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Laszlo's Ethaefal form is handsome by most standards, able to pass for young, but at the same time possessing an ageless quality. His eyes are a warm, liquid amber, sometimes impossibly vibrant. The sleek horns coming from his temples, glassy and occasionally semi-translucent in certain lights, draw in an easy, circular curve. His hair is an agreeable length, forever a playful mess of waves and curls, changing color gradually with the seasons. More often than not, it is fashionably tied back. His fair, unblemished skin is a healthy color and sometimes gives off a bronze shimmer in the proper lights.
He stands at over six feet with a good, firm build. He dresses in modest, common styles, usually with dark, earthy tones.
Spring; Hair:Golden BlondHorns:Pale Lilac Summer; Hair:Reddish ChestnutHorns:White Autumn; Hair:Fiery AuburnHorns:Milky Red Winter; Hair:Moderate BrunetHorns:Forest Green
When the sun sets, Laszlo takes on the form of a Symenestra. Though he stands at the same height, his build is now thin and lissome, with the trademark elongated appendages of the Symenestra race. Laszlo loses his horns and some of the curl in his hair, trading his auburn for slightly longer, dark silver. On each of his fingers are long, wicked nails, sharp like claws and black as ebony. His skin loses its healthy color, becoming a more greyish hue, like the skin of old mushrooms, traced with subtle, delicate veins. This makes his sparkling violet eyes stand out like radiant gemstones against an otherwise achromatic visage. In this form, Laszlo appears to be a Symenestra in his mid 30s.
When he shifts into his night phase, Laszlo usually prefers to let down his hair, allowing it to rest upon his shoulders. He usually wears a thick, leathery jacket in place of the chitin armor his once-kin are known for. The undershirt he wears beneath reveals his light build and thin waistline. In places where he feels a Symenestra would be an unwelcome sight, he often dons a hooded cloak, or a cowl in warmer weather.
History
Beginnings The Ethaefal, a son of Syna who came to call himself Laszlo, fell into the Suvan Sea at dawn in the middle of winter, just off the coast of Syliras. Terrified, cold, and confused, he desperately swam to the only land he could see, motivated by a sudden and overpowering fear of drowning. He collapsed on the shore, where he was found by a fisherman's young daughter.
He would later awake in bed, finding himself nursed by the fisherman's oldest daughter. The family allowed him to stay in their home, where he spent his first two days of life. He adopted the alias Laszlo at this time, which was the name of the family's deceased pet bird.
A series of unfortunate events soon forced him to leave the city, setting him on a course for Alvadas. He learned what little he could about his Symenestra form during the journey, mostly through dark rumors of a monstrous race known for kidnapping young women.
As soon as the ship reached land, Laszlo made plans to travel to Kalinor.
The strange city of Alvadas was left behind and hastily forgotten, but stories of the place would circulate through the mountain caravan and settle in the back of his mind. Eventually, they would lead him back to the City of Illusions, a decision he would deeply regret.
The Ethaefal spent about a year in Kalinor, a city devoid of sunlight, learning what he could about his former race. He discovered that some rumors were baseless, while others were true. Laszlo even discovered the remnants of his past life, the legacy left behind by Vethis Orthilia, murdered by a human in his young adulthood.
Eventually, life in Kalinor became taxing and painful. Occasional trips to the surface to replenish himself with sunlight were no longer enough. He had also become a burden on his former family, coming to realize that he was no longer the person he once was. As much as he wanted a place to belong, to reclaim the feeling of fraternity he'd lost as an Ethaefal, he found it was impossible to reclaim his past and simply pick up where he left off. He was no longer a Symenestra.
In the late summer months of 510, he came across an opportunity to travel back to Alvadas. Intrigued by the stories he recalled of Ionu's city, Laszlo took his chance and left. To this day, he considers it to be one of the worst ideas he's ever had.
Set Adrift No longer seeking his past, Laszlo decided to carve out a life in the present, best he could considering his circumstances. Indoctrinated with Symenestra values, he sought to lay down roots, never thinking that a city with shifting streets would have other plans for him. Befriending a Ravokian human and a Lhavitian Dra, Laszlo co-established a small, hole in the wall tavern, selling cheap ale, lager, and later a Denvali liquor known as Degtine.
