Winter 7, 511 AV OOCAll privileges taken with Ifran in this post are both with his permission and after lengthy discussion. It had been dry when Abalia had lost Roxanne. She might not have remembered that so explicitly, if it hadn't been for Laszlo. The ethaefal had been the one to unwittingly pick up the pieces when the world crumbled around her, and though she'd repeatedly vowed that she didn't trust him, some part of her had chosen to nonetheless. And, when that kindness had become an even deeper intimacy, only to be shattered, it had rained. Or, rather, Ionu had changed the streets to water and it was impossible to exist in Alvadas that day without being drenched to the bone. And so she had been wet when she'd stalked away from the Sun and Stars, fury coating the more fragile hurt she nursed inside. For several days she didn't see him. She avoided that place, and Alvadas seemed to be on her side. Twisting, manipulative streets did not dump her out on his doorstep for those brooding hours, during which she revisited every moment of their acquaintance and tried to decide at which point she'd given way to idiocy and started to actually care. Eventually it wasn't enough, this solitary wandering. That something else, however, didn't begin with the intention of going anywhere near Laszlo or his stupid tavern. No, those ideas would come later. The conception of it was as simple as an evening spent in enjoyment despite the stinging tendrils of rejection, betrayal, jealousy, and anger that were buried like burs in her breast. It was easy enough to pluck a miza or three from a heavy pocket, simpler still to dress in something pretty, to find her way to the playhouse. The company was always a mixed bag, but Abalia enjoyed the diversion. The show was about a great war. Or, at least, that is how her simple and distracted mind perceived it. There was fury and destruction and she savored every drop of it, the seeds of covetous desire sewn in her heart when Ivak was at last revealed. He had too many arms for a god, of course, but the costumer had created a living flame out of the beautiful Eypharian. He was clad in so very little, but the flesh that was exposed was so thoroughly painted and adorned that Abalia could only guess at the actual tone of that smooth skin. Reds and oranges and golds swirled together to create anger and fire on his skin, kohl-rimmed eyes also circled with hues of color that made it seem as if flames lived in that gaze. The rest of the players were paltry in comparison, they faded into mediocrity the moment he stepped onto the stage. Abalia hung onto his every word. His voice was compelling, almost musical, and he delivered every line effortlessly and with enough conviction to make Abalia feel as if all of Mizahar might crumble again around her. More than once she felt like those dark blue eyes had caught her own, so wide and fixed upon his movement across the stage. For those brief moments he was a god and, best of all, a distraction. All too soon the show ended, and the jostle of the crowd leaving broke her reverie. As she stood to join the sideways shuffle down a row of seats, her gaze drifted across the crowd. The curve of a horn caught her eye, and though its hue was all wrong, its shape quite backwards, it was like a tiny ice pick chipping at her heart, leaving shards of sharp, aching pieces. Abalia hated him because she hurt, the damned ethaefal who had never promised her anything, except to be there. "S'cuse me," she murmured, parting ways with the majority of the crowd in the street. It was cold enough that she could see her breath in little puffs of mist, and dark enough that it didn't matter. Recalling Laszlo had only hardened her resolve. She'd have peace, one way or another. It wasn't difficult for the native from Alvadas to find the stage door, as it were, and she waited with resigned patience as the actors playing the lesser roles filed out. She toyed with a satiny ribbon that held the bodice of her shirt together as she waited, imagining the effort it must be taking to get all of that paint off of him. It wasn't a bad way to pass time, even if she did have to intentionally drive the more willowy body of a certain someone from her mind's eye more than once. Eventually, he did come out. It seemed as if the task of sloughing off the disguise had been too much for one night. It was cold, and he flipped his hood up as soon as the onslaught of that wintry bite hit him head on. Before he did, though, Abalia could see that the column of his throat was a clean ivory. His hands, too, seemed to be that same color - pleasant in moonlight. Around his eyes, however, there lingered dark kohl and a shadow of the burning suns that had been painted there before. Abalia nearly missed his passing, but for her focus on it. "You were wonderful," she piped from the shadows, enough to give him pause. When he glanced back, she slipped into the warmth of lamplight and fixed him with a most approving smile. Young, pretty, harmless. And who doesn't like compliments? Abalia convinced him to share a drink with her, and it was not until he suggested the Sun & Stars himself that she decided to turn a night of indulgent distraction into a pointed display. "Sounds perfect," she all but purred, allowing him to lead the way as if she hadn't spent hours upon hours there in the weeks that had passed. As they traveled, she was the perfect balance of flattering and thoughtful. She told him the vague outline of her simple life in Alvadas, inquired about his exotic homeland. They knew little of importance about one another by the time they arrived, but it was enough to foster a false sense of intimacy. She'd even slipped her small hand into his by the time they pushed the heavy door open. There was Ned, dozing at his table. And there was Laszlo, wiping mugs behind the bar. For a breath her honeyed gaze met his and she might have dropped Ifran's hand. She might have ran back into the cold night and went elsewhere to lick her wounds; to nurse her bruised pride, to tend to emotions she knew she ought not feel anyway. But then, in her minds eye, she saw them together and the anger that had propelled her to this point steadied her, fixed her resolve. She glanced away as effortlessly as if he were a stranger, and returned laughing attentions to the charming Eypharian. "Want to sit near the fire?" He didn't like the cold, and he hadn't needed to tell Abalia that for her to notice. Poor desert dweller. Ah, but he was beautiful in the firelight, which danced along the pigments that had stained his skin, forcing him to be Ivak for the duration of this night. In outright rebellion against the maelstrom of emotions Laszlo had given her, Abalia was more than pleased to worship the actor instead. Seven appeared with a mug of beer, and Abalia ignored him too, even if Ifran greeted him politely and familiarly. She'd rather talk to the Eypharian. What was life like in Ahnatep? Did he like Alvadas very much? What could he do with those extra arms? Whether the burning stare she felt was her imagination or actually Laszlo, it didn't matter. It only spurred her on, and soon enough she'd convinced the beautiful man to share his drink. Only, she didn't want it from his glass. Her light frame fit easily enough in his lap, and those arms were quite adept at holding a woman it seemed. As she brushed his hood back and splayed her long fingers against his strong jawline, all six of them wound around her and tucked her into his chest, with one hand tangling loosely in the blanket of her silken hair. Her quiet laugh was stifled against his lips as she dipped her head to taste them, and the flavor of the alcohol upon them. It was the same drink Laszlo had given her, once. She'd turned her nose up at it then. Now, when she leaned back, she sealed her approval with a sultry smile followed by an amused decree. "Delicious." Ifran couldn't possibly know that half of this was about the show, now. Abalia didn't know if Laszlo gave a damn. She doubted it, after his display with the whore the other night. But if she could cause him even the smallest sliver of hurt, she wanted to do it. But it wasn't hard to pretend to be interested, not when the object of her attentions was, in fact, incredibly stunning. Maybe that'd make it worse for Laszlo, how beautiful Ifran was. Abalia hoped so. |