The Doctor is in

[Fela Meason]

It can be hard to give yourself credit when you are your harshest judge, it is then at those points you have to rely on other people to give you credit. If people are telling you that you do not credit yourself enough then it is very likely that they do give you credit. They give you lots of credit. other people can see your worth even when you cannot.

It's very human to feel inadequate, to feel like you just don't add up. You just have to remember that while you are judging yourself to the highest standards and just feel you are not living up to them, that someone out there thinks the world of you. Someone cares about you and does think you are the most awesome person in the world.

Just do me one favor?

Stay brilliant.

*sits down heavily, head hung low*

Hey Doc. I feel useless....oh and fat. Definitely fat. I weigh 155 lbs at 5'10" at 21 years of age (be 22 this year)....so fat. In any case I drink 12-14 hours a day, I don't work, not that I need to, but still and sleep for 4 hours at most. I tell myself I'm smart, but I just don't feel that way, I graduated from Stockholm University, but saying so doesn't make me feel better when I feel like I'm giving myself a slow, painful, death. I have a fiance and he trys to comfort me, he does his best, I love him, but I don't feel comforted. To sum it up, I feel like a "young" (that word is relative), lazy, stupid, drunken *insert colorful word here*. I'm told I don't give enough credit to myself, but how do I give credit when I have no credit to give?

*sobs a little and grabs a tissue*

[Tarelde]

Thanks Mamma Gann I feel better today and finally got some quality time with my fiance for the first time in a while. So between that and words of encouragement I think it's all I needed.

Stay Brilliant?

Will do.

[Silvy]

Mamma Gann! I need your expert advice! I started a second pc and he's so obnoxious! I try to have normal convos with people in chat but Bolden just keeps opening his big fat mouth! I feel like Thad in the Dark Half! What do you recommend?!

[Fela Meason]

*sinks into my chair with notebook poised* I see, well simply talking about him will never yeild any results. If we are to find out what his deep seated issues are we are going to have to meet face to face.

*hands you a reminder appointment card* Please have Bolden come see me right away. I have some questions for him and that "fat" mouth of his. *Mamma smiles*