There, Laszlo learned he had not lost everything--by being shown that he could still lose more. After another series of unfortunate events, Laszlo eventually found himself in Lhavit. There he resides, clinging loosely onto what he still has left.
Influences
Since his fall, Laszlo has met a handful of people who have deeply influenced his identity and directly changed his life. Some of them have taken the place of family for the wayward Ethaefal, and some have left shadows on his character that he won't soon forget.
Duvalyon Hellebore
The Medic from Kalinor :
The Symenestra medic Duvalyon treated Laszlo for a head injury at the Place of Purging in Kalinor, in the Spring of 510. Upon learning that Laszlo had no family and nowhere to go, he unexpectedly offered to let the Ethaefal stay with him and his Kelvic, Dor. Not only was Duvalyon the first Symenestra that Laszlo ever grew acquainted with, but he was the first person who had ever taken a personal interest in helping him. Despite Duvalyon's youth, he displays patience and wisdom beyond his years. Laszlo regards him as something of a mentor.
More recently, in the Spring of 512, Laszlo recruited Duvalyon's help and medical skill for a deeply personal crisis. After traveling to Lhavit, they shared an apartment along with Abalia, an Alvadan human. After she died, Duvalyon returned home to Kalinor.
Seven Xu and Victor Lark
The Pair that Fell Together :
In Fall of 511, Laszlo first met Victor Lark, a human from Ravok, at the Cubacious Inn in Alvadas. With similar childlike mindsets, they were quickly friendly with one another and joined in a lighthearted game racing through the city streets and over rooftops. Later, outside the Bizarre in Alvadas, Laszlo also met Victor's companion, Seven Xu, a Lhavitian Dra-Symenestra. With his mixed racial heritage, Seven was neither truly Symenestra nor truly Human, which mirrored Laszlo's own in-between identity.
After a little convincing, the three of them partnered up and started their own Alvadas tavern, called the Sun and Stars. The demanding work environment put tension between Laszlo and the other two, as he became more aware of his role as a third wheel. Everything began falling apart when Laszlo found Victor and Seven in the middle of a cold-blooded murder, cruelly ending the life of a Kelvic raccoon named Roxanne. Learning that her death was legally sanctioned by Ionu's Wager, Laszlo kept quiet about it, but gradually any semblance of a friendship evaporated until he finally left Alvadas.
While relations between Laszlo and Seven are still mostly positive, there is a simmering loathing with an edge of fear felt toward Victor.
Abalia
The Gambler from Alvadas :
Laszlo's relationship with Abalia has been one of both deep frustration and blissful contentment. He first met the Alvad days after the death of Roxanne—Abalia's Kelvic bondmate. When Laszlo learned that Abalia was looking for her raccoon, he claimed ignorance and promptly decided to never associate with the girl again. Alvadas, however, has a life of its own, and seemed to keep pushing them together. Though Laszlo tried to keep away from her out of guilt, Abalia was fixated on him, inspired by her soft spot for Symenestra. Eventually his resistance eroded away, and he discovered that he was in fact very fond of Abalia's quirky and observant nature. Knowing that she had lost her only friend, the last of Laszlo's resolve was shattered by his profound remorse. He decided then that it was his responsibility to fill the hole that Roxanne had left.
Their budding romance soon met with disaster. Not only did Abalia learn the truth about Roxanne, and that Laszlo did indeed know what happened to her, but she also discovered that she was pregnant with Laszlo's child. He panicked, not out of fear of becoming a father, but because he did not know what traits his child would inherit from its Ethaefal parent. His mortal side was Symenestra, which seemed to pose a very likely possibility that childbirth could kill Abalia. Out of desperation, he brought her to Kalinor and begged Duvalyon for help. The three of them traveled to Lhavit, where they could do more research at the Bharani Library in hopes of saving Abalia's life.
She died on Fall 11th, 512, giving birth to their daughter, Avalyon.
