Nil'kayn's Absence Thread

[Nil'kayn]

Hey guys,

As some of you may now I won't be online much lately and I think it may be even longer.

1. I have the flu
2. Once I get better I have a bunch of RL stuff I need to get done
3. I'm stressed out and seem to not be motivated to write at the moment.

So I dunno when I will be back it shouldn't be too long, but Ill be back just need a break. Sorry to those I'm threading with I have also lots of threads planned that I have yet to get to, but I just can't post. I have writers block and im extremely busy.

~Nilkayn

[Nil'kayn]

Hey Everyone.

Well some RL stuff happened and long story short I have been banned from Mizahar for the time being until sometime in the unknown future. So all my attempted alts that I was in creation are now being retired before they where created, and my guess is Nil'kayn died somehow in the Priskil Quest. I am sorry for those that I have left threads with, but you can do whatever you like to finish them up or what not. I don't know if I will ever be able to come back to Mizahar. Theres nothing wrong with Mizahar just some RL bullshyke. So love you all and I'm sorry to have to say im gone.

[Tessa Poe]

Not sure if you'll get to see this, given the banning and all Nilk, but sorry to hear about the trouble you're having.

Hope you manage to get things sorted out and make it back here. Take care of yourself now y'hear?

Phil

[Talen Stirling]

Good luck Nilk!

I'm sure everything will work out for the best. Looking forward to seeing you in another thread.

[Nil'kayn]

Ok so for people that want to know the whole story...

I'v had serious depression for a few years now. Iv been, in and out of psych wards, after suicide attempts for around a year or so now. Around two weeks ago I attempted it again, and was placed in psych ward for week as per usual.

Mizahar has been good to me and made me felt better much of the time, but sometimes there is no way to stop my feelings. But anyways, my dad went through my history and saw lots of Mizahar. He then blocked it when I got home. My guess is he thought it was the reason I attempted it again. IT WAS NOT. It was helping, generally on a day-to-day basis. Anyways he blocked it. I found away around it today and found a way into chat. Yura and others helped me to find out ways to get around my dads restrictions.

So as far as my characters go...im unsure how to proceed.

After an account has applied for retired PC it seems to lose a few privileges on the site. So I think I might have to let Nilk just die and create new PC.

P.S. If I do go missing again it means my dad has found ways to black me most likely, I will try to get around them, but im unsure if he might just block me out entirely. With that unpredictability...maybe its not so good if I go back to RP, might mess some people up.

[Nil'kayn]

So my mum convinced my dad to remove the ban. So now I can get on. One problem...I applied for retired account as soon as heard I was banned, (my dad said it was permanent). And so now my account is stuffed up abit. I dunno how to a fix it, ill have to contact a founder, but if there's no way to fix it then i guess ill have to say goodbye to Nilk...

[Tarot]

If you can post here, your account should be okay. Mostly any change can be undone. Just make sure you have your parents' permission to be on the site. Circumventing a legal guardian's authority with our knowledge puts us into an uncomfortable position and, while it may seem far-fetched, even expose the site to legal action. Every member here should act responsibly.

[Nil'kayn]

Sweet thx Tarot. Ya sorry about that ya wouldn't want to get you guys in trouble. But its ok now.