Sunset, Summer 11th, 511 AV
The shiny red apple lay but a few feet away, it's flesh unmarred but by the bite of a large horse as it was lifted and the sand it landed in. It shone in the light of the setting sun, it almost had the ephemeral glow of a halo surrounding it. Like it was holy.
Asara sighed almost wistfully at the sight of the full apple. She resisted the instinctive urge to swoop down on it like a serpent and sink her fangs into the irresistible flesh. But she couldn't stand looking on it, knowing it was there, and scowled darkly at the lapping waves of the Sudan Sea before her.
In the sunlight of the lowering orb, Asara's gold eyes gained a fiery colour, and her hair shone vibrantly. She was almost blonde in the light, and her skin tone looked much more natural. Here, at this time, Asara felt she could pretend to be Human and succeed.
Then, her stomach snarled an expletive in hunger-speech and ruined the 'magical' moment Asara had felt. Her stomach brought back thought of food, and the already thin Symenestra internally fought it down. She hadn't eaten in over a day, but she didn't care. She'd learn how to manage her hunger or fade away entirely. She was thin enough already that a few days without food would send her into the valley of death. Frankly, she didn't care, though. Death would be a more beneficial journey than living.
Running her tongue along the row of her teeth, Asara felt the sharp points of her extended canines against the appendage. She wondered, for a moment, what it would be like to watch a rodent's innards become mushy and edible before her eyes. Maybe Dhalvasha would find her observation interesting. She wasn't sure if he'd already done such an experiment. Maybe he'd join in.
With a soft sigh, Asara casually discarded the thought for when she had the time to properly peruse it. Her curiosity had been snatched by the idea, and maybe when she was in a better mood she'd investigate it.
And then, without bidding them, two small tears ran down Asara's cheeks from her golden eyes, wiped away by long fingered hands before more followed. Irrationally, Asara grew angry with the pathetic feeling that accompanied her tears. She had no reason to cry, none what so ever. The words, the actions, of a Human should have had no affect on her psyche. She had a right to exist, to persist in life. No Human had the right to make her feel so small. She was tiny enough already.
Asara forced a calming breath and reclined in the sand, flinching inwardly at the pain in her wrist and cheek.
She'll get her own, Asara. Ignore it. Eat. Zafkil wants the same.