While the nuit's gaze caused Ialari to inwardly shiver, his growing display of emotion despite his fading existence reached deep into the isur and lightly tickled something that had been slowly buried over the many days she had spent in the citadel. Her encounter with the mental trap left by Drainira had caused many changes in Ialari; slow and methodical at first , becoming more insidious as time passed. Her own cruelty and focused tormenting was also not solely directed at Rawass although his assumptions of her still scraped her patience like a jagged rock on flesh.
For the moment she allowed herself to answer the dying nuit's questions if only to be able to get whatever else he had left to give.
Her grip loosened on his arm and she released it before stepping back a pace. With a soft sigh, she spoke softly, the poison gone from her voice, "I am not like Drainira and I am not doing this out of some misplaced greed. You think I am filled with only hatred and a thirst to control everything around me? Hardly." She reached down and moved the urn away from Rawass before continuing.
"I do love. I love my family, my clan, my people and my god. I love my home in Sultros. I love the mountains, the tunnels the caverns, yes, Rawass, I do love. As much as I love them all, I still see how the shattering of the world has hurt them. We were once a proud, prosperous people of beauty, creativity and industry. Others saw us as friends, teachers and providers. Even the great Alahean Empire thought highly of the Isur and Alahea and Izurith cities were close friends and allies. All that changed when the humans angered the gods and in turn had their kingdom obliterated for their transgression. As you are well aware, the devastation did not end with Alahea." Ialari's voice shook a bit before she stopped and took a deep breath.
"First, a short history lesson for the ancient. Before he died of an age greater than many of our kind, my grandfather told me the stoy of how Izurith was destroyed. The mountains around it and the ground beneath it exploded. Entire families, even whole clans were consumed by the destruction; burning in the flames and crushed by the very place they called home. Perhaps in your isolation here beneath the protection of your great citadel and vast magic you could not know the fury that the humans brought down upon us. What few survivors there were, left the ruins of Izurith and fled west and further into the mountains. There they battled yet more unfathomable horrors released from their worldly prisons by the divine chaos and suffered even greater losses before finally finding a new home. It has only been five centuries. For humans, that is an eternity and most have forgotten what happened. For us the wounds are fresh and the vivid memories remain. We are a people who must stay isolated from a world that once came to us for guidance for now they look to us for treasure and wealth. Both of which we do not have. Our people, once united as one, now live in five different fortified cities beneath citadels rivaled only by this one." As she spoke of the humans and what she felt they had driven the Isur to, Ialari's voice took on more poison than she had displayed to Rawass thus far.
"Crave power? Power for power's sake is empty. Does anything lie beneath my hatred and the scaled pattern of my plans? Yes, I have a purpose. It is the love for my people and the immeasurable sadness I feel at knowing my people suffered for and to this day, continue to pay for the sins of the humans. Thoughtless, short-lived insects whose greed and ignorance though not destroying, succeeded in crippling my people. Still more, their brutish descendants now seek to raid and pillage us into little more than a tattered, burnt page in one of the few fractured pre-Valterrian texts my people still possess."
The poison in her voice subsided again, this time replaced by determination, "Izurdin teaches us patience; patience that all will be as it is intended. However, for me, patience is not hiding in a hole and hoping that the humans will learn from the past, especially when none of them remember it. No, patience is actively working to restore balance knowing that with dedication and focus, you cannot lose. It is keeping your focus regardless of setbacks. It is taking all of those little steps needed to reach the pinnacle of your goal. Patience is waiting until an opportunity presents itself and seizing it. I didn't plan on coming to Sahova. I didn't plan on standing here in this room with you, bleeding you dry and searching for answers that I am still forming questions for. Yet the opportunity presented itself."
Ialari paused, a disturbing thought occurring to her. Was it possible that she had become too focused one what she was doing that she was beginning to actually lose sight of her real purpose? She was looking for a way to enslave a nuit to serve as a pawn in her farther-reaching goals yet in the process was actually losing touch with those goals. A slight grinding sound could be heard as she tightly clenched her metallic fist. This nuit still deserved what was happening to him; he was a criminal, a murderer, weak and foul to the core.
"An opportunity that until now, I have not fully realized. I will learn all that is necessary from this place and gain the tools needed to help restore my people. I am not like Drainira in that I have a purpose of my own choosing that is about more than just myself. Now, what about you, Rawass? What was your purpose as you entered eternity?"
To Ialari, Rawass was becoming less of a sentient being and more a book to be read and learned from before closing and setting aside. She knew the end of the book was near but as she read, she was quickly seeing that it held more for her than she first thought.