Avalyon
The Daughter of an Ethaefal :
Laszlo's infant daughter, born the 11th of Fall, 512 AV. She is named for both Abalia and Duvalyon, and affectionately referred to as Ava. Despite having a human mother and an Ethaefal father, Ava is a fully mortal Symenestra, with violet eyes and tufts of silken, graphite hair. In order to give Ava a normal, happy Symenestra life in Kalinor with the rest of her kind, Laszlo surrendered his daughter to the Hellebore Web, gifting her with two loving parents, grandparents, siblings, cousins, and at least one very vigilant uncle.
Fia Eaven
The Blacksmith from Denval :
She appeared at an opportune time when Laszlo was still grieving over the death of Abalia. Steeped in tragedies of her own, it was easy for them to draw comfort from one another's company. Neither could replace what each had respectively lost, but they both needed the same distractions and an easy kind of friendship that was light as it was loyal. Originaly from Denval, Fia struggled to find a place to root herself in Lhavit, so Laszlo offered to let her stay in Duvalyon's old room as a temporary arrangement.
Fia's mortifying fear of Symenestra complicates this friendship, and although Laszlo tries to accommodate for this caveat, it can have a tendency to erode his patience. To foster a better truce with his evening phase, they occasionally spend time reading texts and old letters. Fia struggles with the written word, but Laszlo is glad to be useful.
Recently, and rather inadvertently, they have both found themselves on a ship bound for Eyktol.
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Long wool cloak that hangs from the shoulders. Attached hood can cover the head. Silver chain clasp at the chest.
brown cotton jacket
6sm
Great Bazaar, Syliras
Still in good condition. Crisp shoulders with folded collar.
brown leather boots
-
Fenwick Family (SP)
Mid-calf length. Leather is soft and well worked after much use.
brown leather sandals
2sm
Kalinor
Easy to slip off.
undergarments
-
Fenwick Family (SP)
:3
brown leather belt
-
Fenwick Family (SP)
Two eyelets are equally worn.
canvas gloves
5cm
Great Bazaar, Syliras
Sometimes worn to hide his nails. The fingertips are badly worn.
broad-brimmed hat
10gm
Alvadas
It's the only kind of hat Laszlo can wear in the daytime.
Trunk:
Item
Cost
Acquired
Information
wooden comb
-
Syliras(SP)
Well used, with a couple missing teeth.
brush
-
Syliras(SP)
Made of ox fur. Well used.
razor
-
Kalinor(SP)
Sufficiently sharp with some wear.
soap
-
The Bizarre, Alvadas (SP)
He has no idea what it's made of but it is wonderful.
opagloam rock
-
Opalgloam Caverns, Kalinor
This fist-sized rock is smooth on one side and jagged on another. In dimmer lights, the rock is phosphorescent and glows softly. Laszlo uses it as a lamp in his room.
deed to Sun and Stars Tavern
290.62gm
The Sanity Center, Alvadas
A crisp document certifying Laszlo as a co-owner of the Sun and Stars Tavern in Alvadas. Torn up.
hemp rope
3gm
Surya Plaza, Lhavit
This is not a particularly remarkable rope. It's a bit rough.
10-foot ladder
5cm
Surya Plaza, Lhavit
For getting up high. Bought "just in case".
silk scarf
3gm
Lhavit
A scarf made from imported silk, gold in color.
flask
3cm
The Bizarre, Alvadas
A small, simple flask. It is now empty.
tavern key
-
The Sanity Center, Alvadas
A small brass key that opens the front door to the Sun and Stars Stallion's Rear tavern. Leftover from his former co-ownership.
glass bauble
-
Alvadas Inn Room
A spun glass trinket in the shape of a 13-rayed sun. Laszlo took this from a room at the Cubacious Inn belonging to a deceased friend.
"Tragedy" katana
Personal Trade
Elhaym, Lhavit
An old, but well-maintained katana once intended for Sooyun Furuma, who died before she could receive it. Named "Tragedy" by those who honored her. Gifted to Laszlo by Elhaym Vormav, Sooyun's descendant, as a trade for knowledge on Hypnotism. (Image)
pot, iron
5sm
Surya Plaza
Housing:Acquired late Spring, 512 An elegant, 2-bedroom flat at the Solar Wind Apartments. Includes the usual furnishings; a low-elevated Lhavitian-style bed, a wooden desk, a soft, rounded chair, a hearth, armoire and couch. Various plants and pictures adorn the walls.
