Not good enough? Rista wouldn't have been able to answer if anyone asked what she had been expecting to hear, but judging by the way her mouth fell open and how her head snapped back from the study of people she had been surprised by the choice of words.
Not good enough? Why was she surprised in the first place? The girl listened with a stunned expression as she was literally - but strangely gently, or was it just her? - scolded by the man. Violence was no good? But what was the fighting for if not for violence? No one ever struck another because it was fun, or shouldn't do it at least. She had never actually enjoyed fighting in itself, or so she had come to believe anyway. The way Darren pointed out what he perceived as her true goal with the request made her suddenly doubt her own intentions. It certainly had been a mere whim to ask for a lesson, her only real motivator was curiosity; when it came down to it there probably wasn't anyone that wanted her life so much that she couldn't defend it anyway.
It was a shocking realization, and as the girl rubbed her forehead where it had been flicked her expression was thoughtful. A part of her was trying to rile itself up - he had called her small, said she wasn't good enough, and hadn't he said already that he would teach her? But Rista wasn't listening to the voices - he hadn't actually promised anything, it was just her own conclusions - and instead did her best to try and figure out what exactly the man was talking about. It felt like there was something important to learn from all of this, some key to uncover that, if she found it, could take her to unknown places of growth and development... But it eluded her, the girls thoughts weren't calm enough and she was so distracted that she at first didn't even notice that Darren had stood up.
The girl blinked and looked up at him from her place on the floor, trying to piece together the fragments of words that she actually had picked up. He wanted her to attack him? But he hadn't done her anything, and even if it puzzled her his words hadn't made her angry, and in any case what would people say if they saw her attack a stranger in the middle of the common rooms? She opened her mouth to object, but after a second look on his face she reconsidered and slowly pushed herself up on her feet and moved to stand in front of him. Curious glances were given them as people moved around them, but no one stopped to listen or watch; it was none of their business after all, and they probably had important things to do.
Wetting her lips uncertainly, Rista flexed her fingers and peered over at the taller man. So strange. First he said that he wasn't going to teach violence, and then he told her to attack him. Her small sliver if budding understanding of what he had wanted to say was slowly disappearing again, and left behind was a question that annoyed and teased whatever revelations she could have had given time. Was she supposed to wait for a time of need before she learned? That was stupid thinking, if she ever found herself in true need of such knowledge as fighting, then it would be too late to start learning afterwards. She might not even survive to know her mistake if she ended up in a situation where she wished that she had been wise enough to grasp an opportunity as it passed by. Small? Not good enough? That was like saying she wasn't worth bothering with, not worth his time. Some annoying blue-headed foreigner stood there and told her that she was too stupid to learn how to fight..!
She wasn't even aware that she riled herself up; the annoyance that suddenly pumped through her body was as natural as breathing to her and it swiftly washed away all her doubts. Replacing reason and all logical thinking with anger and adrenaline. Maybe two breaths had been taken during that time, the short mongrel had just come into balance but her face had already darkened into a grim frown as she stared at her opponent. Not attentive enough to take warning from the intense look on the mans face, Rista did as she was told without uttering a word in complaint. Clasping her hands into fists, she suddenly charged forward with a low growl pressed forward through gritted teeth, moving fairly quickly despite her small size.
With the large and obvious movements of someone that had learned to brawl kids by watching kids fight she came towards him directly from the front, her right hand retracting somewhat before it lunged forward in an attempt to punch Darren in the gut. She had seen his fast reflexes in action just recently, but suddenly everything she thought she had known was gone; nothing remained in her head except seething anger, grim determination and the threatening snarl of a mistreated dog that didn't know which hand it was possible to trust. How would she know after so many times of harsh treatment?
oocFeel free to move her around as you wish, she seems to be in need of a good ass kicking... xD