
81st of Winter
Ulric grumbled, his face covered by a swirl of vapor.
The icy clutch of winter, though waning, couldn’t have inspired any less fury in his weary bones. There was something dismal in returning from a journey. The ordeal had sloughed away, the finding was over. There was a bend in his shoulders under the layers of leather, blackened plate, and shifting, scraping, scales, though their jut was clouded by defiance, spiky hair framing a bruised face, the ridge of his jaw covered by a patchy beard. He’d gleaned his augury from the cackle of crows, and now, hearing the thrum of ragged wings, he scoured over the pewter-gray sky. They were a desultory lot, those eaters of carrion. They’d mocked him for so long, he couldn’t deny that he was partly bereft when they weren’t there.
Caw, they cried. Caw, caw.
“That’s enough of your japery,” he growled. “Those fiends of pipers skirl away, and you just shyke on statues, defying the only scrolls of musty, crumbling history that we’ve got left.” This was his vigil. The sunder of chains, the crushing of bones.
But even then, he was only lusting for her, the fierce, inky-eyed savage who’d bound herself to him. He longed for the press of her sweaty flesh against his, the sweet nectar of her lips. Trudging through the ranks of gray birches, squat junipers, and firs redolent of pale, sticky resin, he tugged gloved fingers over the mark inscribed just under his ear, the one that wasn’t missing a crest of rubbery cartilage, and dreamed of what he’d find when he came through that final ravine. The city would sprawl before him, so huge, chimerical even from afar.
Biding for an instant, he took a glance back, scrying over the jut of boulders, an inexorable jigsaw only broken by patches of frosty heather and bracken, tufts of grass swaying in the gusts, tangled snarls of timber and crusts of lichen and fungi everywhere. The blotchy darker traces of melding ash where fires had once raced up desiccated slopes, braided by a scattering of brown needles, the tiny hard cones of conifers. Beyond, the flanges of peaks rose over spiny contours, plunging into gorges, into foggy, sheerly undulating valleys. They echoed with desolate mystery.
Ulric gave a shrug, shifting the cloak of heavy sable draped over his back, tangled at its base by briars. Bearing his heavy, ugly bulk of his crossbow, he turned back toward the distant beckon of the city. Look for me, he’d whispered into her ear. Look for me, when the folds of their blankets were scratchy on his back, her slender form beneath his tense, bunching muscles, coiled now in bitter repose. The demise of winter loomed. There was only a clash in the shadows, a clangor of war in the back of his head. They’d be leaving this city, the haunt of hopeless, irresolute dreamers, to venture over sea and through swamp, tundra, and forest in the hopes of finding a lost soul and flaying another from the depravity of her body.
And as he shambled ever onward, the very soil seemed to groan beneath him. He wasn’t just a man any longer. He was a prophet, cursed but defiant, marching to war with a sordid joy splayed over the scar of his grin. He grimly lusted for that carnage, but first he required warriors.
