71st Summer, 511 A.V. The tavern had quickly become one of his favorite places in Ravok, its brew pleasant in his mouth. He wasn't sure he liked the idea that he had a favorite place or a pleasant experience in this place that was supposed to be anathema. His mind was always tallying information, the which he would have to send back to Syliras before long, but he hadn't discovered anything particularly useful, which was upsetting. Its implications were unsettling. Intellectually, he could play games with the idea of evil, but the visceral experience of Evil's city should not have gone down so sweetly... But here he was known by the name Andry Ellis. Here he was doing actual business as a magecrafter, not depending on the goodwill of university dons or Syliran knights. Here he was doing good, he believed. For Kendall, for Clyde, for Syliras. He concentrated on his closed fist, letting his will work unseen in that damp darkness, pulling matter apart and away from a center until he opened his palm to reveal a spot of utter blackness, something nobody could even see unless they were at his table with him, a view of the Nitrozian Plaza out the window. But his little black hole tugged at everything, ever so gently, and he wondered if that was the nature of evil: an emptiness, a need that pulled, devoured. There was a dualism between expanding and contracting, giving and receiving, ...thus, good and evil? Or duality was a lie. Reality was a lie. He sighed, seeing no answers in his little portal to the Void. He banished it and reached for his mug, taking a mouthful of Silver Sliver to savor before swallowing. Another sigh and two marble sized balls of dim energy appeared in his hand, one transmuting into a mixture of res and water, the other into res and stone. He rolled the two around, keeping them discreet from one another, then weaving them through his fingers like Lhavitian meditation balls. Some berated him for 'useless' displays of magic, but he felt that fine control was important, a casual familiarity with magic helpful, developing instincts for working greater magics that might could go terribly wrong. |