by Erato on August 14th, 2011, 6:03 am
There was something unexpectedly sweet in Devmond’s words, or perhaps it was… no, it wasn’t something else. Erato felt almost guilty as her hands continued to work at his back and neck, having been one who was certainly full of the prejudice he spoke of. Symenestra… it sounded like something from a dream, something she may have heard once in passing, or glanced over in a book. She had known only that things were different away from home, that men bred all sorts of danger and greed, particularly among those not of their kind. Konti were blessed of a god and goddesses, filled with culture and peace. War was a thing of the past, an ugly, evil thing that no lover of life could accept. Such things brought pain, the very thing Erato had spent her life curing.
Devmond did have a fearsomeness all his own when he choose to show it, perhaps not always intentionally. Erato remembered easily his dark clothes, the clever eyes and sharp smile that could wax and wane like the moon. There was evidence that he had known violence, and more still with what he revealed of his life, but the konti did struggle to believe that is was purely the prejudice of others. Yes, the odds had been unfair with the case of Nilkayn, and certainly unprovoked, but Erato couldn’t help but wonder if Devmond or his people had truly done nothing wrong. He blanketed his misfortunes as “misunderstandings,” which were common among different cultures, but Nilkayn had shown no ire towards her. What with the scales and webbed fingers, she knew it was obvious that she was not quite “normal.” Was it simply because she appeared to be less threatening?
But if that were the case, if Devmond had done something wrong, why would he be desirous to make connections with the outside world? Perhaps it was only the appearance of his people, ugly tales of the past that haunted him even in a time of peace. Horror tales of Symenestra certainly hadn’t touched her ears, and while the konti weren’t in the lifeblood of Mizahar, she was confident she would have heard of an entire race causing havoc. Besides, she thought, he isn’t so threatening now, so kind… his skin is so smooth…
Erato blinked, blushing again when she realized her hands were doing nothing medical at all. Her fingers had wandered back to his neck, grazing against his scalp where the small tender hairs began to thicken into his styled, purply locks. She couldn’t quite get over the perfect smoothness and softness, like flowing silk in water. It didn’t make any sense, the desire to move closer and feel it with her cheek, to smell it, to tease her fingers through it and remember what silk felt like. Devmond styled his hair rather deceptively, just like his clothes, which were sharp and harsh. But there were weak spots, spots where she could feel the soft little hairs on his neck and the smooth skin there.
Maybe, maybe that’s just how he is, hard on the outside and soft within. One would expect that from a man followed by darkness and bad reputation, something that is not purposely of his making. Perhaps his race truly is very different, simply misunderstood for living beneath the touch of the breeze, of the sun. Oh, how dreadful it would be to not know the sun! Erato’s thoughts continued to wander as her hands purposefully left his neck and went back to the shoulders, steadily drawing closer to the new injury. The konti knew better than to massage the wound, but she would need to poke around to determine just what had happened. Perhaps then she could convince Devmond to make their own little camp so she could make the needed medicine. Would that not be excuse enough to keep them from returning for the night?
“You mistake my charity, Devmond. One approaches things as they know best, not always in the most logical or sensible fashion. I knew healing as a child and my life has deviated from it very little since. One who has to care for the injured does not care to inflict more wounds, as all must be accounted for one way or another. I choose the higher path, and Avalis guides each step upon it. If evil is to inflict pain and goodness to relieve it, then I have done good in the world and all other perceptions are obsolete. While few minds are so morally simple, such is the action I have known to take, and I choose no other. Perhaps in seeking true connection and peace for your people, you, too, wish for something similar.”