"I think Ayren is the father. He's the only one who.. well, he's the only one I wasn't safe with."
Her first reaction was a flash of anger and jealousy. How dare he be so..so...careless with her partner. Her love. Unrestrained, Addy's anger curled her fingers into claws while the hair on the back of her neck stood on end, like hackles raising. "I... I can't...AYREN!" It came out in a spitting growl, and it wasn't until the little healer saw the inevitable look of shock on Sira's face that she realized she needed to rein in her emotions. The hairs laid back down on her neck, and her vice-like grip on Sira's arms softened as she stroked the skin where her nails had bitten down. "Oh, I'm sorry Sira, my love. The thought of someone being so careless with you just...kinda set me over the edge. I guess anger was the only emotion I hadn't felt in the last hour or so." Flushed with embarrassment, Addy plied her dimples at the other woman, still massaging her arms. She hadn't meant to grip so hard, but her emotional state really was frayed. From shock, to worry, to guilt, jealousy, happiness and bliss... it was no surprise that the anger had taken her so quickly.
However, Sira seemed just as emotionally unstable as she. It wasn't long before Addy was cuddling the kelvic close to her, shushing softly and stroking her hair as she cried onto her shoulder. "It's okay...It'll all be okay... I'm happier than I describe...we will be wonderful parents..." This and more was murmured into Sira's hair between her various kisses, nuzzles and gentle hair strokes. A smile crept across her lips and her own set of tears appeared in those green eyes as Sira agreed that Ayren didn't need to know about the child. Good. That was very good.
"Oh! I hadn't even thought of that...Do you think I can?!" Addy pulled Sira to arms length, the mood completely changed from a soft emotional state to a tenser feeling of excitement. Sira had just asked the healer to check on the baby, something that Addy had never done before. Used to using her gifts to ply her fellow Inartians away from deaths grip, the little woman had never thought to use her healing to aid life. "Oh please, please lets try! I want to be the one! I do!"
Moving quickly in her renewed excitement, Addy pulled away from the loving embrace, laying Sira across the circular bed flat on her back. This was her area of expertise, why hadn't she thought of it sooner! Of course no one but she was going to take care of their child, before or after it was born. As she worked, making Sira comfortable by rearranging the pillows and blankets, Addy could feel the grin spreading across her face. Her arranging was getting to an obsessive level when Sira grabbed her wrist and smiled softly. The smile said it all. They were ready.
Taking a deep breath, Addy sunk down onto the bed next to her love. She gave Sira's hand a squeeze before letting it fall back to the bed. Gently, she lifted the hem of the woman's shirt, pulling up until her entire abdomen was exposed. The skin there was smooth, and showed no indication of the life that blossomed beneath. The hardened muscles that flexed instinctively at her touch distracted Aidara for a moment, and before she knew it the healer found herself lightly tracing the lines of them, her light touch tickling down one side of Sira's pelvis. It wasn't until a soft giggle broke her intense focus on the other womans delicious curves did Addy get back to business, with a rueful smile and a blush.
"Alright. We've done this before but I always explain first. We both know this is new to me, but...Well, I'm just going to wing it to be honest. No pun intended. You should feel warmth." Smiling reassuringly, Addy placed her hands palm down on either side of Sira's belly button. The full contact of her hands always made it easier for Addy to "dive into" the other person. Normally, she would have pictured grasping at a thread of her power, then using it to stitch or mend whatever wound she had been faced with. This was different however. Addy wasn't fixing...she was looking. Still, the hand was envisioned. Instead of the metaphorical fingers plucking at her power, Addy had the hand reach forward and submerge it's self in the warm glowing golden pool that was the center of her power. Withdrawn, from fingers to wrist the hand was shining and golden.
It was the hand that Addy used to lead her, the fingers gently probing through the known contents of the kelvic's stomach until she found something forgein. It took longer than she thought, and began to doubt herself as she shifted through the small intestine, working her way back downwards again; her first pass by the uterus had left her empty handed- literally. Slowing as she reached the uterus again, Addy paused. Sira couldn't be too far along, so maybe she wasn't looking close enough. Diving deeper, Addy gently plied her power within the uterus itself, careful to not disturb anything...And felt a flutter.
It was only a flutter, just the gentilest hint of life, but it was there. The shock of the feeling sent Addy reeling backwards; mentally and physically. All Sira would see was the little woman gasping suddenly, a shock as she had spent the last quarter of a chime in an absolutely still trance, and flinging herself backwards onto the bed.
"It's there! I FEEL IT! She's healthy." Picking herself up off the floor, as she had rolled completely off the edge, Addy crawled back into Sira's lap and hugged her close. With one arm tight around the kelvic's waist, and the other placed back on her stomach, Addy smiled up into her eyes. "Or he. I couldn't tell, it is too early." It took all Addy's concentration to listen to what Sira said next, but not even that could make her smile falter. "Yes yes, Sai will be very happy for us. And Catabasis too. I'd be surprised if he didn't already know, though. Aren't you wind eagles weird like that?" Truthfully, telling Sai gave Addy pause. But she wasn't going to admit that, not now. So she just kept smiling.
"I wonder if we should keep it a secret for as long as possible, or tell them right away? You know Sai isn't going to want us to get our own place, right? It's going to get crowded in here really soon. And babies throw up right? I mean...you can deal with the throw up? I...ew." Thinking of baby puke all over her clothes had Addy absently pulling and brushing at her shirt, a look of mild disgust on her face. "Maybe... a baby isn't such a good idea after all...I'm going to be a horrible mother!" She was kidding of course, if only partially. The sudden apprehension was apparent in her green eyes, though she still flashed those dimples at Sira.
"You do know what this means though, right? We get to go shopping!"
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