Season of Summer, Day 32, 503AV He was not sure why he was so nervous, they had been training since childhood for this, they had thought of nothing for the past year other than passing their Trial. All the same even Sethos, with all his reading couldn’t help the tension that seemed to gather in his stomach and threaten to showcase his breakfast. Many a times in the last five minutes he had wiped his palms on his trousers, slick with sweat and twitching from nervousness, the only thing that gave him a measure of comfort was the small sheet of paper growing damp in his hands. And once more he peeled it open, wincing at the smudging writing, he knew what he had to do but to go and do it was another matter entirely. Being one of the few younger Akalak born in his birth year his group was relatively small (only four of them) and he had met none of them before, he was not sure how their teamwork would play out but hopefully (as that is all one can do) it would turn out well. All the same his eyes skimmed the paper, taking in his jotted notes and tiny diagrams, it was all theory but he it made him feel…more at peace to know he had a general plan. Perhaps he could convince the other severe looking boys that he had an idea that might make things go smoother, he was no fool to believe it would make it easier but he prayed it would save them from getting completely maimed. Then again his general plan of attack had not factored in him. Of all times for his dark brother to finally emerge it was so close to his first Rite. Rolling his shoulders he flung out his arms and clenched and unclenched his fists, letting out a shaky breath. He knew nothing about his other half, what made him tick, what made him gain control—nothing!--all he knew was that he was a manipulative little jakri. Yes, that he knew without a doubt for the last few days had been nothing but hell. Now was not the time to dwell though, closing his eyes he took a deep breaths… In for five… Hold for seven… Out for five… It helped clear his mind though he could help the way he feared to fall too far into himself; he had no desire for his other half to be anything but silent. Better. Staring at his paper once more carefully tucked it into his boot before turning to his partner; he needed to set aside all other emotions besides the task at hand. It called for nothing less than his undivided attention and whatever skills he possessed to be used to their breaking point. “Wysar guide me…Akajia grant me your stealth.” He whispered his mind privately sending his prayers out to Eyris, Eyris give me the strength to use the knowledge I possess to overcome this trial. He heard similar prayers leave the other boys lips before they all stared at each other, an unnamed tension between them easing slightly as they locked eyes and nodded. Sethos even managed a fleeting, shaky grin before they turned toward the gate. Collectively they inhaled and nodded to the guards who opened the gates silently, their silence a better comfort than well wishes and as each of the boys stepped through the door Sethos had no doubt their thoughts were the same. Oh, shyke. |