Ledger
323.23 gold-rimmed mizas
Expenses for 511(including character creation) :
Fall 100GRM (Starting) +500GRM (No Housing) +300.80grm (Pilfered Goods Fall 91, 511) +199.50 grm (Seasonal Wages: Fall) -16.63 grm(Fall Recreational Expenses) -45 grm (Cost of Living: Fall, PoorLaszlo very rarely eats, almost eliminating his food expenses) -290.62 grm (Purchasing and financing the Sun and Stars Tavern, Alvadas) -96.88 grm (Debt repayed to Seven and Victor) 651GM 1SM 7CM
Winter 651.17GRM (Starting Winter) -20 grm (Fur Cloak for Abalia) -10 grm (Broad-brimmed hat) +460 grm (Seasonal Wages: Winter) -122.67 grm (Debt owed to Seven) -30.67 grm (Debt owed to Victor) -45 grm (Cost of Living: Winter, PoorLaszlo very rarely eats, almost eliminating his food expenses) -600 grm (Hiring Mercenaries and Guides for travel across Kalea) -3 crm (flask) +2 grm (sold Siofra's 40 longbow arrows) +75 grm (sold Siofra's longbow) +20 grm (sold Siofra's quiver) +30 grm (Sold Crescent Sword) 409GM 8SM 0CM
Expenses for Spring 512 :
409.80 GRM (Starting Spring) -1 grm (Pound of Apples) -150 grm (Exchange) +150 kina (Exchange - Miza > Kina) +60 kina (Spring Wages, prorated for Rent at the Solar Wind Apartments by Legion) -135 cost of living (Common) -54 grm (Hired two mercenaries for 27 days at 1gm a piece) 69GM 8SM 0CM 210 Kina
Expenses for Summer 512 :
69.80GRM, 210 Kina (Starting Summer) -135 kina cost of living (Common) +328 kina Summer Wages (Prorated for Solar Winds rent) 69.80 GRM, 399.50 Kina
Winter 512 69.80GRM, 353.45 Kina (Starting Winter) -100 Kina (Passage to Eyktol via Merchant Kersha) -253.43 Kina +253.43GRM (Money Conversion) - 2 topaz kina (Sword Oiling) 69.80GRM, 253.43 Kina
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In the daytime I am one of Syna's fallen. At night, I am Symenestra.
Spring 44th, 512 - Promise You Won't Be Mad(Climbing +2, Rhetoric +1, Acrobatics +1) Spring 44th, 512 - Brutal Honesty Spring 45th, 512 - To Meet with Deadly Grace*Inactive Spring 60th, 512 - Friends of Akajia * (Wilderness Survival 1, Climbing 1, Observation 3, Medicine 1, Storytelling 1, Persuasion 1) Spring 77th, 512 - Burdened *(Hypnotism 3, Writing 2, Diplomacy 2, Rhetoric 2) Spring 78th, 512 - Aloft Spring 78th, 512 - Get a Grip *(Teaching 3, Katana 3, Hypnosis 3, Persuasion 2) Spring 80th, 512 - No Colors On Our Skin *(Hypnotism +2, Leadership +1) Spring 82nd, 512 - Paper Cuts*Inactive Spring 84th, 512 - Cut Off the Blood Flow Spring 85th, 512 - Pinned(Inactive Solo) Spring 86th, 512 - Red and Yellow
Fall 17th, 511 - So Far From Home(Dream) (Inactive) Fall 26th, 511 - Alter My Ego *(+3 Impersonation, +3 Observation, +3 Investigation, +2 Climbing, +1Interrogation) Fall 28th, 511 - Thick-skinned *(+1 Observation, +1 Rhetoric) Fall 29th, 511 - Under a Different Light *(+2 Hypnotism, +2 Rhetoric, +1 Observation) Fall 30th, 511 - Break the Dawn*Inactive Fall 31st, 511 - Wanted(Dream) (Inactive) Fall 32nd, 511 - Species(Inactive) Fall 33rd, 511 - A Bad Mood *(+4 Hypnotism, +2 Observation) Fall 34th, 511 - Just Go With It Fall 35th, 511 - Not Entirely to Plan Fall 37th, 511 - Let Me Be(Inactive) Fall 40th, 511 - Day Meets Night *(+3 