Day of 2 Spring, AV 508 "Happy Birthday Old Man." Valleck sighed heavily to himself as he stepped off the boat and onto the docks of Zeltiva. It was another year, the mark of him being another year older. He still had his memory with him, and the vivid recollections of his past were so strong that he could remember just how he used to feel on his namedays. Nothing. From age nine to ten, he felt no different. From twenty to twenty-one, he was still in his prime, healthy, energetic, he hardly felt the years passed. Then he hit his late thirties when his injuries tended to hurt longer. Mid forties brought about the age of loss, when almost everyone he looked up to as a young man were dead, or dying. Fifties brought nothing but pain in the mornings and breathless rest periods after any brief moment of exhaustion. Sixties, and he was all but washed up. He could still weild a sword, and with Yahal's eternal help, he could still fight off hordes of bandits and thugs, though he was ache for days afterwards. Turning seventy brought about regret and pain because of his past. He often wondered how might he have been different if he settled down, married, and actually raised a child. It was likely he had dozens of his blood running around Mizahar, perhaps even grandchildren, but most he would never know of, and that hurt him. He was no father, and he often felt a void because of it. Despite his age, Valleck still carried his sword, not the Caedeserus, that blade had parted with him years ago, or was it he that parted with it? Regardless, the old friends were separated after decades of battles together. With each other's help, they both grew strong. The Caedeserus didn't age though, it had no weakness. Valleck was well wrinkled now. "I wonder what eighty will bring. Perhaps it will finally be my death." Such thoughts came up about every decade he survived to experience though. He believed because of his perilous lifestyle that he'd never see thirty. Then forty was old man age so he would never be able to survive then. Fifty was ridiculous for any human to survive, let alone still struggling and fighting. Sixty and seventy he expected to trip and fall to his death, yet even this failed him. Perhaps a peaceful death in his sleep would embrace him at eighty? One could only hope. Not much of a historic end, but he wasn't much of a hero, not like in all the tales children loved to hear. No, he only did things that his dear friend Gorah knew of. Perhaps he would carry Valleck's history to the world? That would please the old man. Valleck slowly walked the streets of Zeltiva, staff in hand to help himself walk, damn his leg. It was impossible to walk anywhere without his limp, and the pain never ceased. It was something you grew accustomed to, but never really could tolerate. He knew it would be there for the rest of his days, what few there may be, but dammit, how did you learn to deal with pain to the point where it no longers bothers the body? "Happy birthday old boy." |