Hurdling through the air, stunned from the explosion, Ti`ue hardly realized what was becoming of her. Her ears rang from the blast, even if she wasn’t that close. The power of it all was overwhelming. She thought she felt crash. There was this banging noise as she pounded into the earth and rolled over, the world filled with colors that spiraled around and eventually stopped. Her body ached from the wall, her drained mind more than anything. The blunt shots from the earth felt like the vibrations from a strike along some outer shield beyond herself. The impact compared not with Ivak’s divine being, and all that he had inflicted on the Wind Eagles. In such a disoriented state, and her mind so narrow and dark, still focused on the task of cutting Ivak back off from the world, unaware of her failure, she moved to get up and get back to the city’s aid. First her left wing folded in and she pushed up off the end joint. She staggered to some upright position, her legs still collapsed. With her other wing, she managed to at least gain stability and “kneel” on the ground to collect her thoughts. Her head was still spinning, and all she could do for comfort was to close her eyes and wait for even the blackness of her mind to just hold still. She let her head hang low between her wings, to let the blood get back into its proper rhythm before she’d get back into the air. If he was free, then she needed to stall him. Her anticipation was that such a god of seemingly infinite power would hold no mercy for Windreach or her people. A captive for centuries, the Inarta would surely die fiery deaths at his hands. She willed herself to get up, though her back was sore – saying the least of it – and hot, and curled back to stand on her talons. She felt off balance. She stared down to her legs to check if she had broken one. The fading pain masked whatever real sensations of pain she needed to worry about now. Then, in the corner of her vision, she saw the red lock slid down into her view, and then more as her head turned over entirely. She froze. No one was ever meant to know of this, no one. She had tried so hard and long to even forget about it. The void of her mind, empty of all energy and thought, seemed to fall even deeper. She felt it now, the same mindless lack of control as she flew over the city moments ago, unable to do anything, just falling further into nothing. She could speak in her common tongue, Nari to the Inarta and Wind Eagles, but all that she produced was a whimper. She looked down at her breasts and feathered half, simply incapable of fully comprehending what she appeared as. Her mind sand to dissonance as she struggled now. The city she wanted to save was the one she always feared would reject her, ridicule her, or stone her for mockery with no pity what-so-ever. And now, like this, a complete freak of a harpy that had never walked Mizahar’s surface, she knew she would be shamed more than ever. The conflict and pain was so severe, she felt the tears starting to drop out from her eyes. They were starting to swell and redden, her lips quivering, her mind in total disarray and darkness like the fire lit sky. She could hardly imagine what chaos was spilling out into the world from her failure. Not even the colony’s, but her own. She wanted to damn herself even more – no, it had already been done; this was the curse she would face. She held herself at too high a standard, even in the face of the impossible. It tore her apart. She collapsed back on wing and talon, letting her crown dig into the ground and sit there. She wept, utterly unaware of Sira’s whereabouts… From anywhere else in sight of her, it would be impossible to recognize her. She thought in a voice very similar to the sounds of her weeping, and the accents of her wings still lit up her darkened wings. The whole thing was shivering, a loose feather falling out of her wing here and there, and the deep red hair a mess. The darkening sky shrouded most detail from afar, only to be lit up from the crackling mile high flames of The World Destroyer. |
OOCHehehe, harpy! Well Sira, here's your chance! In other news, lets see if this thing can fly!