OOCJust being in character! I love you guys! *Kisses hottie Isur*
The one without shadows. Priskil had told Jilitse about Welliardina before, or was that Wilhelmina? She was surprised for a moment, she was sure she could perfectly recall names at a wink. She was the one who was willing to bring the fight to Sagallius. For a while memories of people she had encountered since her release in Sahova sank and float. Malia had offered her an alliance before - which was politely declined, of course. Here around her were allies in faith, allies in the fight against Sagallius and the deceit that he stood for. These were people she didn't mind being allied with. But where was Azola / Malia right now, Jilitse wondered.
The Benshiran Jilitse froze where she stood as the meeting began. She bowed her head solemnly, and joined in the silence that proclaimed the passing away of people from the Order. Did they die by the hands of another being, creature, did Vayt give them a kiss, did they die out there in the battlefield of life fighting for something they firmly believed in? Will there be a time when Priskil would deliver her from Dira and speak her name to commemmorate her death among her friends? Jilitse was too old, her death wouldn't be missed. But if to death's bosom she shall return, she wanted to die fighting. Die for Mashaen.
By the time Dina started speaking, Jilitse had started moving towards the back. She didn't want to mingle in the throng of people, as an undead had a stench not many could tolerate. Even the balm and fluids used to preserve the body could offend anyone's nose. She listened about Sagallius, and later Drainira. She squirmed uncomfortably as the champion spoke of Opportunity, grimaced when her existence was briefly mentioned. It occured to her that the Order, or some of them, fought and lived and died against Sagallius. Mashaen was right, Priskil was where she should begin. The Archwizard did not foresee however, that his mediocre of an apprentice will have to forge a new self in order to fight alongside the Goddess of Hope. She could become a heroine in her own tale! It sounded daunting, but would a regular person ever think of bringing down a God and his champion? Hope surged from within the depths of her soul. That was when Dina's words punched her back into becoming an Animator. The golem had found itself a mobile body, and was now searching for ways to evolve? Jilitse had to get back to her books, especially Project D. If she could only follow in her mentor's footsteps she could reengineer Drainira! She paused, realizing that she was getting ahead of herself. Such ambition, she never had any ambition past that of serving Archwizard Mashaen... Jil recoiled from her thoughts when Priskil spoke again.
The Nuit had her earlier suspicions against Torc - which was an understatement, for the Nuit always had suspicions about everyone around her. It came no surprise to Jilitse when the man-Isur was brought forward to speak. Ha! She whispered to herself, I was right. The one without a light. She listened to him speak, of Cheva and Kelwyn and Lhex, and read in his words those of limited lifelines would not be able to read.
The logic of it all was a ball of yarn that one with the right methods could easily unravel. Creating a new heart for Aquiras wasn't something people thought of everyday, the way nobody really waged war against Drainira and Sagallius just because. Jilitse's motive was the fulfillment of a promise, but somehow she was very very dissatisfied with Torc's words. A Maker. A Creator. Jilitse couldn't supress her opinions of the man. He might be going down the path of mistake Mashaen had treaded before.
And so after everyone had voiced their approval, after Torc had delivered his answers to their curious questions, she became the first voice of dissent.
She resisted the urge to speak formally, "Good day, it is my first time here in Zagaria. My name is Jilitse, lately of Yahebah," she went around the bush, "and I am acquainted with Sagallius in a previous life." She continued, should other people misinterpret, "I lived before the Valterrian, and I had served as errand girl for Sagallius, before becoming apprentice to the leader of Sahova, the Archwizard Zarik Mashaen, the man who created Drainira. I have been with... Drainira for more than five centuries, and was witness to her escape from Sahova." She pulled off her veil, revealing the face of a no-longer-young woman with pale skin with faint hues of blue and green - she was undead - if her weary blue eyes did not reveal that fact, then the manner in which she spoke, a slow monotonous cadence with no breaths, stated her unlife. She was from Sahova. Whatever brought her to Yahebah, anyway?
"I would understand the enthusiasm with Torc's quest. Here we are with the recipe for a God's heart, and maybe Aquiras would finally wake from slumber at the end of it all," She nodded, and gave off the feeling that she wanted it to happen so. Yet she continued voicing her argument, "But there are a number of things I would like to be put forward to the table before a decision is made. With all due respect," she threw her eyes at Priskil, but did not wait for an approval to continue her words. It was evident to Jilitse that Priskil brought her followers to Zagaria because of Torc's endeavor, that the Goddess would want to consult with her followers before making an important decision.
"I have received a request from Drainira's creator. The golem supervisor needs to be destroyed." She assumed that the people, most of them anyway, knew who Drainira was, what she was, and what she was capable of. "I implore you," her voice, though soporific, pleaded, "consider the error of Archwizard Mashaen."
"He is an animator, and so am I. Some of you may frown upon the fact that we create life upon our own hands. That point aside, Drainira was meant to be a Supervisor to the Citadel of Sahova, if anything else, then nothing more than a slab of stone." Jilitse filled them in with the one worry that some have failed to weigh, "I mean no disrespect to Izurdin, but there are creators who mean no evil but create something too ambitious, succeed in it, yet end up with something else entirely at the end of it all." Jil hurt herself with those words. Still, she played on her words a little more before driving the point home. "What if we succeed in creating a God's heart? What if we do." She let them considered the possibility of success. Jilitse knew when to pause at the words that challenged people's minds. "Let us say that among of all us, there will be those who will be willing to assist Torc, let us say these people succeed. What is the guarantee that it will be used to restore Aquiras heart, that it will work the way it is supposed to, that it will not end up with its own mind like Drainira?" Like its own soul, she wanted to say.
"And more than that," Jilitse spoke more softly, less belligerent, "should we wish to pursue this," Jil could understand and relate to Priskil's love of Aquiras. Her promise to the Goddess that she will bring back Aquiras' heart was not forgotten, and she would help if her help was needed. She just had a little reservations on Torc's invitation, "What do we do in the event that Sagallius catches wind of our task and intercept us the moment the heart is completed? He would surely want a godsheart of his own! But more than that, what of the other deities who would want to stake claim in the heart of a god? What of ambitious demi-gods who are waiting to ascend into godhood?" Her eyes were cold blue stone, reflecting her resolve. She finally understood why Priskil had to haul her here from Yahebah. But petch why was it so cold? "If the Order is barely keeping up with the fight against Sagallius, what then if we make more enemies by entertaining this quest?"
Jilitse just wanted the bases to be covered, she had many bodies to spare - as long as there was an available body to jump into in the event of grave would or fatality - but she only had one life to live. And it had to count for killing Drainira, for killing Sagallius, for saving Aquiras. Think before acting, as the old saying goes. The Nuit went silent after her long speech and waited for a voice of reason.
Maybe Torc himself would quell Jilitse's ramblings. |