Patience, his father had told him. That was how you endured amongst the sunborn. There would be chimes when you had to swallow the venom and fold your hands when you wanted to press claws into pink flesh. The race meant more than one spot of vengeance, than one wound, than one desire. So Duvalyon had learned to curl his claws and purr his apologies. Duvalyon tilted his head down at the interloper. Small, female, maimed, but adequately trained. He wondered how well the scarred arms could move. Her deformed skin would not be supple for seasons. Motions would hitch and flesh could split with sharp gestures. She had flung herself between them aflame with self-righteousness. A moment's effort on Dor's behalf and Elhaym could sneer at the spider who raised the Kelvic. Hatred filled him, though his body did nothing in response to its presence. Nothing Elhaym could sense. Duvalyon raised a hand in the periphery of Elhaym's ruined eye, toying with her capabilities as he expressed surrender. Dor's protests were compressed; his perception placing them amidst the winking buzz of light and city sounds as he evaluated the situation. One painfully contorted word shot up from the suppressed sounds. It hooked his spine, yanking him to the border of realization. Want. Was there longing in the sound, or was it merely a frustrated trill meant for the woman who interrupted the bird's questions? It had been years, more than years for Dor. Could he still discern the colors of her voice and the warbled meanings she would slip between syllables? "Be understanding, Doryn," he said placidly, "She is trying to comprehend despite limitations." Courtesy pricked the final word, sharpening its offense with a layer of insincere pity. He made his own answer then. "Your vigilance on her behalf is appreciated, but unnecessary. I mean no harm." No further harm at least, he had his fill of being compelled to tear the Kelvic into wild pieces. "If she asks," he said with a sudden gravity directed only towards Dor, "I will leave her company." The permanence of the command was implied. Knowledge would slate his dread. The welling hatred around her old wounds would either pour out and scald him, or she would show a measure of forgiveness. Either reaction would make him feel as monstrous as they thought him. His pride could still snarl, even when its head was bowed. |