Springtime brought a certain sense of relief to her that it was the end of a rather brutish winter. The weather was very, very different from what she had gotten used to on Konti Isle, but, well, you learned, adapted, progressed. it meant multiple layers, staying warm, and saying goodbyes, in a way. Asim had up and left, the last Kelvic to do so, and Raiha found that while it stung, some things were never meant to be forever. She’d had the blessings of their company for a while, and the bear paw prints had gone off a few hours earlier and disappeared as the bond broke. She’d let him. There was nothing else she could have done about it.
This is what happens when you let others in, Kanikra told her. They just take advantage of your heart and crush it.
Better to have loved than never loved at all, she told her sister soul, looking out at winter’s last freezing hurrah through the open shutter. The windows to the mews lacked glass, which had been an oversight of the two girls when they had made them, but Raiha hadn’t really minded. Between auristics and infravision and the hearth, if it was that dark, well, that was why they had lamps, wasn’t it? And what it had been between her and her Kelvic friends she wasn't sure she could classify as love. It was a gruff friendship with Asim, a light-hearted partnership with Laeraix, and something wild and exciting with Akasha that had stirred her body in ways she hadn't felt before.
Stop sulking. Get off your widening ass and go do something. I don’t give a blind damn that it’s snowing, put your layers on and mitts on and and take the dog out. This moping is getting on my nerves.
Raiha sighed, knowing Kanikra had a point, and gathered her cloak, putting on her boots. “Come on, Diallo,” she told him, opening the door and going outside, looking at the fat flakes of snow as they came down. She whistled for Diallo, who had been relaxing on her bed before she went down the stairs, her feet crunching into the snow. It was coming down hard enough that she couldn't hardly see ten feet in front of her, and every breath she released produced a puff of fog in the freezing air. Her exposed skin immediately started pricking, and Raiha let it. It wasn't bad.
You know what would be fun? Kanikra sounded thoughtful.
What? Raiha humored her. Anything to get out of this brown study she was in.
We should have made a slide. Soaked the snow with res and froze it smooth. See how far we could have gone.
Maybe next year. Her boots crunched the snow, and she looked out over the frozen landscape. Just when the weather had been getting nice again, it was snowing like crazy and coming down even more. I suppose we could practice anyway, she admitted, licking dry lips and catching one snowflake, than two, on her tongue. It was nice to just be a kid, sometimes, even when expectations of everything else ran high and mighty indeed. Sometimes, being an Akontak just sucked. But as Kanikra was quick to remind her...it was better than the alternatives.
She headed out to the pastures, wading through the snow, crouching and beginning to shape the snow into a large, square seat, packing it down and crouching in front of it as Diallo scoured the pasture, occasionally lifting his leg on the outer perimeters of the fence line to warn off predators that he was here and if they wanted to try something, well, they’d have to deal with him first. Raiha sat back on her heels, eying the sham of a throne she had made. It looked ridiculous. And yet... Taking off her mittens, she inhaled slowly, taking in great lungfuls of frosty cold air and more than a few snowflakes, and relaxed, lowering herself to her knees, tucking her toes under and sitting back in order to find a good balance as she focused on meditating and finding that inner core that she used to help produce Res. She found it easily - meditating had helped with the spring cleaning in her head, and it made it near effortless to find that core again. She touched it, putting her hand in it in her mind’s eye, and closed her hands on the strands of pure light.
She breathed out, concentrating on that Djed, focusing it to turn it into res. It oozed from her hands, and she let it drip off onto the crude seat, absently smoothing it... though her hands were a few inches off of the surface as she unconsciously leveled it, urging it vertically as well along the back, her eyes wide as she took all of this in. In some ways it was like it wasn’t part of her that was doing it, and yet, it was her. It was all her, as Kanikra watched appreciatively, and (un)helpfully informed her when she missed a spot. Without argument or complaint, Raiha covered that spot in, weirdly at peace with this. Diallo had come to watch her, tongue lolling as she raised her hands and sat back, releasing the res a little bit at a time as it gathered the cold moisture in the air, slowly freezing from the top down. When she mastered air, then that would be a different story, but as it was, the cold chills in the air did the work for her as Raiha made the water as cold as she could make it. When she stood back, she was surprised to see it glitter like crystal, hard and solid and thick to the touch as she knocked on it with her knuckles.
Cooooooooooool...