Season of Winter, Day 81, 509 AV
Slipping from the fissure was at once bewilderment and bliss. When it began, Vespera couldn't be certain whether she was falling from the heavens themselves or rising from some sleepy realm beneath the sea.
It was much like being thrown out of orbit, or what a feather might experience upon trying to escape from a whirlwind. The center pulled, thrummed, coercing her back into the cycle. But the outside pleaded, whispered, yearning for her return to the earth. Between the two, she was lashed and spun in fury, her hair whipping and her limbs thrashing. She had no say; no choice. One force would win, and her influence was none.
When Mizahar finally claimed her, she began to fall. Beneath her spread the continent in all its beauty. It was as quick as a moment, but seemed to last for ages. In the vision of the land, she saw her own body reflected. Gleaming through the mist that buoyed her, there were the shimmering lines of vessels and veins, blue-green rivers streaming their lifesource everywhere. Grooves and hollows of flesh, wind-smoothed. Sculptures of bone, mountainous tiers of it, giving passage to invisible layers of caverns beneath. And against it all, the unseen silhouettes, the races of people with geologies in flesh of their own.
She saw and understood all of this in an instant; and in the next, hit the water.
Her plunge into the sea brought her body back to life. She felt cold -- bone-jarring cold -- and the rush of water in her ears. Panic, flailing, as the water twisted powerful currents around her. She was pushed upward.
And finally, she surfaced. Her first sight was that of the ebony sky, and the burning stars above. The Moon's face, filling her chest with hot relief. His milky light illumined shore, silvery sands, beyond.
Pushed forth by the waves and her own struggle, Vespera reached the shore. As she lay there, her naked body lit by the moon, covered only in a sheen of sand, she began to forget.
All that she had known quickly disappeared with each new breath. Her recollections of her past life; her recollections of life beyond the fissure, in the realm of the divine, slowly, painfully, inching out of her mind's grasp. Memories she once feasted upon were now only a dim aftertaste.
As she lay there, her brow furrowed. To anyone watching, she may have looked peaceful. But she felt, in her first new breaths, utter torment. And, for the first time in a very long time, cold. She shivered, and she wondered: What am I?