Seduction, +1 Persuasion, +1 Observation, +1 Running, +1 Philosophy, +1 Rhetoric) Fall 43rd, 511 - Contracted Interests(Observation +4, Investigation +2, Hypnotism +1, Persuasion +1) Fall 45th, 511 - The Ball Is Rolling*Inactive Fall 51st, 511 - Paradigm(Dream) (Inactive) Fall 57th, 511 - An Expected Encounter *(+2 Storytelling, +1 Interrogation) Fall 61st, 511 - We Sheeps Got to Stick Together(+2 Bartending, +2 Negotiation) Fall 65th, 511 - Worldly(+3 Bartending, +3 Seduction) Fall 67th, 511 - A New Night(+3 Bartending, +2 Subterfuge) Fall 74th, 511 - The Fading Embers* +2 Hypnotism, +3 Rhetoric, +2 Interrogation, +1 Storytelling) Fall 85th, 511 - Aim for My Heart*(+2 Hypnotism) Fall 87th, 511 - Consequently(Bartending 2 XP, Observation 3 XP, Interrogation 2 XP, Acting 3 XP, Storytelling 3 XP, Socialization 2 XP, Intimidation 1 XP) Fall 89th, 511 - The In-Between *(+3 Persuasion, +1 Seduction) Fall 90th, 511 - Sea of Diamonds*(+1 Hypnotism, +2 Philosophy, +2 Rhetoric, +1 Seduction, +1 Storytelling) Fall 91st, 511 - Dreaming Your Dreams*(+4 Brawling, +3 Persuasion, +3 Investigation, +2 Interrogation, +2 Observation, +2 Subterfuge, +1 Weapon: Knife)
510 :
Spring 74th, 510 - Gravity*(+3 Observation) Spring 75th, 510 - Locked Away*Inactive Spring 76th, 510 - Internal*Inactive Summer 15th, 510 - A Bloody Prayer*(+2 Subterfuge, +2 Philosophy) Fall 78th, 510 - Just Listen *(+4 Interrogation, +3 Philosophy) Winter 2nd, 510 - Second Chance*(+4 Observation, +3 Rhetoric, +2 Interrogation) Winter 33rd, 510 - Study Buddy*Inactive
2. Do you go by a nickname or pet name? "Laz" once. A favorite of women, usually.
3. How old are you? Hm. Technically three, by earthly standards. I've existed longer.
4. What is your height? Last I measured, six feet and two inches.
5. What is your weight? It changes. This shape in particular is surprisingly light.
Aesthetics :
1. Describe yourself as you see yourself. I honestly don't think about it very much.
2. Describe yourself as others typically see you. Differs, depending on the time of day. Presently, mothers shield their children from me. So there's that.
3. What is your favorite body feature? I would say my horns, but at present I don't have any. So... my claws have surprising utility, wicked as you may think they look.
4. How physically fit are you? Fit enough.
5. How do you typically dress and what is your style? I suppose I look more Syliran than anything. I don't dress in Lhavitian styles, or even Kalinor traditions. A simple collared shirt, a jacket, trousers, boots, belt--I don't see the need for flair. Not as flattering on my night shape, however. Ah, well.
Family :
1. Who are your parents and what are they like? Ethaefal don't have parents in the traditional sense.
2. Do you have any brothers or sisters? Again, not in the traditional sense.
3. What is your extended family like? Other Ethaefal in general seem chronically listless and thoughtful. I avoid them if possible. I barely have the fortitude to tolerate my own thoughts.
4. Do you consider close friends as important or more/less important than family? My friends mean everything to me. They are what I have in lieu of family.
