The Konti watched him with calm quiet eyes, her gaze roaming over his face not really seeing the etchings there but instead watching his expressions and the deep thoughtful way he seemed to weigh his decisions. Tasi fussed in his sling and she dropped a hand to sooth him whispering a soft word before bringing her eyes back to Azurk's face. Then she shifted, moving her weight onto the balls of her feet as she moved back a step. Her movement wasn't because she was frightened of him, though the caution never quite left her being a new mother and having something unpredictable facing herself and her child. She stepped back, instead, to look at all of him at once. He was simply too big to take in all at once as close as they were standing. It should have made her nervous, but instead his bulk and the dark tint of his skin was comforting. Human males still bothered her, but the Akalak's as a whole were nothing like the smaller people they only fringely resembled. He was strong and his body well corded with muscle. He carried himself like a battled hardened Akalak as well, which reassured her. Kavala had come to somewhat depend on the Akalak in her mind. If one was around, she was at ease with the world.
There was something in his eyes though when he looked at her. The Konti caught him looking at her bracelet - the sign of her ownership and servitude - more than once. To the Oathmaster, an Akalak was an Akalak, regardless of the tattoos on his face. Each Nakivak went through training, and during that period she was told about the Cerulean and the fact that one day someone would take her contract and use her. That person could be a Cerulean, and when that was the case, depending on the individual, certain precautions were taken. They were darkly dangerous and prone to violence, which sometimes merited supervised sessions. Kavala could think of nothing more embarrassing than having a stranger oversee something so personal and private between two people. She hoped he wasn't thinking about asking for her contract. Kavala was tired and worn in her heart, because for her intimacy equaled feelings and she wasn't sure the Akalak were capable of investing in women, especially a Nakivak who had no choice and had to breed for them.
The Konti had lost her heart to her first contract and had given him her love. A cheva mark had been the result. It was a mark she was doomed to loose the very next time someone took up her contract and used her body as their own because it would be breaking her vows to him. There was even more pain involved there and it was clear the reason Nakivak weren't allowed to marry. Kavala was the type that once she gave her love, she'd be a fierce friend and partner regardless of how frail she appeared.
Once pregnant she hadn't seen much of her son's father at all. After Tasi had been born, there hadn't been a single visit. He'd signed the rights to his son or daughter over to her, which had been a sign of trust, but had still felt all the more like a rejection. When they'd put her back into silver rather than freed her from her Nakivak obligation, she had realized that Riverfall would never let her go until age or medical condition dictated it was time. That meant being at the whim of strangers, some of who looked at her like she was a piece of meat. Even the Cerulean could use her, whom she'd been told tend to take savage joy with Nakivaks, often leaving them worse for wear in the process of doing their duty. And even then, the choice was not hers. If he signed a paper, she belonged to him until her body quickened, having to meet him and be at the whims of his beck and call perhaps for years.
Kavala started to curl her lip in anger and lift her head from his body once more, trying to stamp out any image that might come to it of what she might be required to do for him someday and met his eyes.
Her heart stopped beating for a moment and her breath ceased flowing in and out of her body. A connection was made between the two of them through their gazes locking, and Kavala knew - just knew - that there was more to him than the reputation granted. She wasn't staring into the eyes of a savage beast wearing a man's guise. Instead, there was warmth, intelligence, and curiosity there. Speculation filled his gaze too, and though she had no empathy or konti gifts that ran towards people, the woman just knew he was different.
Kavala took a step forward then, uninvited, and lifted her hand. Scales flashed in the sunlight, emphasizing clearly that she was not of his kind. Webbing extended between her digits even as she stretched out her fingers. She touched the inking on his skin, traced it, and tilted her head curiously. Her last contract had been with a man on the cusp of becoming a Cerulean. Her presence in his life had balanced him out and taught him that both of his sides had a place and both were valid, and working together they were entirely and epically stronger than they were working against each other. As her fingers traced the contour of his face, her eyes grew pale shifting from azure blue to an odd almost pale color that made her look completely blind. She wasn't, though if something had walked within her field of vision there and then, she'd not have seen it.
Them. She was focused on them. Her lips parted, breath returned, and she spoke softly.
"The ink does a poor job of hiding your strengths, Azurk and Kalik. It only outlines your weakness, and that is not working together. You are someone very worthy of getting to know." She wished suddenly that she would have met them before the ink. Perhaps she could have helped.
"Your race and mine, we were meant to intermingle and support each other. Together we make each other stronger in ways I am only starting to discover." Her hand roamed his face, curiously looking at him with her touch.
"Konti can sometimes help with the balance. If you ever want help, come to me." She said softly and pulled her hand back. She brushed her thumb along the pads of her fingers, a curiously surprised look on her face.
"Even if its just for a contract to turn my silver to gold." She said, referring of course to a Nakivak 'open to a contract' wearing a silver bracelet and serving no one verses one wearing gold who was 'under contract' and currently serving an Akalak. There, it was out there. She'd be willing now, even if moments before the idea turned her stomach. And strangely, she didn't feel like even more of a slave for saying it. But she did realize one more thing about herself. She'd finally accepted her fate. Did that mean she was broken finally? Was standing with this Cerulean a turning point in her own life? No one should ever accept slavery, and yet she just had.
Kavala blinked, surprised herself.
Staring into his eyes she had no fear of touching him. There were stories of course, all Nakivak knew them, of what these inked men were capable of and what could be provoked out of them.
"By helping me, yet again I owe something to your kind. Your people gave me my life back, a home, and even though they use me like they use all women, I keep owing them. Though coin has changed hands, there is still a debt of gratitude. I have to serve in the way I am required by your people. It was a choice that was not given to me outright. But if you ever require my services, I will provide them willingly and without complaint. I would rather the purpose and servitude be specific and for people I owe than impersonal and with an unknown. And I am stronger than I look, so I can survive your darkness and violence better than perhaps another." He hadn't brought it up, hadn't even mentioned it, but she put it out there anyhow. Kavala had no shame left, and she believed in open dialog. Someone would come next for her. Then, she was resigned, there'd be someone after the next and most likely after that one. She was an indentured whore, for all that they called it nice things and branded it with honor.
She watched him sign, satisfied, and took the contract. The Konti left him her gold and her trust. It was a strange exchange, one she hadn't expected. There gaze met one more time and she accepted his word as law. They would be safe. She expected to see the Akalak again. And when she did, Ragnor's family would be safe. The Konti offered him a smile, one of her rare smiles that held her heart in her eyes and radiated joy and gave him a glimpse of who she really was.
"Thank you. I can ask for nothing more. You honor me." And with that, she took her leave if he'd let her though she'd stand to hear anything else he wanted to say.