Laszlo watched a bitter revulsion bloom in Elhaym at the mention of magic, but didn't put much weight into it. The Shinya Acolyte had already proven herself to be hostile and furious at the drop of a hat. It was difficult to tell whether she was justifiably bitter, or simply melodramatic. Her beaten body implied the former. However, Laszlo had already been cautioned about the use of his magic, through instruction and experience. He knew the way it pulled at him, drawing out darker sides of him that were better kept under lock and key. Unfortunately, Elhaym wasn't the only one the world kept trying to kill. Hypnotism was Laszlo's first and only real defense against the perils of this life. It also provided him with a subtle utility, making it easier to persuade merchants and mercenaries to give him an affordable discount. Especially when chartering travel. "My own death doesn't frighten me as much as it used to," Laszlo admitted, thinking strongly of Abalia. The fear of death had been the first thing the Ethaefal had felt when he fell from divinity, and for a long while, that fear was what kept him from too seriously contemplating suicide. When he learned that his human friend's death may be imminent, Laszlo's own life felt almost felt forfeit. "You're a survivor, Elhaym. That's what your scars tell me. I'd hate to see whatever happened to those who've attempted to kill you." Elhaym began to lead on to the Koten Temple, so Laszlo kicked off the wall to follow her. She walked briskly for her size, almost making it difficult for the Ethaefal and his long legs to keep up. He allowed her to stay ahead of him at a comfortable distance, keeping back to grant her whatever level of authority she so enjoyed asserting over the horned civilian. Despite his patience with her, she was grating on his nerves with her hair temper and sanctimonious attitude, not to mention her flagrant racism. Were she not clearly a guard figure, a part of the Shinya, Laszlo may not have been so tolerant. There was a method to the way Laszlo kept using her name. Without truly knowing her, it crossed certain unspoken boundaries to address her as if she were his personal friend. A ma'am or miss may have been more considerate and sufficient, but her aggression had intimidated, and deeply annoyed him. Handling someone's name like a familiar toy had a different effect on everyone; it could charm some and offend others. Laszlo however had the advantage of a handsome face and an easy, baritone voice. Used delicately, a name might unbalance someone's defenses enough that he or she may even start to like him. It had worked often enough in Alvadas, he fondly remembered. When she stopped, suddenly, Laszlo glanced around the city structures, looking for one ceremonious enough in appearance to be called a temple. While Lhavit continued to soothe him with its luminescent splendors and attractive architecture, he quickly realized that they had arrived nowhere. Elhaym was concentrating on something. An unexplained anger was renewed in her features. Now what? "Elhaym, is something wrong?" No response. She ignored him when he asked again, until he finally gave up and let her work through whatever deep seated issues were taking place in her brain. He was reminded suddenly of the insane Ulric. Were all the Shinya like this, or just the horribly scarred ones? Laszlo kept his face carefully blank, still holding his stack of parchment at his side. She eventually did seem to come out of her trance, though offered no explanations. When Elhyam's question came, Laszlo's expression did shift. He glanced down; his reluctance was as clear as the sunlight on his shining skin. "Perhaps you spoke too soon about misjudging me." Laszlo thought of the teacup, smashed outside the Mhakula. It was the first victim of Elhaym's wrath, simply because he was friends with a Symenestra. If she learned he was a hypnotist, it seemed like there was a fair chance that he would also end up shattered and spilling his contents over the road. "Not so long ago I may have been among those who tried to hide their magic. There's actually a specific creed among wizards like me that cautions against careless disclosure. Its power lies in the ignorance of others." He slowly looked up, his tongue hesitant in forming the three words he was warned never to utter. "I'm a hypnotist." Fearful of her reaction, Laszlo's golden eyes glanced off again. "I'm in a new city, with new customs. Alvadas did not regulate its magic users, but I learned there the dangers of keeping things a secret. If I lied here, I have no doubt history would repeat itself, and I'd lose what little I still have. My magic is based on people, and for them to know what I am renders me powerless. But I… I don't have any interest in power. Not anymore." Something echoed strangely in his mind, as if to correct him. Not right now, he thought involuntarily. His conscience flared suddenly, from his heart to his throat, forcing out a confession. "It has its uses. I'm not a fighter, so it's my only weapon and shield if someone, say, pins my shoulder unprovoked to a wall by the heel of her boot." There was a certain sharpness in the way he looked at her then, but his voice was still gentle and passive. "I try not to overdo it. Every man and woman has the right to their own free will. I hope that doesn't warrant my arrest." Hopefully Elhaym could appreciate the honesty she was so insistent about. |