Lavia had become distracted in her own pool of questions, and it was a sweet way to move the attention off of her own painful memories. She was not at all prodding in personal areas of his life, but simply trying to learn as much as she could about the young Kelvic who had nothing but open arms for her. And of course, it was not because of her thirst of knowledge that she was so curious about his life before today, but it was the sincere wonderment of her very mind. She was not asking questions out of just curiosity, but she did indeed want to actually get to know him. Get to know Ethan.
He had grew quiet for a moment, possibly thinking of how to answer her questions or what to really say. For that moment of silence it made her wonder if she had touched on a subject that might have been delicate to him. She watched his eyes closely, and listened in on every word, lingering as if each word, each sound and the tone of his voice was pulling her in. She lifted her elbows to rest on to the table top, and cupped her him in the palm of her hands as she playfully watched him, though her look of happiness turned to sympathy when he mentioned the crashing ship and the loss of his master. There were many comforting words and gestures she was ready to pour out, but instead she kept her silence in order to let him finish. She watched as he looked around and then took a drink of his wine, before parting his lips once more.
“Our past's don't add up to much though. We both have our pains like most Kelvics and were going to do the best we can to nurture our wounds.”
He was indeed right in every way. Of course, her first attempt to heal her own wounds, was taking that leap of fate and leaving Ravok without looking back. What was to come next and what was to help her continue to patch up her wounds, could only be predicted. Her elbows scoot off of the table as she watched him move from his chair and over across the room to retrieve a wooden bucket and a piece of soap. He brought it back to her and placed it on the side of her chair and she watched confused at first, but pieced it all together. He was either going to allow her to rinse her hands in the bucket, or perhaps rinse his own.
Just as he mentioned his age, he also asked her to place her feet in to the bucket. And just as he requested, she did not argue. Though, as she turned in her chair to face the bucket, she felt uneasy about letting this boy wash her feet. Never had she experienced heart felt compassion from another, and in some ways she did not know how to take it. She sat there for a moment without movement, but gently and slowly she lifted her right leg first, her foot arching as she slowly dropped the tips of her toes in to the warm water. The quick sensation of warmth shot up her leg and through her body, and tingling being felt along her spine. It brought a pleased smile, and as she let the water embrace her foot, she raised the other and allowed it to join. There was a light swooshing sound, and a bit of the water did rise to drip over the top, but there was no need to be alert for such a small mess. She placed her hands on to her bare thighs and began to tug at the tunic to cover her flesh as she lowered her head, her hair falling in front of her face and her eyes trying to find his, but his head was lowered to show the Kelvic respect.
He began to wash and massage her leg with the soap, and it was an unfamiliar but very pleasant feeling. Her finger tips began to gently dig near her knee as listened to his comforting words, and could only smile at his intelligence. She began to understand why she felt so comfortable in the first place. Lavia had never came in contact with many people other than her keeper, and when she did come in contact with others they were always very aggressive and unpleasant company. But over the past few days she has come in contact and have gotten to know the most intriguing and thoughtful beings. Not to mention, so full of care, as Ethan was.
“It's nice to be taken care of isn't it?”
That question recited more than once in her mind, as she tried to think back on a time she was actually taken care of. The Kelvic could not remember. She looked away but quickly turned her eyes back once his head raised and he gave her a smile. She nodded as she parted her mouth to speak.
"Yes. I-It is nice." she paused as she tried to think back on the other words he had said before, "You say to heal my wounds I need to feel free and loved." she smiled, agreeing even though she was new to both of those feelings, "Those do sound like things to look forward to. I have to say, you are quite lucky to have been able to travel over sea. I would like to do that someday." she smiled with eagerness as she turned her eyes from him and back to the water, that was slowly becoming a grayish tint from the soaps residue and the dirt of her flesh, "To be able to see so much of the world, and not to mention, with someone you truly loved. That is a blessing in it self. You should cherish that, and like myself, it is best to move on and keep that as just a memory."
She turned to look from the water and back to Ethan as she searched his expression for an emotion, and she saw this his eyes were still taken with sadness as they were before when he was sitting at the table and talking back on his past, "If he is lost, and to not be found, at least you know he is still somewhere close."
She reached out and place her palm on his bare chest, just over where most people would assume the heart rests. She let her flesh rest against his, and kept it there for a moment until pulling it back and letting her hand fall back on to her lap.
"People say we are such simple creatures. Only useful as slaves. I have even been told I have no emotions or feelings." she shook her head in a bit of disgrace as her face frowned, "But little did he know, I felt many things.." she crossed her arms over her chest, the palms of her hands beginning to cup each opposite arm as if she was hugging and holding on to her own self, "pain, agony, loneliness, fear, hate.. are all of those not feelings.. I suppose he thought I was numb to it, since I was to him, nothing but a worthless Kelvic. It is saddening how most of our kind only experience those feelings, without ever being able to experience anything pleasant or worthwhile." she sighed as she closed her eyes and leaned back in to the chair, "I wish I could have experience love, compassion and care before having to experience all of those horrible feelings. But he did always say, what doesn't kill me makes me stronger. I suppose he was right about something."
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