one heard her. Obviously, again her strange habit. Talking to herself... Again. Lets just hope no brat was over listening to her thoughts or conversation. How she hated when people did that... The worst thing was when people touched her. She would kick them in the face feeling as if she had violated. Not once in her life had she felt secure and safe, not even with her family. They weren't her actual family for that matter, just foster. What was Alstroemeria going to do? She sighed looking up at the sky letting her mind drift into her dream world.