5. Do you treat animals like family? Ah... no.
Location :
1. Where were you born? I fell into the Suvan Sea, off the coast of Syliras.
2. Where do you live now? Lhavit, presently.
3. If you could live anywhere in Mizahar where would that be? I wouldn't mind living in Kalinor if they had a sunroof installed.
4. Do you have a favorite place to vacation or spend leisure time? Ideally, I'd like to visit my daughter whenever the seasons allow.
5. Where do you fear to be? Alvadas, Syliras, or Ravok.
Traits :
1. Do you have any physical weaknesses (disease, scars, and missing limbs?) My left side bears the worst scars. Aside from that, I'm in working order.
2. Are you right handed or left handed? Right.
3. What languages do you speak? What do you sound like? Do you have an accent? Common and Symenos. I try to keep my Symenos in short phrases, as my accent becomes worse the longer I speak. In Common... I suppose it's rather neutral? Syliran, if anything. Middle class dialect with an educated vocabulary. I do a lot of reading.
4. Do you have any odd mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics? When uncomfortable, speechless, or frustrated, I tend to rub my forehead and sigh. Speechlessness, by the way, is something I resort to when I have no good answers.
5. Do you have (or want to get) any tattoos or piercing? Why do you have them (or will get them)? Nothing of the sort. I don't see a reason. Besides, I could end up living for thousands of years. Imagine how embarrassing a skull tattoo would look in a millennium.
Occupations :
1. What is your occupation? At the moment I run packages and letters for Sakana Dai as he needs.
2. Do you like/dislike your work? Why? It's fine, though I'm losing the heart for it. I didn't know that was possible, but I'm beginning to find it menial.
3. If you could be anything you wanted to, what would you be? I honestly don't know.
4. What occupation do you admire the most? Why? Medicine requires an alarming amount of patience and encyclopedic knowledge.
5. What occupation do you least like? Why? I don't know. Slavery?
Childhood :
1. What sort of child were you? Never was.
2. What is your favorite memory from childhood? I can't recall any of my childhoods.
3. What is your worst memory from childhood? I bet I skinned my knees once.
4. What sort of relationship did you have with your parents? I pity anyone who had to raise me.
5. Who was your most influential rolemodel? He sighs. I've had to say this before, but don't pass it on. He'll gloat. Duvalyon Hellebore, by far.
Education :
1. What sort of education do you have? Nearly everything I know is self taught.
2. Do you like/dislike learning? I enjoy reading, if that's what you're asking. Trial by fire is another matter.
3. Where or how did you learn most of your skills/abilities? Books, or direct instruction. I learned hypnotism from a mage, and Symenos from the Orthilia Web, primarily.
4. How do you learn best? Petching up, apparently.
5. What are your educational goals for the future? I've been more interested in the gods, of late. I'm fascinated by their mythology.
Relationships :
1. Do you form close bonds with people? Why? Why not? Sometimes. I try to avoid it, but I am a sap. Gets complicated.
2. Do you trust people easily? If not, why not? Not easily, no. Mortals vary wildly in their ambitions.
3. Do you consider yourself straight, gay, bi, or something else? I don't give it thought.
4. Have you ever been kissed? If so, describe the first time. I have. It was interesting, if meaningless.
5. Have you ever had sex? If so, describe the first time. Yes. It was great stress relief.
Drugs and Alcohol :
1. Have you ever been drunk? If so, describe your first time. It's a bit difficult for me to get drunk. The first time was unremarkable. Other times...
2. Do you like to drink on a regular basis? Not regular, no, but whenever it feels like a good idea.
3. What sort of alcohol do you prefer? Simple ales. I've grown fonder of wines than before. I blame Duvalyon.
4. Have you ever tried drugs (mood altering substances)? If so, which kinds and what did you think of them? I have not.
5. What do you think of drugs and alcohol? Be specific. I've no strong opinions, though the former doesn't interest me. Moderation is key, I suppose, but that's true for all things.
