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[Noblesse]

First of all, I'm really sorry that I am utterly incompetent at offering words of comfort to people but I'm trying my best.

I hope you're feeling better now about the drama incident. People can be really horrible and cause unnecessary drama. It happens a lot. And the things they say and do feels more horrible the higher the stress level we have so I know how it feels when something that you think shouldn't affect you is making you feel very annoyed and frustrated. Just breathe and eat sweets or something. And cuddle with Cookie too! It's nice to let off some steam when it's needed. However, if those people are being that mean then they don't deserve any more extra attention from you.

And I hate stress too. I know most people don't like it. To Hai with stress.

Plus, no honey, you're not stupid. How can you be when you're able to give your best and help out in WR? And you say the most wonderful things when I need them the most and I think that is what's more important. To be needed and appreciated by the people who care, I mean. And I'd bet even your true friends will think so too. It's sad that a former friend is being such a prick, but it happens. There are people who are too proud to admit that they're wrong that they resort to shaming those around them. Pride is nice as long as kept in check. Unreasonably proud people are one of the worst people you can meet.

Just take it easy for now and chill. You just recovered from a horrible cold after all. *hugs*

[Eilea]

Thank you, both of you. I would have responded earlier but I wasn't too sure what all to say. There's been a lot of unneeded drama. And you are both right, friends like that aren't worth it. But sometimes when its someone I've known for years makes it very difficult.

Oh and I AM freaking obsessed with Ellen Page. She's just so cute and sweet and I can't wait for the next X-men movie, Days of Future Past or something like that cause she's going to be in it! *squee*

Lately I've been stressing myself a little too thin. It's literally thinning my hair and pissing me off. And it seems that everyone I thought I was close to is just letting me down and it really hurts.

Ironically, I think the latest solo thread I've been doing with this PC really relates to whats been going on with me in RL. It's been nice being able to release such negative energies in such a way and express them in my writing. It just makes me feel bad because I'm not doing as much with me AS account lately as I really should do. It's just been so hard to the last few days with everything that keeps happening.

I feel like everyone around me has it so easy and is so carefree about everything, yet I have to work so hard to do anything school related, or even just for fun that actually pleases me. It's like all of my friends my age aren't even looking or planning towards the future which both annoys me and makes me think little of them because they ARE paying for the school they're attending. They should be working towards a future. I mean, college isn't supposed to be just a time holder and thats how they all treat it.

Le sigh. I think I have issues.

I'm starting to think it's time for me to move across the country again. Maybe after I graduate I'll find a job on an opposite side of the country. Like maybe Washington or California... or Hell maybe New York or Florida.

So many decisions.

I hate this kind of stuff.

But I guess that's just growing up, isn't it?

On good news though, some place FINALLY wants to interview me, but it seems that we're playing phone tag on setting it up. But I'm excited nonetheless. It'll be great to finally be working again. I've been going to school overtime WAY too long.

[Eilea]

Gee, what is with these stupid emotions lately?

[Eilea]

Finally things are turning around!!!

After a night spent driving around with my best friend and talking about everything....

To waking up to find I got A's in all five classes I took this last semester...

Everything's going to be okay!!!

I wonder what else this morning will bring me!

[Sera]

Well, things are finally good. I have my best friend sleeping over tonight and tomorrow night, which will probably result in a long planned Marvel Movie Marathon. She's never seen ANY of the X-men movies... or Iron Man or Thor or Captain America or anything of the like. I must force these upon her. But, I don't think she minds. I also feel there will be lots of Mizahar, since that's another thing we do together. We spent dinner at a fancy Italian restaurant plotting for our WR characters. We have problems. And I've decided that I can't take her ANYWHERE. Seriously... she's crazy. But besides that, I had an interview today! Yay. I'll hopefully have a second interview early next week. And I no longer have to do the whole Jury Duty thing because of my summer class I'll be taking. That's another load of stress taken away. I'm so happy and tired at the same time. And there's this cute little doggy next to me.

[Phoenix]

Awwwwwwwww I want to be there! Put me on Skype!! I'll join and I'm tons of fun and I've seen those movies!

[Stardust]

You should totally be here too!! That would be freaking awesome. *nods*

Would you like to actually get on Skype? xD That CAN be arranged.

[Stardust]

This is what I found in my apartment last weekend. My DOG was playing with it. I almost picked it up because I thought it was a lizard at first. I'm so glad one of my friends stopped me. I've NEVER seen a scorpion this big before. It was almost four inches long. Actually, I've only seen really tiny ones before, like smaller than an inch or so. I was paranoid for the rest of the night. Can ya blame me?

[Kane]

BUZZ

[Stardust]

Midnight.