Denen didn't know Leto very well. After all, they'd only met once before this. Still, something told him that Leto was being honest. Perhaps it was the complete meltdown. No self-respecting Drykas man would do such a thing intentionally. He knew, too, just how cold the world could be for men like they were. Leto was fortunate in the fact that he at least had his Pavilion still. Denen was lucky, too, he thought. He couldn't imagine where he'd be if he hadn't met Sam. How strange a thought. His journey into the world had begun with the blessing of meeting Sama'el. He didn't have to suffer through being alone now, for he'd always have his friend. He trusted that. Sam would always be there for him, just as he would always be there for Sam. He considered, however, that perhaps even with his family, Leto needed a friend who understood what he was experiencing. It was, after all, a comfort to know they were not the only ones. Denen watched Leto's story as it was told, his eyes marked by understanding. Like Leto, he had been able to recognize the differences in himself at an early age. He had once confided these feelings in his father, hoping to have some sort of explanation, and had been switched instead. He'd tried to hide it, try to tell himself that he would do what society deemed to be the right thing and marry to make children, but now, there was no reason for it. He had Sam. He was happy to stay as they were, and he trusted his friend enough to know that even when Sam got married and started having children, he wouldn't forget Denen. He pushed back his wet, dripping hair, and his brows furrowed. Leto was a whole decade older than Denen. Could he have been in his shoes had he stayed with his family? He had not often considered how much he relied on the contact he had with Sam to keep himself sane. The sex was a confirmation that it was all right to be what he was, a total, unconditional acceptance. He felt a sudden pang of sympathy for Leto. It must have been agony to be without that sort of love. He reached out a thin hand and gently rubbed his back. “I...I w-will glad-dly listen to y-your concerns,” he assured. “It...It isn't e-easy for any of us.” He thought of Eldon, too, and of the kiss he'd stolen from Denen before leaving Endrykas. Perhaps their particular brand of men was more common than they thought. He stood slowly, offering Leto his hand. “C-Come. Sam...Sam will be h-home soon. You can h-help me cook his...his d-din...dinner.” He smiled softly, encouragingly. Denen would not ever have it said of him that he was a cruel sort of person. There were people, of course, that he struggled with, but those were generally the overly obnoxious warrior types, and Leto certainly didn't give off that sort of vibe, nor did he menace and throw his weight around. Besides, it would be nice to have company while he was cooking. He wasn't very good at it, after all. Still, it wasn't poisonous, and until they got a decent cook in the camp, this would have to do. It was better than starving. |