by Satu on January 9th, 2010, 3:52 am
Sleep was evasive, it was time to admit defeat; there would be no rest this night. Swinging her bare feet off the wide sleeping couch the Konti stepped down onto the cool stone floor and looked around the darkened room. Now that she had decided to leave Mura, the room appeared foreign, though not one item was out of place. The papolomus incense burned sweetly and the pillows felt satiny, but Satu had the feeling that it was she who was out of place, not her things.
Tomorrow, she told herself. Tomorrow, she must begin to make arrangements for the journey, and her pale eyes became misty at the thought of leaving home. She wandered about the room, light fingertips touching what she could, in an effort to ground herself to this place once more. Reaching the white, marble table, her fingers trailed along its unbroken surface until they came to rest upon her pair of suvai. Her fingers caressed the leather hilt of the nearest and images from earlier in the day came to mind.
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The news had been accepted well at the Training Center. Of course the women had all been greatly pleased that she had been Called. Some had completed their own Calling years ago, and others only dreamed of the day to come. If any had fought the urge as she had, no one spoke openly of it. She had been distracted prior to drawing the suvai out of their wrappings; the trip ahead and the telling of it had clouded her mind. Never should she have begun the match, for her mind was unfocused. Could none of the Konti have “seen” it? Or, had they “seen” and remained quiet because they had known Avalis’ will all along?
Evenly matched on previous sessions, her opponent, Gernia, had the advantage this day. The women loosely dressed and without shoes, stepped lightly on the mat. They each held before them their left hand and touched palms, intertwining their fingers. “For heart and health of all,” they intoned the ancient blessing.
Afterwards, Satu could not explain what happened, perhaps her hands were sweaty, or her heart was saddened by the impending absence, or perhaps she read something in Gernia that caused her to hesitate as they disengaged. Whatever the cause, when she reached out to grasp the extra suvai cradled in her right arm, her fingers fumbled as she tried to bring her weapons to ready. The blade, off balance, tipped away. She reached for it anew, but it was already falling and her right hand still held the other blade. Training dictated that a body should move away from any falling weapon, but Satu was not herself and she attempted to stop the sai between her hand and her thigh. Like a youngling, she only managed to give the falling blade more force and she paid in blood for her lapse of common sense. “Ahhh!,” the sharp intake of her breath as the blade sliced across the white skin of her thigh. A line of red appeared and welled into small dots that grew larger rapidly.
Gernia stood back, surprised, as were the women who were watching. There were whisperings, “When had Satu last made such a foolish mistake?” It was a wrong thing, a bad portent and they all felt the burden of it.
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Her hand dropped to her bandaged thigh, feeling the cottony wrappings pulled tight around her skin. The wound’s pain now dulled by herbs the healers had given her. “What does it mean?” she wondered aloud, but her voice in the large room landed hollowly, and provided no answers. Was it indeed a bad omen to have made such a error before her journey? Would that she were a Diviner of the Future! Shaking her head, she decided, “It is fresh air that I need to set me to rights.”
The night air was crisp and Satu pulled the cloak tightly around her shoulders as she descended down the marble steps. That she was in darkness and no one else was about did not bother her. The night held no terror for the Konti; there was nothing to hurt them here on their Island.
She made her way slowly and thoughtfully, gliding along in her footed, silver slippers. Perhaps she was inappropriately dressed for the weather, underneath her cloak, but she smiled to herself, she was leaving Mura. Many things would change in her future so it seemed acceptable for her to make this impetuous decision.
The cold, winter air began to settle on her skin and she pulled her arms about herself in an effort to warm them. Her body wanted to return to the warm and luxurious apartment, but her mind refused, “Not yet…” she whispered, “I can not bear the thought of it.” So Satu wandered the quiet city until she found a bench and relaxed upon it.
After the chill had seeped into her backside, she stood, ready to depart, but a clattering noise made her hesitate. She looked around surprised, but without fear and saw… nothing. Confused, she hesitated, but then she heard it again, from above. Pieces of tile began to fall off a roof, only to explode in little puffs of dried clay upon impact with the brick street. Taking a step forward she attempted to look up to the roof, but from the Konti’s angle it was too high and too dark to make anything out.
Though inland far we be,
Our souls have sight of that immortal sea
Which brought us hither.
~William Wordsworth, Intimations of Immortality
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