You're the kind that deals with the games in the mind
You confuse me in a way that I've never known
You confuse me in a way that I've never known
Fall 88th, 511 AV
Twenty-two bells
Twenty-two bells
A familiar lantern painted its orange light across the slatted walls of the narrow and drafty bathroom. A dingy porcelain tub lay abandoned and pregnant with murky water, flat-calm and opaque with an ash grey tint. The room’s sole occupant was huddled, naked, on the floor beneath the breadth of a neglected window taller and wider than his arms could fathom, his knees pulled to his chest, staring at a hard face limned in dirty glass that looked just as fixedly back at him. Kinslayer, he wanted to shout at the contemptuous glaring red, but days of weeping and moaning in solitude over his own depravity had left his throat hoarse and tired. “It wouldn’t come out, how-ever hard I scrubbed,” he rasped in calm, measured tenor to his cruel reflection, “It’s gone, now; I’m clean.”
A white hand lifted with its specter in the glass and brushed away a swarthy gathering of bangs, rich with the former contents of a glass vessel of ebony dye; lips stretched a wan simper at an unspoken jape.
The ‘Wager had predictably gone on, as life for the rest of the City of Illusion had gone on, after the halfblood’s small world was crushed beneath revelations of blood long washed from his hands. True to form, Seven had spent the better part of three bells searching for the steep rooftop and peeling green paint that marked the always-closed high stakes gambling house. His feet planted soundly on the stone steps in front of a latched door, he’d barely gotten in a second knock when a rusted slide of iron on iron and a throaty inquisition drew his attention upward.
“Until I am measured, I am not known; yet how you miss me, when I have flown.”
“You are time.” Seven responded, unsmiling. And I have spent too much of you in the damned cold.
There was an echoing scrape of an aged lock, and a heavy door on tired hinges swung open—with it, a wall of thick, piss-and-ale drenched air from the poorly lit hall. Seven loosed and lowered his hand, finding respite in the warmth of his pocket. His gaze tripped over a scattering of tables, sifting between faces in an absent search for one he had not seen in days. It did not take long to find that narrow grinning face, with its mocking rings of silver flashing in the Wager’s permanent yellow twilight.
Like a pale grey moth to a lantern’s flame, he caught and burned a mutual gaze with a sour look even the dimmest of men could decipher.
You left me alone.
The raucous din of a packed gambling house hazed as he fell wholly into that mercury spell. A bizarre tide rolled across Seven, making his skin prickle with sharp dagger points that threatened to cut his skin like butter. It burned and caught between his ears and made him light-headed. Nausea rose to the back of his throat in the form of hungry venom and bile and he nearly relinquished his pockets for a nearby chair to steady himself. The heavy iron remained lodged in his gut as the sensation passed, leaving his fingertips clammy and his lips cold. He could not manage to open his vice-tight jaw or set movement to a pair of boots that felt nailed to the floor; he only stood, and stared, wearing a twisted mask of helpless admiration and resentment.