Dusk had a certain way of quieting things down, like a veil was gently laid between sound and ears so that everything was muffled. Once, he'd heard the city of Lhavit actually began at dusk, people retreating from their daylit homes to revel in the night. He'd like to see that sometime, truly...but for now it was as if all of Alvadas grew to a barely resonate hush.
The anger in him was temporary, more the predictable outcome of not getting it completely than anything else. It was over moments after he hit the ground, seeping into the dirt around his legs. As with everything, it wasn't easy to master. His father had always said to be patient, that the right customer always came along eventually. The big man had never let anything slip through his fingers...not even the most distasteful painting.
"One day, little Egyptus," he'd say, patting him on the head with his thick fingers, "Someone is going to find this beautiful, and I don't want to say I had to get rid of it because I didn't believe."
The ember of love there was one of the few he dared keep. Vayt had not stolen his father from him, nor did Wrenmae cause his demise. The merchant likely perished in the Kalea ranges, trudging toward some lost sense of rescue, the need to keep his family from dying out there.
But he never counted on Wrenmae's weakness.
He realized he'd been drifting when Alric started speaking, bringing the world into harsh reality. He had to look foolish, staring up at his friend with wide eyes, uncomprehending for the briefest of instants before a fierce grin overtook confusion.
Of course Alric would say yes, he'd offered...hadn't he? His friend had never proven to be dishonest nor given Wrenmae reason to doubt his sincerity. The coughs that interrupted his sentences worried the thief, but Wrenmae tried to justify that without shelter...he may run out of places to be. His adoptive parents were old now, the sicknesses rattling their frail frames like storms. Any longer and they would perish.
He couldn't let that happen.
"Wilmot has a nice ring to it as well," he offered quietly, brushing the dirt off his ragged pants as he followed Alric toward his father, "I'd have to find a change of clothes to wear it properly, I don't think these kinda ratty rags befits it."
Alvin Wilmot was a man with a kindly face, eyes alight within a lined exterior that still was ruddy with life. Books were tucked under his arms, a new present for his son probably, and Wrenmae almost allowed himself to envy. He had received a quill and a blank book for his recent birthday...a meager present from parents of meager means. He couldn't begrudge them their generosity, but such full paged volumes, written of the world and its stories...oh he wished he had but a day in the Wilmot library to pore over tomes.
To lose himself.
He kept pace as best he could, noting Alric sped up just a bit whenever he did, always casting Wrenmae as the follower. He didn't mind, his friend likely needed to broach the subject again. He'd refused for a long time...maybe the father did not want another son at this time.
It already sent his spirits dipping, the idea he'd be refused again. It wasn't that he thought he was garbage it was...well...he had no brother anymore, no sister. Alric was a dear friend and the idea he could be a brother as well?
He didn't realize how strongly he'd begun to hope, at that moment, that things would improve. Only now when they hung in the balance, tipping over some unimaginable drop...did he imagine fear.
Did he imagine loss.
His footsteps almost faltered.