Likes and Dislikes :
1. What are your hobbies? Reading and writing. Whatever mood strikes me.
2. Do you like to read? I do.
3. What annoys you more than anything else? Swift judgment.
4. What do you find the most relaxing activity to do? Writing out my thoughts tends to unwind me.
5. What kinds of things embarrass you? Why? Revealing of past mistakes.
Favorites :
1. What is your favorite color or colors? Violet, currently. I prefer gold in the daylight hours.
2. What is your favorite time of day? Morning.
3. What is the most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen? Lhavit ranks highly.
4. What do you like to eat? What do you hate to eat? I avoid eating in general.
5. What is your favorite type of weather? Does any kind scare you? I like sunny days and dislike stormy weather.
Outlook :
1. Are you optimistic or pessimistic? More of a pragmatist.
2. What are your religious views? I am a follower of Syna.
3. Would you be able to kill? I would be able, yes. In the direst of circumstances.
4. What are your views on sex? I'm not as much a fan of it as I used to be.
5. What, in your opinion, makes a successful life? Completing one's own goals, I suppose.
Actions :
1. What is the worst and best thing you’ve ever done? He rubs his forehead and sighs. Causing Abalia's death is the worst. Giving my daughter the best possible life would rank as the 'best', in one sense of the word.
2. What is your greatest regret? Not taking greater care with Abalia, obviously.
3. What is your best/worst memory? Seeing her die is by far the worst. I don't really have a "best", but... Duvalyon's unerring support through that ordeal made my life a great deal easier.
4. If you could change one thing about your past, what would it be and why? I'd have never gone to Alvadas. Life would be simpler if I hadn't.
5. What are you the most proud of doing in your life? Ensuring my daughter has a good life, a name, and family.
Emotions :
1. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings with others? I keep things to myself, most of the time.
2. Do you have any biases or prejudices? Not really.
3. What makes you happy? Easy companionship.
4. Who or what, if anything, would you die for? I'd die for anyone who was important to me. My life is not worth much.
5. What makes you angry? Senseless cruelty. Emphasis on 'senseless'.
Relationships :
1. In general, how do you treat others? With cordiality and polite distance.
2. Who is the most important person in your life, and why? I don't feel comfortable answering that.
3. Who is the person you respect the most, and why? Duvalyon Hellebore, for his piety and his masochistic penchant for self sacrifice.
4. Do you have a spouse or significant other? If not, describe an ideal lover. This is not something I'm interested in at the moment.
5. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why? I try to take care of myself. I don't want to burden others.
Group Situations :
1. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict? I don't see a need for conflict.
2. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations? I'm not often in social situations. So, no, I suppose.
3. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not? Not really. I haven't the patience for it.
4. Do you care what others think of you? A little more than I'd like. It shouldn't matter to me as much as it does.
5. What do you think of others, in general? I try to live and let live if possible. It's not my place to judge. I'm only a visitor.
Self Image :
1. What is your greatest strength as a person? My conviction, I'd say, when I find reason to give it.
2. What is your greatest weakness? I am occasionally prone to vice. I do not think ahead well, either.
3. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? He smiles, almost sadly. We are how we are for a reason.
4. Are you generally introverted or extroverted? Oh, gods, introverted by far.
5. Are you generally organized or messy? Depends on whether I'm expecting company.
...
Messy.
Beliefs :
1. What God or Goddess do you find most appealing, if any? I am a pledged follower of Syna. I also carry respect for Viratas, Leth, and Zintila.
2. Which God or Goddess do you fear, if any? I do not have the greatest fondness for Ionu.
3. Do you have any Gnosis Marks? If so, how did you receive them? I've none.
4. What lengths would you go to to please your deity? My goddess is not difficult to please, fortunately.
5. Where do you draw the line at pleasing your deity? What is too much? I'm not sure I could endure what I've endured a second time.
Life & Death :
1. What do you absolutely live for? I am still figuring that out. Give me time.
2. What is the best part of life? Hm... My friends make living bearable.
3. What is the best part of death? I've nothing good to say about it.
4. If you could choose, how would you want to die? Without regret, if that's possible.
5. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death? Just being remembered would be enough.
In the daytime I am one of Syna's fallen. At night, I am Symenestra.